Tuesday, November 30, 2004 ;
aww.... thanks to all my dear sweet juniors. =D i love the bag. oh and special thanks to my dearest piggy for coming all they way down to jurong to give it to me. -muackses! will see you all at band dinner yah? (by the way, why on earth is it at the bird park??? surely in the whole of our tiny singapore there would be a better place to have a dinner right???)
ah well.. =D oh my hat. camp is in less then 24hours. whahahaha!!! yesterday's group meeting was wonderful. =D i love my group! praise God man. =) praise God for my fellow Mighty Men ass well, and for Zhen. hallelujah. this will be the best camp ever!
in half an hour i will be going to meet char for ice-cream, then we will go for choir practice together. hahaha christmas! i cant wait!
anyway, thankies to all who have left tags.. aww you guys rock! love you all! =D
victorious in Christ,
boke..
WE WILL DANCE ; 4:39 PM
Sunday, November 28, 2004 ;
have i mentioned that Teenzeal camp is on its way? that its fast approaching? and that i so totally cannot wait any longer?
oh gosh hallelujah praise Jesus! Teenzeal camp is in 4 days! (counting today, that is) whaha am i happy or am i happy???
so exciting! i'm having a group meeting with my group this monday at city hall, 12pm. oh praise the Lord for His sweet presence and many blessings!
it will be so good. i can feel it in my bones! =D i am so pumped up for the camp! it will be wonderful, i know it. because Daddy is faithful and He wants me to have a great time.
i just love my Jesus man. cant help it after all He's done for me. you cant blame me! whahaha.. ooh i'm hardly ready for camp lah!
havent even started packing yet! but geez i cant wait! haha i'm sitting here typing at this at such an ungodly hour man. hahaha..
ooh and did i mention that the Teenzeal jacket totally rocks your socks??? haha! no joke, its good stuff. =D have i mentioned that i love Teenzeal? hee..
but anyways, i've to go off to lala land now... =D hehehe.. i'm counting down!!!
floating on cloud nine,
~BOK~
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:06 AM
Saturday, November 27, 2004 ;
woah.. so many things have happened these few days man. =) life has been great, as usual.. the prom was great fun too! (thanks, shuying, for letting us use your house! by the way, what brnad of dye did you get? wah it sucks leh, really.. )
anyways... the prom was so fun and quite sad also lah. ='( but it was nice. oh did i mention how nice the strawberry cheesecake was??? ah!!! =D wah.... *drools* hahaha really! (thanks sheena, for taking food for me!)
oh haha. actually i have alot of people to thank leh! thanks to eileen, for buying contacts for me.. thanks to shuying, for lending me the top. thanks to sheena, for waiting for ying, ber and me. thanks to my dearest tong tong, for helping me take out the contacts and holding my hand in the cinema(hahaha!!!). thanks to deborah, for the great great day. =D thanks to cheewee, for helping me carry stuff, and also for the popccorn, which by the way was mostly eaten by ber.. haha!! thanks to samuel the 100% good boy for the cab ride home. thanks to all the people who helped me take photos. oh, um thanks to mr yong for the flowers. thanks john, for the chocolate. hahaha, i forgot who else i wanted to thank man.. but yeah, thanks to everybody!!!
saw is a gross movie, totally.. =X eeeee... muahaha but i was so sleepy i fell asleep in the cinema for about three minutes, then when i woke up i had no idea what was going on. ahaha but i caught on later... it is total gross... oh yah! and we had to smuggle woei jin in as well.. cos he isn't sixteen yet. whahahaha then all of us were outside the cinema trying to wax his hair to make him look more mature. it was super funny man.
ah well.. at least that wasnt the last of the class. we still have a chalet, which i am so looking forward to. =) its gonna be so so fun man! oh and people.. dont buy so many chicken wings yah. i know from experience that at BBQs, no one really eats them. they mostly stick to hotdogs.
oh and erm gang.. please dont forget sarah's birthday BBQ this sunday yah. =) love you all!
i'll be off now. tataz!
