just to remind myself, cos i really need to remember.
because You came not for the world but for me
because You place me at the right place at the right time, all the time
because You dream about me all the time
because You make all things possible
because You paint a different beautiful sunrise for me each morning
because You prosper whatever i set my hand to do
because You look after my handsome brother
because You gave me teambok2
because You gave me ngee ann caregroup
because You gave me powerpuff girls
because You love me enough to let me serve You
because You are constantly thinking about me
because You love to see me smile
because You hurt when i hurt
because You tell me i'm beautiful and mean it
because You never never leave me
because You understand me
because You believe in me when i don't believe in myself
because You are the wind beneath my wings
because You set me free
because You see the best in me
because You gave Yourself for me
because You listen
because You gave me my family
because You wipe away my tears
because You never ever get pissed off with me even when i'm a bitch
because You always know how to make me smile
because You never once complained
because You give me hugs just cos You love me
because You provide for me
because You made a way for me
because You love me for me, because i'm me
because You make me special
because You are always there for me
because You listen to the silliest things i have to say
thanks Daddy, thanks Sweetie, thanks Jesus, thanks Buddy, thanks LoveyPoo.
i feel like i'm falling
over and over in love with You
it's not just a feeling
but i know that it is real (:
and i just can't help but love You(:
i'm so glad You're mine.
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:26 AM
and no, devil, why are you so stupid. how can you steal my Joy when my Joy is Jesus Himself. you are just so stupid omg.
i will not be put to shame, for my Daddy will not let me be put to shame.
WE WILL DANCE ; 8:27 AM
yayy! ((: i've gotten my new blogskin. and yes i do quite like it alot. =)
thank you, my dear siling, for helping me search for a suitable blogskin! you have got to be one of the sweetest! ((:
heee. ((: orangeee, i love! and OH i changed the colour of the scrollbars by myself. HAHA (say until like so big like that) because before this they were all white, then cannot see.
((: okies! i am a happy princess.
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:38 PM
Jesus, help me love this bunch of incredibly precious people, this bunch of history makers, this bunch who will heal the sick, this bunch who will touch lives and change the world.
Daddy, i want to love them for who they are, because they are precious just the way they are, because You made them special and there is a reason why each of them are placed here.
and i know it isn't by chance, it isn't coincidental. (: it's God-incidental. they are in my life for a precise reason, each and every one.
((: remind me always of Your love for me, that Your love in me overflows to them. yes, i've said this before and i say it again. i don't want to love them with my own love.
i will fail, of course, more likely sooner than later. i know i will surely fail, but Daddy Your love is never failing and never ending.
=) thank You for loving this precious CG know Daddy. i now speak a double portion of favour into this CG, that people will take one look at us and go "wow, this is a CG that is so full of the favour of God."
and i thank You Lord, that they are under Your wings of love always, that Your hand of blessing is ever on their heads, that You make Your face to shine upon them.
thank You that Your shalom guards their hearts always, that the blessings of Deuteronomy28 are theirs, and i thank You that goodness and mercy hunt them down every single day of their lives.
thank You Jesus, thank You thank You thank You. ((: You never cease to amaze me with You love. ((:
thank You for thinking of me on Your way to calvary. thank You for thinking of me while You hung on the cross. thank You for thinking of me when they pierced the crown of thorns through Your temple.
me heart if Yours, sweet Lover of my soul. ((:
there is noone else for me.
beams*
WE WILL DANCE ; 5:38 AM
i still miss you, but i'm glad you're having a good time and striving for the best(: and thanks for letting me sleep in your bed today. ((: i love you, my handsomest korkor!
He Thought of You.
"so now, my child," He whispered
"would you open your heart,
"I've been knocking for years
"and I don't want us to be apart."
listen to me, my friend
there is no greater Love than this
that He would give up His life
just for you, just to set you free
with every step that He took
and the weight of the world on His shoulders
i believe, i believe
with every step that he took
and the weight of the world upon His shoulders
i believe, yes i believe
He thought of you
with His nail pierced hands
He chose to hold you close
with the crown of thorns pierced through His temple
He died for you
just for you
with every step that He took
and the weight of the world on His shoulders
i believe, oh i believe
with every step that He took
and the weight of the world upon His shoulder
i believe, yes i believe
He thought of you
written on 230606 at 0245hrs.
