hahahahah just finished watching a whole lot of singapore idol on demand. (:
i like paul twohill and gayle. the rest... nahh. sorraye. perhaps i'll get realy crazy and start voting this year. hahah! see how lah. ;p
hmmmph by the way.. i heard corrine may on radio just today. and well too bad if i offend you but i think she's just not as good as alot of people say.
if you really like her alot, TOO BAD BUT THIS IS JUST MY POINT OF VIEW. bleahh.
i dunno lehh. just don't like lor. sara groves ANYTIME man. anytime. corrine may is.... just..... okay.....
given a choice i would never pick to listen to her, unless she's up against the Careless Whisperer or the Do-Reh-Mee woman or the Nong Nong Ago guy.
so yupps. i've no idea why everyone's so crazy about her. yeah maybe her lyrics are good but too bad she doesn't have a voice to suit her songs.
okay don't bloody put me in jail. i'm just voicing my opinion. (it's still a free country right?)
and once again, too bad if you're a huge fan. well, blow yourself away then.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH sorry i'm just funny.
(ehh if you can' get my joke you're more than a little slow man)
i is want slept liao.
byebye.
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:33 PM
and i saw another accident today. like, what's up with me and accidents right!
but i was with the mother so i couldn't stay long enough to see the real damage (or lack of it). HAHA fine fine i admit i'm saddistic lah!
so it was like, we were crossing the street and then we heard this super loud horn behind us and we thought what lah!
then we heard a crash saw this red car crash into this bicycle with a young boy, about my age i guess, and he fell onto the road.
so he got up, rather stunned, and his friends came running over. two ah bengzxzx and the other one was quite cute but whatever. HAHA.
the cute guy was the fastest runner. (what i think is that cos he's not a smoker, but the other two were. you can just tell one lah) and they were all like, omg are you okay and stuff like that.
then that stupid woman (yes! woman driver! but i swear i'll never be like that) got out of the car and scolded the boy.
i mean like hello! what is your big shit problem! you just knocked down this young boy and you don't even ask if he's alright, you just start shouting at him!
wahh i felt like shouting at her know! aiyahh but my mom was there so like whatever. but i really felt like giving her one big tight slap lah.
goodness! you knock someone down, no matter whose fault it is, you always check if that person's alright first or not right! omg, so typical singaporean! (hahah okay as if i'm not singaporean like that..)
aiyahh but then before i could check out the full extent of the damage (or the cute guy HAHAHAH NO LAH JOKING) my mom pulled me away. -_- cheh..
aiyahh but i don't think it was too serious lah. or maybe he was just in shock? aiyah! i always want to find out the full outcome of everything i see one leh.. hahah!
you know even up till now, i still remember every detail of the gang fight that brudder stevievie and i saw while walking home from westmall.
and i still have alot alot of questions to ask! where they got the parangs, whether they've been caught, how heavy's their punishment, how's the guy who kena chopped, how many stitches he needed.. stuff like that.. hahah!
it's so intriguing lah! haiyah! haha.. (as if last time experience not enough...) ehh but it's really exciting one okay! all the blood and whatever. hurhurr..
i think only rachel will understand, because only rachel is as saddisctic! hahaha! but at least i know i'm not alone. hahah!
so yah, even now i really wonder how's that guy (and his cute friend) and if anyone scolded that stupid woman driver (maybe the cute friend did) and if her stupid car got scratches or not (i hope the cute guy scratched it).
HAHAHAHAHA! oh oops. (: i am still the righteousnous of God in Christ okay. hahaha.
okok actually the purpose of this post was just to blog about the accident. cos i really wonder why i always get to witness accidents. oh well. hahah!
BYEBYE.