I LOVE SWISS COTTAGE SECONDARY SCHOOL!!!!
~BOK~
now i wanna watch shutter. hahaha actually that day, tongtong, deborah, david, cheewee, me and a few others wanted to watch shutter one.. but it was sold out... =( haha david was funny.. he was like hey what's the shutter movie about ah? then we were like sort of discussing it lah.. the camera, the horrible photographs and all.. then he was like aye!! i wanna watch!! hahaha oh man..
WE WILL DANCE ; 2:05 AM
Wednesday, November 24, 2004 ;
oh the sweet revelation of the wonderful love of God... =D
ever wondered how nice chocolate chip cookies could be? hee... bring them for camp.
oh and the char sisters are so in charge of the liquids, cos i dont wanna shatter my shoulder blades with the weight. hehe...
had a great time at choir practice and heard a blessed testimony, which also came as a great encouragement. =) Jonah 2:2 "i cried out to the Lord because of my affliction, and He answered me." when all my hope was gone, i turned to the Lord, and He answered me. when all my hope is gone, i turn to the Lord, and i know that He will answer me.
so i have absoluetely no worries for my results. it doesnt matter that i was still failing even up to my prelims. that would just add more glory and honour to His name when i get my 6points right?
and anyway everything is in His hands, which means it will all be good. and also He'll turn my every circumstance around for my good. so whatever it is, it will be alright no matter what. =) cos my God is a great and awesome God.
no worries, people. there is no problem too big God cannot solve it. =) oh and by the way, i'll be serving third and fourth from now on, till the next quarter. =) good riddance to waking up at 5am! muahahahaha...
blessed over-abundantly, super-exceedingly,
~BOK~
WE WILL DANCE ; 3:02 AM
Tuesday, November 23, 2004 ;
woohoo!!! =D the 'o's are dead and gone!!! yahoo~!!! this joy is like, indescribable! hallelujah!!! i love this!!! haha but anyways..
yah, after the paper ended me and giacinta were so elated man. =D as in, really. hahaha and she went to re-rebond her hair while i went to watch movie with a few of my classmates!
THE INCREDIBLES!!! wheeee it rawks!!!
yah, dash and violet are so so cute man! and violet really really looks like constance. muahaha!! oops sorry. =D but yeah, she's pretty and violet's pretty.. haha so that makes sense right. =)
anyways... the other day. =D yah i got back my sleep. =D
hiash... i miss my dearie juniors in band. =) hahaha!!! really.
oh well. now is quite late lah. i shall go offline now. =D even though 'o's are over, i still must practice the good habit of sleeping early. hahaha!!!
God bless,
~BOK~
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:12 AM
Thursday, November 18, 2004 ;
oh my hat.. so far i have only slept three and a half hours out of forty-eight. no that i dont want to sleep, but somehow i just cant.
when i finally slept, i was awoken by my own sneezing. sigh... i think i sneezed fifty over times- consecutively! oh man..
mom forced me to take panadol. i dont think it really helped much. sigh.. so much for serving tomorrow...
now, i shall shower once again, and then make another attempt to fall asleep. this time, for at least six hours.
good night.
~BOK~
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:18 PM
i have not slept for 31 consecutive hours. and still counting. =O whoooo....
update for past few days...
my brother is somewhere in malaysia now, with his school on some adventure thingy thingy.. he'll be back on the 19th. (supposedly so...)
been playing so much computer with my sister, i have only been studying like, 2% of my time. as in, seriously. oh man. grace and mercy follow me all the days of my life. amen!!! =D
=D i still cant figure out why my sister cares so much about that... that beaver of a guy. i really dont know why. but ah.. heck.
i have been having very, very little sleep. but i'm still surviving pretty well. haha still am not sufferingfrom any "lack of sleep"symptoms. hallelujah.
went out with my mom for breakfast this morning, after which i went grocery shopping with her and nearly broke my wrists carrying everything back.
last week, i tried to spear my guppies with satay sticks to put them out of their misery, but i failed. the poor things...
i am currently spending my time making Christmas cards for people whom i consider 'precious'. which means if you dont get one, HA!
ah well, i shall be off to listen to more of Jet. and get on with those cards. toodles and God bless!