((: yes, He thought of you every step of the way. and while He was hanging on that cross, i believe He had a smile on His face, because He thought of you.
WE WILL DANCE ; 5:32 AM
woww. i cannot start to tell you how blessed i am. (((: thank You Daddy for blessing me with such wonderful gentlemen! such sweet guys. ((: awwww. ((:
can you imagine! they shopped with me so patiently for like, 7hrs? OMG! i am so blessed to have them with me today you know! (: thank You lehh Jesus! (((:
we walked like SO LONG okay!! we shopped the entire Plaza Sing right, then we took a bus to Bugis and walked the entire Bugis Village, then after that we shopped a little bit in Bugis Junction, then after that we went to the Edge and combed in entirely! and then and then and then! we went to Icon or something. and combed the entire place as well. THEN we went back to the Edge!
these three wonderfully sweet guys entered every single shop that sold female clothing with me!
((((: so sweet right! and like, yongjeee was carrying guitar you know! and engkee and yongjeee were helping me carry my bag also! (: how sweet!
you know, Jesus has blessed me so so much by placing such lovely people in my life. (:
and they so nice you know! tell me i look nice in everything. ((: so sweet of them! (:
and and and. after we had walked around for like 5hrs, i told them they should go back first if they were tired, and they were like, don't need lah! don't keep saying sorry! (:
wahh. thank You Jesus know! and they didn't complain. (: i am so blessed, so prosperous to have friends like them. ((:
Jesus really loves me alot alot. ((: and thanks guys. (: i really really appreciate your time. ((: serious. thanks so so much! =)
and i felt so so so bad you know. i could see that they were tired. ((: and you know what! i ONLY bought a hairband, a pair of ear studs, and a top!
and you know. oh mann. they are really so so nice. i saw this dress thingy that i really liked so so so much, but it was $59 so i didn't want to get it.
and they actually offered to chip in $10 each so that i would only have to pay $30! like, awwww right! =) thank You Jesus!
THANK YOU YONGJEEE!
THANK YOU ENGKEEE!
THANK YOU ZHENGHENG!
(: thank You Jesus my LoveyPoo.
WE WILL DANCE ; 7:24 AM
thank You, Daddy, for friends like yongjeee with screwed body clocks who can't sleep at ungodly hours because they want to catch all the matches and who get super bored and free while waiting for the next match so that they can talk to you and remind you that Daddy is always always always there and who try their best to make you smile again. (: bless his lovely heart. thank you yongjeeeee. thank You Jesus. thank You.
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:21 AM
(: how blessed i have been, how wonderful my life, how sweet my Lord. i am a happy girl who is full of Joy.
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saturday 170606. poly cluster outing!
this day was such a lovely day. (: albeit i must admit i did get a tiny bit irritated at those who were LATE. (and i mean like, not by 5mins. not even just 20mins)
but Jesus loves us all, and the church is a place where imperfect people come together and learn and grow. (:
i am imperfect too, and anyways, everyone has shortcomings in different areas of their lives. (:
so anyways, had breakfast with some of the cg at macs! (: oh the journey there with the west-siders was totally funny. hahahha! ((: i loooooove. (mar, shave a flower for me pls pls pls? HAHAHAHA!!!)
okok so yeah, halfway through dinner more of the cg started coming, and by.. 12pm? those who were supposed to be there were there, and we left with Sp for the games venue.
so at the games venue, while waiting for the rest of the poly cluster, i know that the cg had a great bonding time, though short. and i was happy!
i got to know three girls from nyp, but i dunno how to spell the names so i am sorry! =D
soon after we started the first game, whacko; with a twist. omg lah damn scary. hahahha!! (: praise God both yuki and i were alert. (: heeheee.
after the first game, we split into teams, and just before that rach and i held each others' hands and whispered "favour, Jesus. thank You."