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:27 AM
dearie Daddy. ((:
thank You so much for the great great leaders that i have in campus. (: even as they are so precious to me, i know that Your love for them super exceeds everything!
i plead the blood of Jesus over every single one of them as they go for the leaders retreat in batam, and i lift up each and every one of them into Your big big hands. (:
thank You, Daddy, that You place a shield of protection over them, and all their belongings, and that Your unmerited and supernatural favour surrounds them like a shield.
thank You, especially, for coach Han, for steve, for huilin, for Gege, for amy, for kaijin, for jon. (:
really love them alot, and i thank You for placing them in my life to teach me and be there for me, to love me and care for me, and carry my to Jesus.
i thank You, Lord, that they will be so so so blessed at the leaders retreat, that they come back so overflowing, so full, and it flows down to me!
bless them, love them, touch them afresh, give to them, and protect them. ((: this leaders retreat will be the most blessed one ever for each of them, and i thank You that every one of them receives their portion.
be with them, and embrace them every single day. (: show them Your glory.
thank You, Jesus, for them. (:
oh yes! and thank You Jesus for so much so much so much supernatural favour with each of them. ((: yes, i want! and i ask for more time to spend with each of them too! =)
thank You, Daddy, that each of them bless me in special and different, yet super impactful ways, because You speak to me through them. ((:
favour favour favour! thank You, Jesus, right place at the right time, amen!
loveYouDaddydearest!
in Jesus' most most most precious name i pray,
AMEN.
and so it shall be.
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:43 PM
tell you guys something yeah. ;)
my God is an awesome God. ((((((:
;p words can't explain one. once again, He's left me speechless. but here's a few random words that may help..
- precious, so so precious
- undeserved
- more than satisfied
- joy, not just happiness
- shalom, a fierce peace
- His love in me
- change is growth
- i'm so excited for change
- who am i, really
- none of me, for forever
- come to my funeral every morning when i get out of bed!
- supernatural favour, mine for the taking
- only the beginning
yes, this is ONLY the BEGINNING. (: i love.
thanks Daddy.
WE WILL DANCE ; 7:55 AM
okay my Prince. somehow i guess, to a very tiny extent, i sort of know how You feel. so helpless, so frustrated, because the one you love just doesn't want to accept.
steve, i know how you felt. but i do remember the most important thing. "yes, but I'm not pushy."
i don't know. maybe everyone just feels that way certain times in their life. but what's with purposely shutting themselves away?
i'm sorry for being so blunt and whatever, but frankly i see no point in that. i'm sorry for being so blunt and straight but i have to let it out and this is my blog and if you don't wanna read just get lost.
sighh. why complain when.. and why feel sad when.. it's not anyone else's problem you realise?
no, i'm not blaming anybody and no, i'm definitely not saying that i'm perfect cos i think i'm the fathest from perfect that anyone could ever be.
but think about it, really. you know you have people just a phone call away, just an sms away. but you don't do anything about it, and you just sit there and moan and be sad.
so how?
okay actually i guess humans are just like that? they always want someone else to take the initiative.
"she should know! she should take the initiative and come ask me how i am! why should i have to be the one to tell her that i'm sad. she should be able to tell what!"
yes, true to a certain extent. but please! wake up your bloody idea! no friend is God but your Best Friend Jesus.
HAIYAH! okay i'm sorry okay, but really, nobody force you to read my rantings. *rolls eyes* whatever...
okay Jesus help me to love the people. fill me with Your love so that i overflow and love them out of the overflow, because i don't ever want to be loving your masterpieces with my own love. they are worth so so so so much more, and i would be extremely rude to think that my own love is suffice. ohh Daddy please please. help the sheep see and know in their hearts and not just their heads that really You are always and forever there for them, loving them and embracing them, because yes, it hurts to see them hurt, and it's frustrating to see them wallow in hurt when You can just wash it away just like that. yes Daddy, it hurts to see, and i don't want to hurt, much less see them hurt. and i know that i can't do anything, cos i'm just a kid and i don't even know how to love them, but Daddy, i'm asking now for Your wisdom to flow through me, Your love to flow through me and overflow onto them, i need Your strength to carry them to Jesus, because i can't do anything on my own, i just can't. thanks Daddy, touch these precious precious sheep once again, touch them anew, touch them afresh, light the fire in them that they thought would never and could never burn again. love them, Abba, in ways that they know and appreciate, love them like never before.
