i was just talking to Charissa Princess just now. and i was telling her that tomorrow's my last paper, POA.
but then again, i wasn't all that full of joy, because to me POA would is like the hardest and most impossible to get AD paper. the subject that i am truly the WEAKEST in.
but you know what. (: His strength is made PERFECT when i am weak. at that moment i just felt so led to search the real meaning of perfect.
PERFECT.
- lacking nothing essential to the whole; complete of its nature or kind.
- being without defect or blemish
- thoroughly skilled or talented in a certain field or area; proficient
- completely suited for a particular situation or purpose
- completely corresponding to a description, standard, or type
- accurately reproducing an original
- complete, utter, thorough
- pure, undiluted, unmixed
- excellent and delightful in all respects
(: yes, His strength is made PERFECT when i am weak.
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:13 PM
today i was just listening to God is Moving and We Wanna See Jesus Lifted High while studying for POA (yes i do study you know).
it's a live recording yah.. so you can literally just hear the excitement in the people's voices. how even though the band had already stopped playing, the people are just going on and on and on, not because it's a sart thing to do but cos they really are SO FULL OF JOY.
and that seriously sent shivers down my spine. it may not be the best sounding song or the most difficult song to play. but who cares. that's not the point.
then i just felt sssoooooo privileged to know that i'm able to serve, to stand on stage on sundays and thurdays and just look down at all the worshipping people.
to see them praising and worshipping MY WONDERFUL GOD. it's priceless you know. and it's definitely something that i wouldn't give up. i realise that i'm SO honoured that He actually chose me out of thousands and thousands.
me. ME. not just anyone else, just ME. there are so many others out there who can seriously sing like, a hundred thousand times better than i can, but yet He chose ME.
to be frank, i think i'm the least worthy to be chosen. don't ask me why He chose me lah, cos i also want to know. HAHAH. =)
but the point is that, i really lovelovelove to see people lift up their hands to worship MY KING. yes, MY KING and MY DADDY DEAREST. (:
i am so loved.
and you know what? (: i don't have to see me through the week. because HE WILL CARRY ME THROUGH.
WE WILL DANCE ; 6:13 PM
symptoms of stress.
1) physiological symptoms -- refer to the changes in one's health as a result of stress.medical research has indicated that stress can contribute to problems like ulcers, high blood pressure, heart attacks, frequent headaches, breathing difficulties, etc.
2) psychological symptoms -- involves changes in a person's attitude due to stress. stress an manifest itself in the form of job classification and high levels of irritability, tension, anxiety, boredom, procastination, etc.
3) behavioral symptoms -- changes in one's behaviour due to stress. examples are lower productivity, absenteeism from work, fidgeting, sleep disorders, changes in eating habits, excessive smoking, alcoholism and drug-taking.
wahh sianxzxzx! hahah does this mean i'm stressed?
shit i don't allow it. i'm wayyyy too blessed to be stressed. omg. but i must admit i am in dire need for more sleep.
no, Fatigue, you cannot set in now. i still have to see me through the week.
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:24 PM
haha this is such a must-blog-down-to-remember-forever-and-ever moment.
okok i'm just crapping. taking a break from studying. HEYY first break only okay! like, after one and a half hours of straight studying with not even water or toilet break. HAH.
let's see.. thursday night i didn't sleep because i was studying and wacthing the Torino games ladies figure skating and free dance. (GO JAPAN!!!)
friday morning i had my first paper, after which i went home to have a two hour nap before heading to bible study. after bible study there was supper with the people.
and once again on friday night i didn't sleep because jingyi stayed over and we were talking/watching tv.
but we had a three hour nap from 7am to 10am, after which we went to get our macs breakfast and laugh at some horrible-and-really-no-hope-fatty-flabby-froggy-guy who was playing basketball with his friends, one of which was really cute and had super toned and drool-worthy arms.
hahah. OEI Jesus still loves us okay!
after that we both headed home and i proceeded to have an approximately eight hour nap. =D a well deserved one okay!! HAHA.