~BOK~
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:22 PM
Tuesday, November 16, 2004 ;
how can 'the champion' end like that? this is unacceptable! horrible. absolutely horrendous! bah! ridiculous! cant they even decide on an ending? what is this? oh man... how can wangtong not have anyone? how can kaiwei not make up his mind yet? haiz...
ah well.. at least apple and jingxiang are together. =D anyways.. they better have a second show man. =D but i should go now. its late and i have a paper tomorrow. =D at 8am, but i have to report at 7.30am. which means i have to wake up at 6am.
yeah, so i'm off now. =D
tataz...
~BOK~
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:23 AM
Monday, November 15, 2004 ;
she wants to cry
no tears flow
she wants to scream
no sound exits her throat
so she sits and stones
she sits alone
she sits and wonders
what the hell is wrong with her
tries to find some answers
but there's none
her heart is mangled
she is a mess
yet
she doesnt know what to do
she doenst know what to say
she finds life's a tragic mess
she is at a loss
she doesnt know what to do
she is me
WE WILL DANCE ; 6:17 PM
my aunt, uncle, and little cousin went up to recieve Christ yesterday at 1st service. now am i happy or am i happy? =) i think i'm happy. hahaha crappy lah Bok..
but anyhow. that just reminded me that, you know, no matter how long it takes to see the answers of your requests to God, it will always happen. i've been praying that they'd accept Jesus for years now, and yesterday was like a dream come true. i have never seen my uncle and aunt so loving before! (in the cute way, not the yucky gross way.)
and its so comforting to know that, despite and inspite of my unbelief, Daddy is still so faithful to me. its really grace man. because i know that if my prayers were to be answered based on my own faith alone.. wow. *shakes head* i would have nothing, absolutely nothing, in my life. nothing good, and everything bad.
so, really praise God. for everything.
hallelujah, for all You've done. =D You lived, You died, You rose again on high. You opened the way for the world to live again.. HALLELUJAH!!! FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE!!!
wells now i have to go. =D and study, for His glory. thank God for victory man.. =D whoooooooo!!! i am a Champion in Christ! hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah!!!
my God is and awesome God.
always the head, never the tail,
~BOK~
WE WILL DANCE ; 4:28 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004 ;
hmmz... today was actually quite uneventful. basically i was just at home, bumming around. haha no i'm joking. i was not buuming around lah, just spent all my time playing computer games instead of sudying..
suddenly i somehow just could not seem to fing my geography elective textbook anywhere, so i gave up looking and went to play computer games with my sister. hahaha yes. the WHOLE ENTIRE day. oops. i know i know. i should have studied. but then again, i did nothing but study for the entire first week of this onth. plus a few more days. all consecutively...
and for me, that is considered more than alot you know. =D like, duh.. since forever, studying and my name never co-existed togetherin the same sentence. and i doubt it ever will. really praise God for everything man. like, the fact i was even able to move on to secondary4, and stay in the express stream is more than a miracle in itself.
i mean like, out of the nine subjects, i only passed my languages and humanities. hahaha math and science went down the drain. i never even did well in lower secondary man. therefore, my 6 A1's for my 'o's are like one of the greatest miracles ever. oh, which by the way, has already come to pass, all glory to God. =D
hahaha actually the fact that i am even alive at all is such a miracle. but i not only breathe and exist, i more than enjoy my existence on this earth. because of Jesus. my God, my Father and my bestest best friend in the whole entire world. =D
i am just so glad that He found me and loved me. little ol' worthless me. but i sure am worth more than heaven to Him. cos' He gave up heaven just to be with me. and that's all that matters to me. His love is all that matters. He is all that matters. cos' i am just so in love with Him. =D
He's in love with me too! very much in love. =D hee..