thank You Daddy, for loving them so completely, the way no other can. thank You that they are just so precious to You. but Daddy, You know, i really want to love them too. use me leh! use me to love them, work through me! i know i am definitely not able in any way, but i'm willing Daddy! i really am! thanks Daddy. You're really really the sweetest. ((: yes, love them like they have never experienced before, love them to th point where they're left speechless. (: only You, Lord.
okay. ((: my Prince is the best. and i'll be waiting for zhengheng's testimonies of supernatural healing. amen! praise the Lord!! =D hallelujah! (:
remember zhengheng! you ARE made for greater things, and you already ARE a history maker. Christ, your wisdom. (: He has set you apart, and He is working mightily in you! ((: Jesus loves you man.
alrights, i'll go have my lunch now, then get ready to meet my darling CG before campus! (: love them so much man. ((:
BYEBYE!
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:03 PM
((: heeee. take a look at my cars. namely, BMW 760Li, Mazda RX8, and last but not least, Bentley Continental GTC. =D yupps. you all can borrow from me anytime.
okay, so this is my silver BMW 760Li. (: i have a black one too. it's damn sexy! really! =D
((: my black BMW 760Li.
okie basically my BMWs are my faves, with V12 engines, 438/6000 power bhp(kW) at RPM, rear wheel drive. (: heeheeheeee. i love!
next car is my Mazda RX8. damn hot lah!
see! i told you it's hot! =D did you know that my Mazda RX8 won the international engine of the year award earlier this year!
it's got a 1.3 litre, twin bank, rotary engine which has a mechanical sensation. In the RX8, that 1.3 rotary unit develops a useful 238bhp without forced induction devices like a turbo or a supercharger.
OH. yes, forgot to mention. it's not a selfish car that can only fit four hamsters like the usual sports car okay. my Mazda RX8 can fit four 6ft adults comfortably, and it can carry almost all your luggage too. =)
lastly, my new Bentley Continental GTC!
ARGGHHHH! stupid blogger can't upload the photo of my darling bentley. but it's okay! i forgive them. HAHAH. alrights going to visit my ahma and my ahgong now. they are so cute. hahaha!
BYEBYE. next time then show you all my car.
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:00 PM
((: my darling darling cg, at our beloved coach Han's condo. ((: it was a super enjoyable bbq night.
HAHAHA THANK YOU DERRICK FOR PICKING ME UP ON YOUR SCRAMBLER.
i lovelovelove and i am getting a bike for myself too. (:
car and bike liscences coming soon! (: will be taking highway code with sammmm and grandson. =)
crazy olympics was really crazy. ;D and that's our enegiser battery - life size. ((: so so proud of the mascot team. (: super excellent. (:
and super super proud of my own cheers coom too. (: not only excellent, but a great joy to work with. (:
((: lot1 toilet. we met up for lunch and steve was there too but obviously he can't join in the photo....
crazy olympics again. (: my darlings. oohh thanks ash for taking the photo! ((: Jesus loves us.
i love photos lehhh!! come on, everyone. (: take more photos with me! and send to me too. ;D
=( i miss my buddys and my sister huas. =( i miss them ssoooo much.
WE WILL DANCE ; 6:34 AM
what's your instant response when you find out that someone/some people were talking about you?
"wahh! ehh.... how can like that...?"
"eh! what's your problem!"
"aiyahh anyway i also can't stand him/her so never mind.."
"watch out ah!"
