Saturday, May 17, 2008 ;

and i dont know how to change the basic font colour of my poor old abandoned blog to something visible instead of white. i dont even know how it became white in the first place because since samm did up the page for me i've not meddled with the settings ever :( o well. not as if anyone still comes here anymore.

okay today you finally came to talk to me. but o well.

raymond sent us back again today and the traffic was horrendous for some reason we totally cannot comprehend.
we finally got to talk again after such a long time man. omglah! we're both from swiss cottage and we never even knew. he and his terrible reputation.

OH and today! i was so glad i decided to just let it all go and sing, sing just to enjoy. sing just because i like to sing. sing just because that's what He loves about me. and i really really honestly had loads of fun!! crazy man! :) dancing all over the stage in heels is quite an accomplishment hahah :) it makes me anticipate camp even more!

arhhh i can't wait eh. really. but my dear ahpa is not going! :( i feel so cheated. he's supposed to be the camp commandant and look after me and give me special favour and treat me like the best daughter that i am haha! better still if mummy came along but o well.

but i'm super super excited for the women's meeting with pauline! :) sweeeet man, feminine dresscode. like finally dressy heels and all :)) and we'll ALL be in it together.



o Dad, i'm going Home.. to the place where feeling good and Love don't cost a thing. i've been away for far too long now. i'm so tired. all i wanna do now is to just collapse in Your open arms. i know You've been waiting. i've been running in circles man and i need to stop that. i'm so tired i'm so tired i'm so so tired. please be there to catch me when i fall. You know i hate having ugly scars on my knees. they hurt. and i don't want to hurt.

alright :)
at least with You i know i'm safe. always.

WE WILL DANCE ; 8:40 AM