with Jesus in my life, nothing can be wrong or bad. everything is plain beautiful, made for me, His beloved princess, to enjoy. just because He loves me!
anyways... i miss my two dearie roomies!!! debra and guan!!! =D aww i love them so much. guan, freedom is near!!! debra, you too! haha your pox are healed!!! we will surely have a wonderfully blessed time at Teenzeal camp!!! i will surely enjoy my time spent with the two of you, and Daddy bind our friendship and let us grow even closer to each other, amen!!!
well.. now i have to go and make campbell soup for my dear brother.. =D
brother: udder.. would you be so kind as to make me this...? *shoves a can of campbell mushroom soup into my face*
me: oh my hat... *sighs in resignation*
yar... hahaha so i have to go now, before he like faints in hunger or something. even worse, he come and teh me... haha then i will be like, oh my word... so yeah, i think its safer if i go and make it now.
oh by the way, babes (valen, cia, sam, ding, chars, jo, anjo, evan, my roomies...) please horr.. dont bring the instant campbell soup for camp okies...? haha. but do remember potato chips yah!!! hahaha!!! we are so gonna DE-stress!!! woohoo!
beloved daughter of the most high God,
~BOK~
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:23 AM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004 ;
i finally bought ear-sticks!!!!
teenzeal camp is so on its way. =D i am so UNprepared... hahaha well neither is my sister. (for history makers, that is) but she refuses to get her butt outta bed so we can go shopping. ah well...
i am hungry... i want baked rice. NOW!!!
actually.. no. i just want gummy bears nd strawberry milk ice. and strawberry milkshake. (both from ABC and MOS) argh... why dont i just say i want strawberries?!
the champion rawks! really nice show. i'm addicted to it! and so are my siblings and mom. wow. my dad is more for cantonese shows lah. the champion.... the champion... =D heh i think wangtong is SSOOOO pretty. the short hair swimmer from the flying fish team. =D hahaha and i think jingwen shoul be with zhengkang!!! annie should leave!!! and kaixin should just acccept jinxiang leh... toro is horrible.. =/ hahaha okok.... i shall hunt for food now.
CHING CHAO TEH!!!
~BOK~
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:32 PM
wahahaha... the last paper for the week is over. i have one week of freedom. two more papers to go! then it'll be freedom... pure bliss... relaxation... enjoyment... fun fun fun!!! argh... i can hardly wait! argh!!! somebody save me!!! =D hee. ok fine... so i'm a little overboard..
but you cant blame me... after a year of sheer hard work and determination.... okay okay. maybe not... haha fine lah. it was only towar the very end that i really started working my ass off. but still that doesn't mean i had much freedom right. =D slack is not equals freedom and relaxation.
hehe. shut up bok.
oh my gosh it feels so good to be free, even if its just for a little while. =D it sure does feel great to be doing something else rather than studying at 2.03am lah. =D i am finally online again. hahaha..
aiyah i admit lah. i may not have been online... but then... hahaha still have the television and the phone right. =D hahaha okay... but i really study very hard lor!!! hiak hiak.. shall reward myself with gummy bears!!! kekeke!!!
yay!!! oh yah... my brother just pierced his ear... for the third time.... at the exact same spot... again.... like, oh my hat... wasting money lah... =D funny toot. then he dont dare to touch touch... so everything i must do for him.. tsk... tsk tsk tsk... tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk........ ahakz..
oh my hat. i think i'm high...!!! =D heez! oh moose... actually i'm quite tired one. but dunno why somehow cannot sleep... weep... lalala... how? i think its because horr... just now in the afternoon i slept too long ba...
i was in an uncomfortable position onez... but somehow i just continued sleeping. =D heh. i was really uncomfortable one lehz... because my neck was in a funny position. but i was tired lah. so just slep away the uncomfortable-ness... i was trying not to moan... because i would have been noisy. so just sleep lor. what to do.