"steve, where's your baseball bat....."
hahaha so insecure loh you all! HAHA if you noticed, i didn't even say that the person was talking bad about you! i only said that he/she/they was/were talking about you.
might have been something good, you know. (:
why couldn't you have thought, "haha cool. must have been saying something great, because there's nothing bad there is to say about a true proverbs31 woman of God, the Princess made in His image!"
and believe it too.
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loving a person just the way they are, that's no small thing. that's the whole thing. (sara groves)
what's so great and noble about loving someone who loves you back? what's so cool about being nice and doing favours for someone who does them back?
do you think you were very nice to Jesus when He first died for you? even now after He's been so faithful, do you think you're always very nice to Him?
do you think you're so awesome that's why He loves you? do you think you're damn cool that's why He came down to die for you?
how about this.
loving someone who very well doesn't deserve your love, being nice to someone who does nasty things to you and everyone else around you, doing a favour for a person who never says thanks but instead always complains that the favour wasn't good enough, blessing someone who is always complaining that you aren't good enough.
think about it. and at the same time, thank your Daddy for being that person to you.
(ohhkayy.. sorry for sounding so harsh. hahaha)
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sometimes, God impresses in your heart to talk to this person, or build up a relationship with him/her.
but you know, don't use that, or even worse, don't let that be an excuse to be a CODfish. C.O.D = compulsive OBSESSIVE disorder.
okay i'm not telling you to go and be so stupid and disobey God lah.. "no! bok say i will become a codfish, so, i'm sorry God, but no! i won't talk to that person!"
wahh slap you ah! worse, i take the codfish and slap you ah!
don't be dumb! use your own wisdom to judge, to see where and when you need to draw the line! especially if that person is of the other gender.
if you think you will not know where/when/how to draw the line, please tell a friend/leader who will know, so that your friend/leader can tell you if you step out of line.
it's for your own good, and of course, for the good of that person as well. (you think everyone want to be closely associated with you ah!) =D
HAAH. rememeber! codfish not good.
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let us all learn to be punctual. enough said.
i'm learning too.
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oh, taste and see that the Lord is good.
if you don't taste, how will you see? take that step of faith. seems impossible?
go buy adidas lor. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. for the benefit of those who live beyond the sun, the slogan of adidas is Impossible Is Nothing.
haha no, really. with God, ALL things are possible. start with small steps lor. nobody ask you to fly when you don't even know how to walk right. KUKU.
besides, the One who knows all will never let you go through something you can't yet handle. if you're in a situation, it's because you're mature enough to handle it, it's because it'll make you stronger.
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there is no condemnation, but there is correction.
yes, but don't let that become an excuse for you to make the same mistakes over and over and over and over and over and over (okay you get my point) and over again.
change. actually no. ask Him to change you, and ask Him to do it so supernaturally that you don't even realise that change.
until one fine day someone comes up to you and tells you hey you know you used to be like that last time, what happened to you now? you'ce changed so much! and for the better too.
ahhh. and that's when you can start to testify of His grace in your life. it's all undeserved. (:
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Jesus, my perfection and accceptance. (: tomorrow will be a blessed, fun and fulfilling day because this Queen Priest said so.
"so."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH okok i'm sorry.
he's like always so left out. "ask him turn right."
oh that girl is so hot ah! "yeah she's quite cool too."
huh i catch no ball. "yah because i never throw."
OMG DON'T YOU THINK I AM JUST SO FUNNY!!!
hahahaahhahahahahhahahah. =D yayy me!
ok.
byebye.
WE WILL DANCE ; 8:47 AM
You came for me to die for me
You died for me for me to live Jesus
You came for me to give to me
more than a life a life more abundantly
i'm living this life You've given to me
abundant life You've given
i'm living the Truth You've placed in my heart
Truth that has set me free
i praise You i praise You
with all i am i praise You
i'm so grateful You came for me
hallelujah hallelujah
You gave everything to save me
i'm so grateful for all You've done
((: thank You Daddy. You make me so satisfied. no, actually, so much more than just satisfied. (:
i am perpetually overwhelmed and amazed by Your love for me. (: and yes, i'm so grateful. words alone cannot express.