so after that i woke up, and went to watch tv. HAHA not study lah! but then i didn't sleep the whole night again. so in the end i did study ABIT okay. =DD
so, didn't sleep, went to meet fun and steve to head for lunch before third service. (: haha. fell asleep abit nearing the last part of service. Jesus still loves me.
after that we went to starbucks to chill and i kinda knocked out on Funn's shoulder. HAHA. don't know how long i slept lah. maybe about two hours..
then went for dinner with ding, des, steve and shawn at yew tee. (: after that, came home and had a five hour (very well deserved) nap.
then i woke up to study okay! which is now lah! haha! slept from 11pm to 4am. and after studying i'll just head straight to school for my paper.
Jesus, retain whatever's in my brain now. HAHA thank You.
okay. back to studying.
omg i'm such a geek. HAHAHAHA.
yayy me.
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:30 PM
LOVE
- a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection or solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness
- a feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair
- an intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object
- an expression of one's affection
- to like or desire enthusiastically
now what do you think when i tell you that God loves you? (:
and i know beyond the shadow of a doubt that my Daddy God loves me more than anything on this earth. (:
definitions taken from www.dictionary.com
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:50 PM
psalm36:5-10
5 Your unfailing love, Oh Lord, is as vast as the heavens; Your faithfulness reaches beyond the clouds.
6 Your righteousnous is like the mighty mountains, Your justice like the ocean depths. You care for people and animals alike, Oh Lord.
7 How precious is Your unfailing love, Oh God! All humanity finds shelter in the shadow of Your wings.
8 You feed them from the abundance of Your own house, letting them drink from Your rivers of delight.
9 For You are the fountain of life, the light by which we see.
10 Pour out Your unfailing love on those who love you; give justice to those with honest hearts.
vast - usually great in size or amount or degree or especially extent or scope
mighty - having/showing great power, skill, strength or force. imposing or awesome in size, degree, or extent
unfailing - always able to supply more, inexhaustible, constant, incapable of error, unceasing
shelter - the state of being covered or protected
abundance - great or plentiful amount, fullness to overflowing, affluence, wealth, the property of a more than adequate quantity or supply
whooo!! praise God man. ((: He will pour out His inexhaustible, constant, unceasing love on me, and there will forever be a supply of this love for me. (: His love for me is incapable of error. ((:
am i blessed or am i blessed. ((: praise God!! ((: heehee! Daddy dearest really loves me. (:
He has made me glad
He has made me glad
i will rejoice for He has made me glad ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:27 AM
okayy i know i didn't really study the ENTIRE day, but it has got me really drained..
so.. i am really tired now, and i don't really know what i'm typing or why i came to blog.
bu oh well since i'm already here.. i'll let the randomness take over me.
* right now, i can't tie my hair up in one bucnh. i have to tie two ponytails! (: ahahah..
* i want my tomyam soupppp... =(
* no more macs pls.
* blindmice blindmice blindmice. i want.
* i want to sleep but i have to study but i want to sleep cos i'm really tired so i really want to sleep but then you seei need to study cos there's alot to study but seriously, I REALLY WANT TO SLEEP.
* Jesus, take over.
*Dadddyyyyy... i want my term break... (pouts)
* you're really really scaring me now.
okayyyyyyy... i reallyyy.. have to sleeeeep... now..
WE WILL DANCE ; 6:06 AM
((: pretty pretty roses from Princess Ashley! (: lovelove.
((: this is us at the playground, after our round(S) of blindmice! HAHAH!! ((: love all of you! (:
the PRINCESSES and the beatiful bouquets and boxes of sins chocolates that the sweet sweet PRINCES got for us. ((: awww..
hahah!! me and ashley dear on the seesaw. ((: and lovely princess nat!! (: thanks, dearest Charissa, for taking the photo!