((: how beautiful is my God who answers all request exceedingly and abundantly above all. (:
i love my teambok2. (((((: they are so cute, and they make me so happy! teambok2 really made my day. ((((: heeee love them love them love them!
and my lovely teambok2 WON! (: heee we are the Champions! (: awww. thanks guys, you all are the best!
they stuck through being completely paralysed, being lepers, being lame, they stuck through answering weird questions and making large aeroplanes, they stuck through flinging papaya and chicken around, they stuck through reciting tongue twisters, doing push-ups, starjumps and all. ((:
they stuck through with me the entire day, and i didn't even do anything to try to make them see that i was in charge. (: it was truly supernatural.
teambok2 is the best. ((: thanks to siling, thanks to yongjeeeee, thanks to hanyuen, thanks to cai hua, thanks to guan, thanks to ash, thanks to ryan and thanks to vinni. (:
so after all the games, we washed up and changed and headed for dinner. thanks coach, for having dinner with teambok2 and for sharing with us. ((:
after dinner, some of us prayed for zhengheng, and after that i got the chance to share with him. and he shared with me more as we were heading to the praise and worship place. (:
praise and worship was really good. (: i know that my Daddy placed those stars there just for me. and i'm really thankful. it warms my heart. thanks LoveyPoo. ((: hee *winks*
after praise and worship, rach and i went to the toilet to do what had to do, and also to wash our legs! (: ayee it was so pain lah. but nvm. then ah those horrible people all never wait for us!
but it was alright. (: we walked back to macs together and met coach and steve at Gelare. so we sat there and talked for awhile, and shared. ((: but then the rest kept calling us, so we left first.
walked to the bus-stop with Sp. (: i love the way Np and Sp can click so well. heheh i think we are so cute. (:
most of us took 36 back to city hall to take mrt. (: wahh i love these people. ((: so anyways, when i reached home, i rmbed to call benjiboy. HAHA!
(: i love the way i get to witness the accelerated growth of my sheepies. they are so cute. ((: and wow, Jesus really really loves them you know. a truly precious bunch.
it is truly my privilege to be able to walk this journey with them. (: thank You, Daddy, for placing me here, at the right place at the right time. and thank You for watching over my Np cg. (: loveYou.
thank You, Daddy dearie, for the wonderful splendid day. thank You that You love Np cg more than i could ever love them, and i thank You that they are safe in Your hands. (: oh, and Daddy, thank You for teambok2. ((: bless their darling hearts as well. (:
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tuesday 200606. interview with Recruit Express.
woke up at 8am to get ready and all. as i told steve, i felt so weird. hahaah wear until so girl. whahaah no more denim skirt! i am so bored of denim.
so.. i reached Recruit Express at 10am exactly and went in for interview. filled in a form and talked to the girl for awhile. (: she's so nice and thank You Jesus for ssooooooo much favour!
after that, i brought my mama to far east! (: we had a drink at ya kun, then we went shopping for awhile. she almost bought me this super pretty top.
but then it was like almost $30 and i felt it was so ex, so i told her not to buy. but it's okay. (: i will buy it when i earn my own money! ((:
so after that, we went to visit my grandparents at Tiong Bahru. (: after staying for some time, we left to go shopping at Tiong Bahru Plaza. ((:
i tell you i fell in love with this skirt from Iora! SO NICE! heeheee mama likes it too, but then it's $43 or something like that, so once again, i will not let her buy for me.
it's okay. i am starting work soon! (: tmr have interview already! Recruit Express is so efficient. (: okiee i am so happy. (:
spent my day with mama and i actually had fun. hahaha! (ops) no lar i have alot of fun with her one. ;p
(: okiee this entry is so long. i shall stop now. ((:
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p/s. YAYYY!!!! i am meeting my teambok2 on friday for lunch!!! =DD love them alot! (: thank You Jesus, You make all things beautiful in my life. ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 4:42 AM
hi Daddy. ((:
just wanted to tell You that i really do love You alot alot alot, even though sometimes i'm really mean.
and i really wanted to thank You for everything that You have done for me, from painting the skies for me to pouring supernatural favour all over me and my relationships.
thank You for taking care of this family, this caregroup, this choir, me. and yeah, i'm just really grateful.