heh... actually quite tired lah. but i had quite an eventful day lehz! i slept!!!! =D the best part was.... -i had been uncomfortable! oh my hat... no lah. i went shopping lor... at the market. but i found this really nice place that sells really nice jewellery man! as in, seriously one. but then.. because its all handmade then quite expensive, but i think its more than worth it!
but anyways... i really slept alot today! like, after my paper... which ended at 9.15am... i came straight home... and changed... and slept! until 4++ pm. heh heh!! boy, it felt good! somemore now i can suan my sister... =} ahakz... she havent start exams man! and mine are ending! she ends on the 1st of december! ahakz!!! take paper ten run to camp! ahakz!!!
talking about camps.... i dont have bag!!! piggy!!! save me!!!! i really need the billabong duffel bag!!! (i need it before band dinner you know.....) hahaha actually before 1st december... =D sorry leh... but yeah. got camp mah, so not my fault.. =D i'm not greedy... hehez..
anyways.... i should sleep now lar. quite late already. =D ahakz. still tired. maybe because i slept too much. in an uncomfortable position... so which means i didint really get a good full sleep. because it was not comfortable!!! so that means i didnt really actually have a long sleep!
bok, shut up!
ahh... sleep sleep! this time, in a more comfortable position! :)
-yawn- =0
toodles,
~BOK~
WE WILL DANCE ; 2:58 AM
Friday, November 05, 2004 ;
Daddy i know that my success is You and You alone. i dont care whether i can do my papers or not, i dont care if my answers are right or wrong, i dont care whether i put in enough effort or not. my success is not dependant on any of these. my success is in You, and i know that You not only can give me success, but You will give me success. because You love me and because You promised me that i will forever be the head and not the tail. You said in Your word that i will always be more than a conquerer, a champion in Christ. and You will stick true to Your word, because You are faithful. You always were, still are, and always will be faithful. You are the same yesterday, today, and forever. if You clothed the lilies of the field and fed the birds in the sky, how much more me, Your beloved child. You gave me Jesus, i know You will not withhold anything from me, and that includes my blessed results. thank You Jesus, for loving me. thank You for everything You have done for me. thank You for being there for me, for listening to all the crap i have, for comforting me when i'm hurting inside, for being my best friend. i know i am so precious to You. You keep all my tears in a bottle, You hold me close when i am at a loss, You are everything i need, everything i want, everything i could ever hope or dream of. You are my portion, my provider, my healer. You give me favour. thank You for being my Daddy God. i love You, but You love me so much more. thank You Jesus. thank You so much. You put a smile on my face.
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:06 PM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004 ;
hey hey people. have not blogged for a long time. =D haha i mean, serious blogging. those usual long ones. heh... but yeah. just took my social studies paper today. i have to admit i wrote crap man. but then again it doesn't matter cos my God is an awesome God! He'll turn everything out for my good, and e has made me the head and not the tail! amen!
anyways... i'm really supposed to be studying now but.. NAH... =D oh yah..
RHINOPIG!!! =) harlow.. haha i know you miss me right... how's my horn? must take are of the section leh! how're the sec1's doing? i hope they can at least at least at least play Allied Honour... so who's going competition next year? tell me when it is yah then i'll go support you guys. i would even skip school to do that. anyway ah.. aye.. you all buy me that bag leh!!! the Billabong duffel bag.. dark blue one. i tell you where to find k, then make your life easier. its at jurong point sportslink. only $50!!! the whole section share money then very cheap one lah. =D hee! band dinner i'll buy you sonething also lah. hahaha piggy... i miss you!
yah anyways. for those sec4's out there... study hard but dont over do it man. if not you suddenly blankout during the paper i also dont know how to help you. must have sufficien sleep and must drink lots of water. dont pray pray... just pray. =D
sorry man i'm really crapping now. but yeah, have to go mug also lah so yeah. ching chao teh!
struck down but not destroyed,
~BOK~
p/s: piggy.. what's you email addy...? and nas...?
WE WILL DANCE ; 4:28 PM