(: THANK YOU BUDDY H!!! (: i love the BLUE rose plenty! ((:yeah, really really LATE photos! (: hahah! but better late than never okay. =D at least have hor! don't complain! hahah!!
anyways.. let me update about something really really silly and totally kuku pls. HAHAH. noone will every trust my sense of direction from now on.. hahaha!!
wells, on sunday night, 19th feb 06, i decided to take a bus back home from suntec with my darling jingyi. =D
she actually wanted to take 97 lah, but lazy me persuaded her to take 502 with me, cos then i won't need to change bus mah! =DDD
so, we took 502 and she was planning to alight at clementi and chagne bus since she stays somewhere in dover yeah. HAHAHHA.
BUT, the thing is that she was reading something, and since i was really tired, i was kinda falling asleep yah.
rights, so by the time i was fully awake and she had finished reading the thingy, we realised we were quite lost. cos we were in jurong. and we were like, "ehh..? i seriously remember that 502 does go to clementi!! how come we're in jurong now?"
because the two of us seriously, really and truly didn't recall passing clementi AT ALL. like, SERIOUS. really!! from orchard area, we hit PIE right.. then after that it was expressway all the way!!
and seriously speaking, seriously, neither of us recalled ever passing clementi! and like, it's almost impossible to miss clementi lah!
cos like clementi is so super bright and crowded right. omg... really man! how on earth did we miss it!!
okayy but that's not the end you know! HAHAHAH!! so in our panic, we called steve, everyone's favourite and free GPS. =DDD
and he said that 502 ends at boon lay! so we were like, aiyah!! since none of us are in a rush, then we might at well just dinner together at jurong point! ahaha!!
so okayy, we sat in 502.. and just sat there, cos we thought it end at boon lay right!!
how we know... suddenly a sign caught my eye.. i realised we were in this really foreign place called... gek poh? OMG! HAHAHAH!!
please, by that time we were laughing like nobody's business. and then suddenly the driver stopped the bus and told us that it had already terminated.
and come on! we were at some weird bus stop in the middle of nowhere! hahah!! how come they don't terminate at a proper bus terminal one!! HAHAHA.
and so, steve to the rescue again. and we seriously were SO lost. didn't know where the hell we were. like, OMG. and we kept laughing at GEK POH. hahaha!! (sorry if you're called goh gek poh or sth. HAHAH)
then like, he truly scared us! cos he said actually can take bus 192 or 193, but must be careful cos if take wrong direction will go Tuas.
HAHAHA. we were like, omg~~~ forget it, we'll just cab to jurong point lah! =DDD hahahah.. my goodness.
can i say i am ssooo embarrassed. how could i get lost somewhere in jurong when i've lived here all my life?! =DDD
hahaha!! oh man. but we had SO much fun i tell you. at least we found out sooner that we both have zero sense of direction, rather than to find out when we're lost in some tour in some weird country right.
HAHAHAH yesyes i tend to look at the brighter side of life all the time. HAHA!! (((: oh man!
kuku to the max leh, really. and we both swore that night that it would be the LAST time ever to take 502. hahahah!!! my goodness!!!
(((: but really, i had a splendid time that night. (: we dinnered at MOSburger. (: they should have MOSburger in suntec right!! yes they should!!
ahhhh yakiniku rice burger! strawberry milkshake! ice mik tea! ((: heehee lovelove the rice burgers. ((:
lovelovelove my darling jingyi!! ((: i'm staying over at her place after my last paper on 2nd feb! (:
yesss!! =D i am SO excited. we've waited for a loooong time. (:
OH. the brotherhood's enlisting on 9th march. (: i'll have the room to myself on weekdays! sleepovers here i come. =D
my brother's the best just cos he's him! (: *beams* i'll miss him loads though. =( but Jesus will take good care of him. ((:
Daddy, he's in Your hands now. (: You'll keep him safe and prosper him, cos Your hands are ssoooo big. (: thank You for loving him and protecting him. (: he's Yours.
oh! hahahah!! on sunday, charissa, clarissa, antz, von and i were like late lor! (: to go up for worship. HAHAHA we took too long at lunch..
oh man! run like fun! ((: but i enjoyed myself. ((: but then again, running in HEELS is so not fun. hahah!! but it wasn't all that bad either LAH. ((: yayy! Jesus so loves us. ((:
whahah okok it's been a loooooong post! (: but i'll post again soon! (:
will post more photos soon when funn sends them over! (:
lovelove. (:
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:01 PM
in the end, when everything seems to be going against you, you can choose to say that it all doesn't matter, you can choose to say that Daddy doesn't love you anymore.
you can choose to blame Him, you can choose to say He failed you.
you could even choose to say that it was your own fault, that you never worked as hard as you should have, that you never trusted Him enough.
you can choose to believe that you're really a failure. you can choose to focus on all the bad and be blind to every blessing.
you can choose to cry, you can choose to be sad, you can choose to give up.