(: i know You know it all. and it all cannot be expressed in mere words. You're the best and You know it well. (:
loveYou. blessed Fathers' day.
udder. ((:
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bok, can you please stop scratching those red ant bites. it will just get worse. and stop bumping or scratching your wounds into furniture. you are so irritating. >:/
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:04 AM
woww alright i really wasn't planning on this entry but SIX-NIL??? hahahaha i loved that their manager put Messi on. ((:
but i still say brazil will win world cup. KAKA!! =D
tevez!!! you are so good!! hahaha! i just loved the way he shook off like TWO defenders in a row and shot the ball in just like that. like it wasn't much of a big deal at all.
=) you go, argentina, you go. ((((: their wives must have all been home praying. LOL!!!
coach was right man. hahah! argentina made like six hundred over passes in just this match alone! that's the most in all the teams lah!
alrights alrights! soccer is the best sport ever. (((: fhooooooooo~!!
*gasp. omg. wanchope is retiring after the world cup!! so sad! omg. samm!! wanchopeeee is leaving. =( oh wells then. HAHA! maybe he doesn't want to give chopeees anymore. HAHAHA!!
((((: it is motherhood's birthday today. (((((: last night i stayed up all night drawing her a big big card! (: it looks so kiddy but she likes it so yeah. (((((:
and because i drew it while everyone was sleeping, she got a big surprise when she woke up this morning. ((:
then, just now while watching the match, at half time i turned around and asked my daddy, "never buy cake ah?"
so he gave me money and asked me to run out and buy. hahaha i ran (partly because i didn't wanna miss the match) all the way to some cake shop outside and bought the parents' favourite - blackforest.
then i realised i didn't know how many candles to get! so i called home! hahah praise God it wasn't like mothers' day. daddy answered the phone.
so yeah i got the candles and the uncle was so cute, he specially picked all the different colours for me! (: and all the different coloured candle holders. ((:
so i ran all the way home too, being careful not to upset the cake (as if it would cry or throw a temper like that). hahaahha okay i am funny.
anyways! so when i reached home and opened the door, i regretted forgetting to bring out my lighter (ops now you know) HAHA NO LAH.
because if i'd brought out a lighter then i could have like, gotten it ready outside and all. then cos the light switch is right beside the door, so i could have given mother an even bigger surprise.
but whatever, i realised too late. so then never mind loh, just go in. then she was so bad loh! she almost got angry with my (just like mothers' day) until i shoved the cake in her face.
then she started to grin like a kuku. so silly. no wonder i am called Silly! haha! okayy whatever.
so daddy and i celebrated with her because brother was sleeping and sister and Angz weren't home yet. but it was a kuku celebration, but fun.
and OMG the strawberries on that cake were SO GOOD. (((((: so big and so sweet and so fresh! (((:
okay so actually the whole cake was nice and fresh, even the cream. (: see, i buy good things. ;p hehehehe. but okay yes the cake was really nice.
haha! so yeah, she's a happy mother and daddy's a happy husband and i am a happy daughter. and the bottomline is that everybody loves surprises, no matter how young/old.
okay byebye.
WE WILL DANCE ; 8:03 AM
because You make me believe in myself when nobody else would.
because You make my world have twice as many stars in the sky.
because You are my angel.
because You are the wind beneath my wings.
because You carry me when i can't go on.
because You always know how to make me smile.
because You never make me feel awkward.
because You are constantly by my side, even if i've just complained for hours on end.
because You love me like nobody else can.
because You always care even if it's just the littlest things.
because You make me satisfied.
because You like to surprise me with little hugs from behind.
because You whisper sweet words of love into my ear when i'm sad.
because You send the wind when i'm feeling hot and sticky.
because You hold my hand when i'm scared.
because You kiss my forehead when i feel like i'm all alone.
because You love to bless me.
because You always listen, no matter what i have to say.
because You get jealous when i pay attention to someone else more than You.
because You tease me.
because You love me just the way i am.
because You wipe my tears from my cheeks when i'm hurting.
because You get sad when i'm sad.
because You let me whine and bitch all i want but still love me after all.
because You always tell me how beautiful i am to You.
because You always reassure me.
because You believe in me.
because You love me more than i love myself.
because You know how i feel all the time.
because You tell me i'm beautiful when i feel like the ugliest thing that ever lived.
because You stick with me even if the whole world hates me.
because You never judge me.
because You put Your arm around my shoulder (with that gentle familiar squeeze) when i fee like my world is crumbling.
because You look into my eyes and tell me i'm the silliest and lovliest thing You ever set Your eyes on.
because You mean it when You tell me You love me the most.
because You make me who i am today.
because You never look down on me even when i fail.
because You dream about me all the time.
because You hold my world in the palm of Your hand.
because You stay up and watch soccer with me.
because You tell me that i'm always worth Your while, and mean it.
because You have that sparkle in Your eyes when You see me smiling.
because You blush when i say i love You.
because You think that You and i were made for each other, and You love to tell me that.
because You let me fall asleep on Your shoulder.
because You watch me cry and You cry with me.
because You treat me like the princess i am all the time, even when i don't act like a princess.
because You always always laugh at my jokes.
because You tell me that i'm more beautiful than the flowers in spring.
because You paint the sky for me.
because You have changed my world.
because You are the only One whom i tell my every single secret to.
because You let me call You silly names and remember every single name.
because You really appreciate me.
because You miss me alot when i forget about You.
because You pet my head when i'm feeling silly.
because You make silly faces back at me.
because You are my best dance partner.
because You make me so secure.
because You listen when i pray, always.
because You are the only One whose heart beats in love for me.
because You are my everything.
because You live.
because You are my Daddy dearest.
because You are my Buddy and my Best Friend.
because You are my Prince.
because You are my Knight in shining armour.
because You are my LoveyPoo. (:
because You're You, that's why i love You so much. ((:
and nobody can take You from me. (:
i am Yours forever.
iloveYou((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:58 PM
i so so so love Ikea. ((: meatballs, hotdogs, furniture. ((: that's the life yeah.
heee. i lovelove the little girlie's room! (((: it's so princess! ((: my dearie darling daughter's gonna get that for sure if she likes it.
and her handsome twin brother's gonna get a nice green or blue or whatever colour he wants room. (: with THAT niceeee bed. (((:
and the mirrors. OH gosh the mirrors. aahhhh i was going crazy just now and poor steve. hahah!! (: thanks man. ((:
so nice so nice!! (((: and steve has finally settled his suit. (: so fast leh! hahah and oh, my gawd, the pink shirt. HAHA!
don't fret okayy. we will find you some nice-shoes-that-will-look-nice-with-your-suit and a white-shirt-which-doens't-look-waiter-ish. ((:
all things are possible when Bok is your image consultant. =D
((: okayy. ikea has made me so happy, and so has sitting at the bus stop outside my company. ((: it feels good to own BMW. ooh yeahh.
it has hyped me up for the match later! ((: yayy! but now, it's off to CSI. (((: it's still like the best show ever.
BYEBYE.
i love paul twohill. HAHA! (:
WE WILL DANCE ; 6:47 AM
rosicky you are so good man, you are so good. your goal was almost as beautiful as the one frings scored please. go czech republic. i'm praying. you can do this.
usa should just quit world cup. your defense just sucks. it just sucks.
yes captain, we all know how your team was nervous. oh come on lah! you just have really sucky defense is all. excuses!
even the referee was against czech but they still won okay. he gave them so many un-required yellow cards. totally uncalled for lah! but they won THREE-NIL anyway!
usa you should be ashamed of yourself. the rate you play i don't see how you even got into world cup.
now that you've got yourself a match against italy, i can't wait to see you make a fool of yourself yet again. HAHA.
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paraguay lost by the MOST LOSER way ever. own goal. omg this is world cup leh. WORLD CUP! you can score own goal all you want, just NOT at world cup!!!
i expected better from england, but whatever lah, i'm just glad they won. i mean yeah i'm glad they won, but i thought it would be better.
oh well. till the next game.
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the italy-ghana match. it's 20minutes into the game and the score's still nil all. wassup man, wassup!! italy! okay at least they've got good defense, unlike certain teams... bleah.