(: i know i know. by now, you really sound like such an ass right. so let me break the good news to you already!
after all that, do you know that He still doesn't blame you. do you know, He still loves you just the same, if not more. He still chooses to believe in you.
He still cares for you, He still doesn't want you to worry. He still longs to see your beautiful smile.
He still cares and He never once did give up on you. He doesn't even condemn you or blame you.
He still isn't pissed off at you. and yes, He still hasn't fallen off His throne.
you wanna know why?
it's just because you're His beloved child. just because He promised, more than two thousand years ago, that He'll never leave you, never will He forsake you.
because two thousand years He promised that He would never give up on you. it will never be over until He says it's over.
HE WILL STILL LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL LOVE YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE YOU! THE WAY YOU ARE MAKES YOU SO IRRESISTABLE TO HIM!
and for me? (:
i choose to let go. i choose to lean on Him. i choose to let Him love me, and i choose to believe that through it all, He is my one and only true success.
not because i'm better than you. not because He's better to me.
just because i choose to.
because it's none of me, and ALL OF HIM.
blessed beyond measure
BOKKY *
psalm94:18-19
i cried out, "i'm slipping!" and Your unfailing love, Oh Lord, supported me.
when doubts filled my mind, your comfort gave me renewed hope and cheer.
comfort : to soothe in time of affliction or distress
to ease physically; relieve
a condition or feeling of pleasurable ease, well-being,
and contentment
solace in time of grief or fear
help; assistance
to give hope or help in time of grief or pain
to give moral or emotional strength
renewed : to make new or restore
to regain or restore the physical or mental vigor
revive
to restore to a new condition
hope : confident expectation of GOOD
to wish for something with expectation of its fulfillment
cheer : lightness of spirit or mood; gaiety or joy
a source of joy or happiness; a comfort
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:24 AM
i need to blog about my VALENTINE'S DAY because it was like, one of the best days of my life. ((: awesome man! ((:
rights then. i'll start from the top yeah. (: tuesday morning, headed down to school for OB tutorial.. met my buddys (ping wasn't there yet) and my best buddy H gave me my blue rose! (:
and nana dearest gave me a really cute biscuit pencil and a chocolate that was so nicely wrapped! (: awww! ((: i love my buddys!! ahh i haven't given them my cards though..
rarr oh anyhows.. the bloody OB tutor only used up 20mins of the 2hrs, rushing us all the way.
which meant that we didn't even have time to take down any notes (not that whatever she was saying was very much of use lah..) pls. she's getting paid, so like what's her problem..
she's so irresponsible! she's like cheating the tax payers money k! and it's not funny. she's super unhelpful and exams are two weeks away.
and like she's rushing not because there's no time but just cos she wants to go for her stupid coffee breaks. hello! so fat liaoxzxz! pls stop that! OMG can't stand her.
haha but whatever lah yeah. ((: heehee thanks JIESHAN!! she gave me this really pretty self-painted photoframe. (: heehee!! loves, dear. thank you so much!
so ANYWAYS. (: after the SHORT lesson, jieshan and diana and i went on a photo-taking frenzy. HAHAH we couldn't resist her BLUE hair. oh please. it's blue-ER than my blue rose from buddy H.
=D after that we just talked and laughed. i realise i miss them so much. because i failed, we haven't been able to spend lots of time together like we used to. =( oh well. Jesus loves me.
((: after we were done.. i left to go to CHARISSA PRINCESS'S place. (: heehee I LOVE HER SO MUCH. (:
played with her guitar and hamsters then took a nap on her super comfortable bed! (: trust me, it's reeaaallllyy comfortable. hahh!!
so after that we headed down to westmall to meet nat and ashley and PRINCESS NATALIE treated us to our mosburger dinner! ((: THANK YOU DEARIE. ((:
and PRINCESS ASHLEY bought roses for each of us too!! how sweet of them. ((: i'm so blessed to have all three of them as my sisters!
then we headed to the interchange and took bus 852 to nat's palace home! (: put our bags and flowers down and went to the playground to have our picnic dinner and admire the stars!
it was ssooo lovely. (: and we met david jin dawei at the playground too! HAHAH this little boy who is so cute!! ((: and his childlike faith amazes me. ((: i want to be like that too! (:
yupps! after that the four of us went down the slide and played on the seesaw. OMG DAMN FUN LAH. =DDD heeheehee!! and we took many photos as well. ((:
oh the moon was super beautiful as well, and the stars were shining so brightly just for us!! (: thank You, Daddy dearest!
not long after, ESTHER PRINCESS arrived together with PRINCES ANTHONY, DUNSTAN, KENNY and DANIEL. (:
ohh the princes are like how sweet please! each of us princesses recieved a bouquet of flowers from them! and also a box of SINS chocolates each! (: aww... even in preference of white or dark chocolate. ((:
((: oh Daddy, bless each and every one of them yeah! (: bless their generous hearts. (: and prosper them beyond their wildest dreams. (: so sweet of them!
THANK YOU, GUYS!! (:
then the princes went to eat. (: and the princesses had their little time of very blessed fellowship under the moon (and star) light! ((: awww! ((:
heeheehee we have our very own little Circle of Trust. (: Jesus binds us together with His love, amen? (: amen! i'm so glad that i have all of you in my life. (: LOVELOVE!!!
so when the guys finished their dinner (supper??) they came back and we started playing...... BLINDMICE! hahaha!!! young at heart can. (: HAHAH!!
it was super fun! oh and joash joined us too! (: hahah i had a wonderful time, and all the monkey spirits were shown forth that fateful night! hahah!! (:
after the last game, the ladies had a race! on the road in the carpark! haha my goodness esther is SUCH a fast runner man! (: whahah!! ((:
then the ladies went up to nat's place again to take our stuff. (: thanks dear, for opening up your place to us! (:
after that, daniel and esther walked charissa home while the rest waited at the playground or sth.. hahah! then dunstan drove ashley dearie and me home! (: we're so blessed. thanks brother!!
HAHAHA and anthony was his GPS. =D ahaha. my goodness we had fun! we winded (how to spell??) down the windows and dunstan went... quite fast lah. HHAHH! but it was fun! (:
((: yes i loved my valentine's, all thanks to my sweetest Daddy God who loves me. (: such favour. ((: i am so blessed. ((: thanks to everyone who made my valentine's so lovely. ((:
((: heehee! ((: awww walking home with so many flowers and presents, i really felt so loved by my dearest Daddy. (: and i could just picture Him smiling down at me. (:
thanks a bunch, Daddy! You really made my day. ((: i really love you alot, my sweet sweet Valentine. (:
`bokky
intensely loved by her awesome God*
WE WILL DANCE ; 8:31 AM
Jesus. give me the strength to let go of the things i treasure.
help me see and remember that when i let go, i don't just let go and everything falls apart, but i let it go into Your hands of love.
Daddy, teach me to let go and lean on You.
Lord, help me to see and focus on the gold in everyone, just like how You see them.
Daddy, transform me so supernaturally into a true Proverbs31 woman leh. really, i want.
Daddy, help me to always see each day as a gift from You to make me smile, teach me to treasure even the little things in life.
Jesus, help me to learn to prioritise things with eternal value over the things of the earth.
Daddy, teach me to yearn for Your word everyday, all day, to be hungry for more and more and more of You.
Abba, cause me to be so secure in Your love for me, until circumstances around me cannot move or shake me.
Jesus, help me to always put You first in everything, to see You in every single situation.