26th minute. OMG!!! toni. OMG. it should have been a goal lah!! OMG! it was a mere few centimetres away from the line! O.M.G! freaking hit the crossbar. ARGH!!!
but almost all the italy players look good. =p they have this rugged look about them.. (((:
YEAHHH!!!! PIRLO!!!!!! 6minutes before half time!!! YYEEEEAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! wooohooooooooooo!!! beautiful. (((((: alright man! italy will win!
wow so far, ball possesion's been 50-50. not bad lah, quite an exciting game. wahh but ghana is aggresive man. they keep elbowing the italians. babusengs!
haiyah! so tired lah. i can't wait for the match to end. i am going to sleep now. RARR. but anyway italy will win so its the same, don't need to watch also know lah. =D
BYEBYE.
wa si Silly! wa eh peng you ji si Pilly. =DDD
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:02 AM
at the cross i bow my knee
where Your blood was shed for me
there's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
what can seperate me now
how great is MY God
sing with me
how great is MY God
and all will see
how great, how great is MY God
and i sang, i sang with all my heart, and i gave my all, i gave whatever it took.
then i cried.
the tears fell from my face, because i was supremely overwhelmed. i was smothered by grace, bogged down by loving kindness, suffocated by tender mercies, surrounded by glory and goodness.
and He lifted my head high, and as the tears collected at my chin and glistened in the spotlights, i knew then and there, i can do anything, i can face the world.
the greatest Love of all gave up His all to love the greatest loser of all.
at the cross, the cross where my Love gave His all, torn, battered beyond recognition, whipped and scourged beyond human form, at that very cross i bow my knee.
where Your blood, Your perfect, precious, priceless blood, was shed for me so that i might live, so that i might reign, so that i might be blessed and favoured and loved.
there is no greater Love than this, this One who has loved me completely, totally, and eternally, forever and ever, who gave up His life for something so worthless like me.
and this is grace, an invitation to be beautiful. He makes all things beautiful in His time. (:
((((((: what more could i ever ask for, for i have the One who has it all. ((: and He loves me more than i love myself.
oh how You've changed my world.
*beams*
WE WILL DANCE ; 5:41 AM
((((: and i had one of the best times ever yesterday. ((:
oh but yes i have to say this. sometimes, every once in awhile, people just need to hang out again with old friends. why get so bitter that you aren't invited, unless you're really so LOSER and have NO OTHER friends at all. if i sound harsh then you're being over sensitive so too bad. okayy moving on!
(((((: so i met des and valen at jurong east mrt at 2pm, and we took a train down to sengkang. *groans* sssoooooooooooo loooongg..
then we headed to the NTUC to buy groceries, like my cabbage and all the whatever stuffs. the chicken, the fish, the sauces, the black pepper.. =)
oh but we had fun i tell you. :p omgggg. hahahhaa! gosh, so silly. the sausage valen, your sausage!
oh wells. =D after that we headed to john's. ahhh i love his new house! so nice! ((:
so, tita just finished with the cake and she said that valen and i could help her decorate it! so exciting, she made her own chocolate sauce! ssooooo nice!!! yummyyy. ((((:
orange flavoured chocolate sauce, chocolate cake, pinkie and whitie marshmallowies. (((: pretty!
then we slacked around and played endless rounds of daidee and we stole some of tita's baked pasta, and we drank so much ribena!
oh but at like 6pm we realised how late it was so we started cooking. umm okay. des and i started cooking. HAHA! valen... well.. valen cut the luncheon meat. =DD
(oh. valen washed the plate. HAHAHA!!)
(never mind, it's nobody's birthday. HAHAHAHHAHA!!!)
then the people started arriving. ((: we started cooking abit late lah. hurhurrr.. i almost teared while chopping the onions lah! so silly. and they were all sitting there watching me, even tita! ahhaha!
but after that, guan and valen went to do the candles. haha! so BIG! but they were really nice. ((:
okies so finally we finished cooking, and dinner started. woww. (: too much food man, wayy too much. hahhaa! or at least, too much baked pasta. haa think the guys had to eat it for breakfast today.
oh yahh! and sorry tita! we didn't leave you any egg-mushroom-onion-ommlette or sweet and sour fish! :p oh i didn't try the fish as well. hahah!
for a little while after dinner, we just all spaced out.. so full lah! then we watched the swimsuit model show thingy. wah laoo.. hahaha!
but anyways, after some time babu went to get the guitar and we had our own little praise and worship. but some of the rest were still inside playing PS or dunno what.