Daddy, cause me to soak so much in Your love every single day until i am overflowing, resulting in me being a blessing to those around me.
DADDY!! I WANT TO BE MORE LIKE YOU!!! ((: i really want. ((:more and more and more, and so supernaturally until i don't even realise the change in me. ((:
all i want is more of You
all i want is more of You
nothing i desire, Lord
but more of You
WE WILL DANCE ; 7:23 AM
i'm sad. i haven't uploaded all the photos yet. but blogger has once again failed me.
I AM SO PEEVED.
blahh. oh wells. nvm. wait until another time loh. -_- sianxzxzxzxz. ROARR.
Jesus loves me.
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:54 AM
YESSS. =DDD the pastor prince photo. HAHAHH you cant see him bending down loh! (: HAHAH whee! i love my pastor and i'm really REALLY thankful for him. (:
wahhh~~ quick drool now! (: pastor lawrence whose arms are like someone's thighs, so says pastor prince. HAHAHA!! ehh. but HANDSOME like anything okayy! ((: heehee. and of course, super annointed. (:
((: the adeline gan with the super sweet and clear angelic voice. ((: ahh but super high lah, so i don't really like when she leads worship! HAHAH cos too high. HAHAHH. =D but she's really annointed amen! (:
clarissa, my favouritest. ((: heehee love her to bits and pieces, just cos she's her. ((: one of life's great blessings. ((: thank You, Jesus, for clarissa.
((: PASTOR LIAN!!! ((: she is one annointed and extremely SART woman of God. ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:35 AM
heheh. kenny claims he's busy. HAHAH fine.. i shall post the photos with the pastors later then! (:
oh!! my DA YAN JING. ((: heehee she makes me laugh like, ALL THE TIME. (: actually her eyes are much bigger one, but then she squinted abit just so MINE DON'T SEEM SO SMALL. HAHAHAHHA!
(((: LOVE!! clarissa, charissa and me!! ((: yeah lah thanks lah kenny! (: nice photo okayy! kenny is ssoooo handsome LAR. hahahah!!!
(: yayy! me and coach angie! ((: SO glorious right! ((: praise God.
charissa dearest princess and me on the shuttle bus! ((: lovely.
aww! ((: me and my darling precious princess sisters! ((: much loves and oh just look at how glorious we are please! (: don't be too jealous though! ((: JESUS JUST LOVES US SO MUCH. (:
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:01 AM
SAMM DEAR.
(: JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT I REALLY MISS YOU TOO MUCH.
HAHAHA I DON'T CARE IF THIS LOOKS WRONG BUT AIYAHH. SHIT MAN, BABE! I LOVE YOU PLS!!
AND YOU HAVE JUST BEEN LIKE, MIA AND I'M LIKE OMG WHERE'S SAMM COS I MISS HER MORE THAN DUNG.
MY GOSH PLS. WILL YOU APPEAR IN FRONT OF ME AND GIVE ME A HUG IF I SAY YOUR NAME THREE TIMES IN RECORD TIME AND SNAP?
AHAHAH. OKAYY. WHATEVER BOK. EHH. IMU LAH. HOWHOWHOW. IMU SO MUCH THAT I'VE DEDICATED THIS WHOLE POST TO YOU CAN!
=D OMG OMG TERM BREAK PLEASE COME SOON COS I WANNA SEE MY DEAREST DARLING POPIAH AND GO "PAT PAT". =D
<3,
BOKSIE WOKSIE.
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:48 AM
oh Jesus. help the poor lady who fell on the stairs just now. =(
her chin was bleeding really badly and it freaked me out even though i don't know who she is and probably will never see her again in my life, but be with her man.
sssooo painnnn~~~ =( i see her i also scared leh! aahhh. really wanted to help her but then so many people were crowding around her already..
oh and Daddy. remove the bloody (literally pls. HAHA i'm not swearing.) image from my mind. it is SO disturbing and it freaks me out. =(
oh wells. on a lighter note. BS was great. ((: music min party was awesome. TOOK PHOTO WITH PASTOR PRINCE.
oh can i tell you all that he is damn funny!! =DDD we asked him to take a photo with us, so when he stood up we were like, woahh.. damn tall.
so kuku me very innocently asked him to bend down so that we wouldn't seem so short. HAHAH. and he laughed at me and turned around and told the whole table of pastors what i said and all the pastors laughed at me. HAHAHHA...
oh manxzxxz. HAHAH. aiyahh he's damn funny pls! then he told the person whoever was taking the photo (thanks, btw) to only capture from the waist up. HAHAH!!! then after the photo he pretended to have backache. =D
such a cute pastor. ((: heehee. and i took photo with pastor lian, pastor lawrence and pastor mark, and coach angie, adeline and joy! ((:
yeah.. and also what pastor prince shared at the music min party was really relevant lah. it touched my heart. it was so timely! ((:
Jesus loves me, amen! ((: noone can take that from me.
okayys now.. another term of school's coming to an end again. soon enough i'll be a year2 student. goshh. HAHHA. right.
but that also means finals are approaching huh. if you ask me, i'm most freaked out for POA and CIP (not community involvement project pls!!!)..
oh wells. HHAH Daddy has conquered my papers and has made me more than a conqueror. i don't have to fight for victory. (: and i don't even have to go around collecting the spoils that He won for me. ((:
i just have to sit there and rest and recieve. ((: heehee so blessed hor. ((: that's what happens when you have a God who is SO BIG SO BIG. =D
okayys then! (: shall put up the photos another time k. damn tired now and i have to sleep cos tmr MORNING got training arhh.. hahah!
i'mHisPrincess.
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:09 AM
i didn't join the LDW because i was perfect.
i didn't join the LDW so that i would become perfect.
i don't want to become a leader just because people think leaders are perfect.
i don't think i'm perfect.
i know i'm not perfect.
i don't even want to be perfect.
i just want to learn, and i just want to be changed supernaturally. i just wanted to let Him change me into the best daughter for you.
but if you never let me go, if you never let me change, i never will be able to.
sorry if i'm not good enough.
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:58 PM
well, so my finals are in two weeks yeah. so a thought struck me just now while i was in the midst of my worrying.
if worrying could help, i might as well start a LET'S-ALL-WORRY-TOGETHER-SO-WE-CAN-SAVE-THE-WORLD campaign right. then if the world worries enough, we'd have world peace right!!
my goodness. then it hit me. like hello. FOR WAD i worry. (hahah dear babusengs pls dont laugh) FOR WAD.
worrying won't do me any good. it won't make me do better for my exams, it wouldn't make me smarter, it wouldn't make me 'suddenly understand and memorise the whole textbook' overnight.
((: thanks Daddy, for opening my eyes! what's there to worry about since you are FOR ME, and since you are my PRESENT HELP in TIME OF NEED. ((:
this pretty princess has the mind of Christ, and Jesus is her wisdom. (: she has nothing to fear. ((: because her big big Daddy God is for her and will never leave her nor forsake her. (:
He loves her the most in the entire world and He gave up heaven just to be by her side. she is so precious to Him that noone could understand.
He knows all her faults, but He still chooses to stick by her and hold her hand. He sees all her ugliness but He loves her all the same.
many times she has no faith in Him, many times she doubts Him, but He never loses faith in her, He never gives up on her, He never lets her go.
know what? (:
SHE'S ME.
WE WILL DANCE ; 3:15 AM
hmmm i have no idea why i am blogging now. bleah.. perhaps just to say that i'm damn excited about women's meeting. (: and next campus. (: and bible study. (: and next sunday service! (:
omg i just love xiao long bao and the red bean paste thing. my goshh... LOVE so much it's just so yummy!!! =D
anyways. ((: really wanna thank Daddy for ROY!! ((: awww. wonderful friend. (: silly small boy who never fails to make me laugh and smile. ((: God bless his darling generous heart abundantly!
i want to take more photos soon soon soon. cannot wait for swiss serenade. ((: i will be buying tickets from REGINA my ah girl. (((: oohhhh i miss her and all the rest of my juniors sssoooo much!
which reminds me, today after 2nd service i saw CHRISTINE!!! (((: she's so pretty and glorious! (: lovely lady! ((:
wells. Jesus loves me. (: my lips are annointed. ((: thank You Daddy God, You are always for me and You will grant me the desires of my heart. ((: You are forever faithful to me. (:
i'm so in love with You, Jesus.*
WE WILL DANCE ; 5:15 AM
okayy let me now blog about my CNY. i know it's late but don't complain. better late than never anyways.