it was great man, just that i couldn't sing but that's okay. cos i don't have to sing for Him to touch me. He can touch me anyways. (((((:
so after praise and worship, and after praying for the june babies (not kids, babu), WE WENT TO PLAY BLINDMICE!!! =DDD
yah i know!! like finally right!!! FINALLY!!! =DDD blindmiceeeeee! even though the playground is not very good as babu suggested, but that's okay because the point is that we played BLINDMICE!
oi. young at heart okay. we just know how to enjoy life. =p wahhh i LOVE that game!! i lovelove! =DDD i think next time when we're all like 55, we'll still play loh. anyway who say 55 very old. bleah.
OH YAH! how could i forget to mention!! seetoh can do something which is ssooooo freaking amazing but it's so so gross and so yucky!! BUT OMG IT IS DAMN AMAZING!!
hhahah. ((: but anyways, after that we went up to watch world cup! YEAAHHHHHH GERMANY!!! omgomg did you all see the goal that FRING scored!!!
wth man!!! that goal was almost perfect!!! it was freaking clean!! woohoooooo!!!hahahah and come on babu, CRC wouldn't have won. it's GERMANY that they're up against. HAHA!
heeheeeee wanchope! omg lah! =p sammm aiii lubbb eeuuuuux! =DD twochopeee manychopeeeesss! HAHAHA! KLOSE!! and a TOASTED FREAK! HAHAHAHHAHA i lovelovelove sammmmm the dirty hammmm! =D
yeah so the four babes cabbed home after world cup ended. ((: ahhhh sengkanggggg.. =( freaking far.. but nvm. (: it was well worth it. ((:
i love my gang. =) lovelovelove. ((: you guys made my week man. after an entire week of being sick, you guys put the biggest smile on my face. and i couldn't ask for more. (: love.
byebyegoingformusicminworkshopnowforyouknowwhat. HAHAHAH YAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!
BYE!
p/s. photos will be up when i get them! =D you guys HAVE to see seetoh man. omg.
WE WILL DANCE ; 8:32 PM
going to choir prac with fever and flu and cough was TOTALLY worth it. totally.
i SO cannot wait for sunday!!! =D heeee. but i can't say why. ((((: i is so happy!!!
*beams*
OH YAH. hahahahahha must mention this. nikki and i both think that we need pampers. HAHA! really man. do you even know how many times we needed to go pee during choir prac yeserday!
oh mann. the worst part was that the altos sit right in front you see, then if we keep going out (together somemore!) it's not very nice.
furthermore, wendy wasn't in the best of moods because... yeah just because. women do go into 'moods' at times. :p
but yeah.. we just concluded that we needed pampers. HAHA. and suddenly i forgot what ber and i were talking about, and we just started laughing like crazy.
oh man! HAHA yupps i totally had fun yesterday. (: even though we had to cab home because practice ended at like a freakin' cool 2330hrs! woohooooo!
but thinking about sunday, we know it's well worth it. HEEHEEHEEEE! but i'm not saying what's it about sunday! =D
bleah. :p
aiyahh, feel so sian now. will blog again when i have the mood.
BYEBYE.
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:16 PM
heeheeheeee. porridge dinner! i've not eaten since monday's breakfast. =( but i have no appetite.
thank You Jesus that i'm healed, for good! =) my Daddy loves me too much to see me sick.
oh and thank You Daddy dearest, that You've got the cg covered. ((: i thank You that You are their wisdom, and You guard their hearts and minds. (: love them and prosper all that they put their hands to do. thank You Jesus, that just as You are, so are they. (: thanks for loving them Abba. thank You for this bunch of precious precious people. ((: love them through me, Lord. (: i know i'm not able, but i'm willing! =) loves.
WE WILL DANCE ; 8:07 PM
somehow i always feel like the disappearing link. i get two of my own friends to be friends with each other, and then i'm out of the picture. it's happened so many times before. maybe i'm just being sensitive, yeah, but i just can't help but feel that way. so blame me, sue me, for being over sensitive. but you're not me and you'll never know how i feel. it's sad you know, how you can never be the closer one. not that i'm desperate for attention and acceptance, but its just kinda hurts. yeah that's the word. it hurts. so many times, too many times. sometimes i just feel like being selfish. i just feel like not introducing any of my friends to anyone else. yeah so maybe i'm insecure. so sue me. but who are you to judge. no, seriously, it hurts, i hurt.