FRIDAY.
went to gramps' place for dinner. (: love my grandma and grandoa lots. ((: had fun there with the ass of a little cousin. (:
SATURDAY.
lunched with funn and steve at lot1. (: ate macs and nuah-ed.. then we went shopping. okayy window shopping.
after that steve left and me and funn took neoprints like after ten million years of not doing so. we had FUN.
SUNDAY.
went to pak fu's place in the morning, since church service was like, in the evening. ate like one char sao bao? can i pls say that the house is damn damn nice can. omg.
okayys so after that daddy drove mama, jiejie and me to indoor.. jie was a tat bit late so she went straight in..
mama and i walked around the stadium. (: it was nice. i miss her sometimes.. if you know what i mean..
so after that she went to report at the nursery and i went to queue.. went in and got seats for the cg people plus shawn, des and john.
sheryl ng came and she helped me 'guard' the seats while i went to visit my choir people. (: missed them loads.
went to the loo with nat, ashley, charissa and berlinda.(: and talked with clarissa and anthony for a long time. (:
service was okay. not sure why i was feeling so restless.. went toilet with funn halfway..
after service met mama at the bridge thingy and we waited for yeemah and uncle mac and pheobe.
went for dinner then they sent us home. i was so full i could burst.. rarr. =)
MONDAY.
went for lunch at gramps again.. but i was worn out, somehow.. fell asleep in grandpa's comfy chair. (:
left in the evening to go to dai ku ma's place for her damn nice cooking. but in the end i didn't even eat lah..
only ate her wonderful irresistable strawberry tarts!! ((: and she's so sweet. (: she packed some for me to bring home! (:
uncle paul is so cute lah! (: heheh..
after that daddy sent me to jurong point to meet des, shawn and steve.
we were going to watch i not stupid 2. met valen and her cousin there too. (:
went to eat at long john's before going up to nuah a little.. we had some fried dumpling thingys and that babu shawn!! took light soy sauce instead of vinegar!! my gosh....
heheh. i not stupid 2 is a really good show. all parents should watch it. 'nuff said.
wells, we walked back to my place after the show.. 4+km in about an hour. (: it felt good.
oh we were so upset! saw like two fire engines and two fire motorcycles (whatever they're called) and two police cars turning into my street! we thought we could see something exciting, but in the end we didn't see anything. the fire engines and all were gone. =(
TUESDAY.
went to stevie's for lunch! planned to leave early, like at about 4 or 5+pm.. HAHAH in the end we stayed till it was nearly ten pls!
heheh. gambled away with monopoly money! learnt poker(polker/pokka/whatever) from alex! it's fun! i still don't really like bridge, i'm sorry. =D
oh we were abit mad.. laughed like nonsense and whatever. kuku babu forgot his kum's and had to borrow from ding lah! =D
oh mann i love these people. (:
met diana before going home and the lovely honeyy walked me to cck station! (: i love laughing with her can. HAHAHAHHA she burst my orange!!!
yeah. so i guess i quite enjoyed my CNY this year. (: too bad yanny's still stuck in HK!! =( i'm guessing i'd have had a fun-ner time if she was back! (:
on the other hand.. HK's good. (: i wanna go again lehh!! love the winter there. love the islands. wanna shop.. (:
RARR. school has started.
RARR. God help me.
=(
CG THIS FRIDAY!!!
COMBINED DARE/CAMPUS SERVICE THIS SATURDAY!!!
SERVICE THIS SUNDAY!!
I NEED AND I WANT TO RECEIVE SO MUCH MORE.
WE WILL DANCE ; 7:14 AM