Jesus... i need You.
love me Daddy, love me like never before. please..?
*tears*
WE WILL DANCE ; 6:21 AM
okayy i know i blog like everyday, but i was inspired by samm the hamm's post where she put up photos of all the people who mean alot to her. ((: so here i am being a copycat!
and yeah, this is in no particular order.. ((: enjoy!
joelle lim. do you know how much i miss you? =( come back soon okie?
shan bei~ i lovelove youu! =D let's poke the feesh again soon!! hahaha!
jingyi jingyi. ((: i know sometimes i'm very harsh but i do love you yes? beams.
momsie. =) lovelovelove.
charissa. (: missie you ssoooo much now that we're not serving together.
gege, love you loads.
grandson, you're really precious. (: thanks for all the laughs.
amy!! ((: loveyou! *nosebleed* i really really thank Daddy for you in my life.
rachhh!! muackies! (: let's go get some classy heels together! and yes, you're one of my best shopping and laughing partners! LOVE.
stevie melons bah kwa. (: you know you're precious. 'nuff said. =)
funn and ding. =) your preciousnous to me is something that words alone can't explain, but compared to His love for you both, mine's just love a raindrop to the sea. (:
creature. (: i miss you alotalotalot. two more weeks and you'll be homeeeee! gelare nights again! (((:
ahhh! why cannot load some! =(
anyways, if you don't see your photo up there, don't fret, it doens't mean i doesn't love you okay! hahaha!
(shucks samm! somehow i can't load our photo! so sad!!! but eeuuuuu nnoex aaiiiii luubbbb eeuuuuu!)
i want to take photos with nikki, cherri, coach Han, huilin, kaijin,jolene, evan, monkok, my daddy and omg my handsomeeee brother (oh yah couldn't load the photo of sisterhood), my ahgong and ahma, esther, antz, aiwei, nat.. aiyohh! alot lah!
oh yah i was so amazed just now, i couldn't find a photo with babu. oh man.. i wonder why..
yah! and i couldn't load the photo of my ISgroupies (buddy H, buddy C and buddy K), and the photo of my sister Huas (diana, van, ernest, mui, bee, kaiquan). damn sad lahh.
stupid blogger. but oh well. hahahah at least i got quite a few up. (: you know how long i had to wait?! hurhurr nvm.
it's worth it. (:
and i really really thank Daddy for each one of you in my life!
*samm. loveyouloveyouloveyou. ((: and i used to not like you and you used to be scared of me. (: what more can i say? L-O-V-E.
*diana barretto sy. i miiiiissssssssssssss yyyooooouuuuuuuu. =( call me more often! (: i really love you lah! ((: even though i dropped out, i never regretted going into business in the first place, cos i got to meet you.
*babu. i still say i'm not unfriendly! (: and yeah, we may all change, but i know you'll always be there, and i'll always be here too. thanks, for everything.
*ernest. laogong! omg i haven't seen or spoken to you in like three million years! haha and yeah, like you said, i even miss Cats class. omg is that amazing or what! haha!
*buddys. rayner, liping, nana are three people whom i just lovelovelove. ((: they never fail to brighten my day. misss you guys sssoooooo much.
*coach. ((: all i can say is thanks for always being there and always being so encouraging and thanks for always caring. i'm SO blessed to have a leader like you.
*huilin. loveyou so much dearie! ((: you've impacted my life so much in so many ways, and i'm really so thankful for you.
*nikki. my dearest fellow kinder bueno lover. ((: sorry that i stole clumsy last time. =p loveyouloveyou!
*jolene. kang ah kang. ((: you're just precious. there's nothing more to add. (: loves.
*evan. dearie, i love you alot! ((: hellloooooooooooooo! hahaha! (: let no man despise your youth. =) smiles.
please don't be sad if i've left you out. HAHAHA Jesus still loves you lah. =D
(yes, rejoicing is a choice, but with all these precious royal people in my life, it's abit hard to not rejoice right? beams)
thanks Daddy. (:
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:58 AM