(: i love You. so so much.
beams.
Daddy give me wisdom and favour know. firstly, thank You for answering my request! (: supernatural favour with my leaders, coach Han, Amy, Steve, HuiLin. and it is all coming to pass. (: thank You, Daddy, for giving me exceedingly abundantly above all. (: thank You that they see the Jesus in me so much that they trust me and love me so much. (: coach Han, Amy and Steve and trusting me with so much responsibilities, encouraging me to step up and entrusting people to me. (: You in me, Lord, and none of myself. that's the way i always want it to be. (: thank You for so much favour with dearie HuiLin, that i'm dating her this sunday morning. ((: love her so much and there is just so so much that i can and want to glean from her and share with her. (: Daddy i thank You that You teach me as i go along, teach me to always put You first, teach me accountability, teach me to be so teachable and open to correction. thank You that i have favour with those entrusted to me, and i thank You that You would even choose me to speak life to them and teach them. it is my greatest pleasure and honour. and i only ever want to teach them out of an overflow. thank You, Lord, that You speak to them through me. fill me with Your love to the point where it overflows and floods the people around me, because i don't ever want to love them with my own love. i know i will surely fail. Daddy, i'm just a kid, and i don't know what to do, i don't know how to go in or come out, so i need You, and i want to be totally dependant on Your strength and You in me. (: teach me Daddy. ((: mould me and use me. loveyou. ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:35 AM
there is just so much to share. so much so much.
i am bursting, i am overflowing, i am growing, i am learning, i am maturing, i am being moulded into Proverbs31, i am being prepared for greater things to come, i am getting ready to bless and love out of an overflow.
don't correct because it will benefit that person (and of course, indirectly yourself and others). correct out of pure love. correct because you love. love because you have first been loved.
you cannot force someone to grow. give them time. as much time as they need. but don't let that hinder your growth.
Daddy showed me with a picture. you have a little seedling. it will one day grow into a beautiful plant, fresh green leaves, beautiful scented blossoms.
but it all takes time. it's a process. you want so much to see the blossoms, you want so much to smell that sweet scent.
so you give it too much fertiliser, you give it too much water, you give it too much sunlight.
it will die.
you can't force the plant to grow, but on the other hand, don't let it affect your own life. you don't sit by the plant 24/7 and watch it.
you just feed it (water it and give it fertiliser) when the plant needs it. it will grow. it will. slowly, but surely, and steadily. at it's own pace.
but it will grow, the blossoms will blossom, the sweet scents will come. at it's own pace.
when you see nothing happening on the outside, you never know what's happening quietly under the soil. the roots are going deeper, it's foundation, stronger.
quiet and unseen, but powerful. and you know what, as the inside is prospering, the outside has to follow. it has to, and it will. healthy roots = healthy plant.
thank You Jesus. (:
Daddy, thank You for being my dance partner. even though sometimes i want to snatch the lead from You, even though i step on Your toes countless times, even though i lose my footing. thank You for being so sweet. thank You for being patient. thank You for sticking with me, for not giving up on me. thank You for being a gentleman. thank You for dancing with me throughout, in the sunshine, in the rain, in the gentle breeze, even in a hurricane. thank You for taking my hand and holding me close to You. whatever dance it is, sad, happy, playful, fun, intense, thank You for dancing with me. yes Lord, we will dance. we will dance. (:
and this is love, that He gave up His life for His friend. i am His best friend.
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:43 AM
hahahh recently i just finished making like, fourteen birthday cards. (: specially for the may and june babies of ngee ann caregroup. heee.
yesyes, i do love my cg many many many! they are just precious to me. (: like what coach Han said. (: we're more than friends. we're family.
and really, i feel so at home when i'm with my darling cg. like, i can just really really be myself, be accepted and loved for who i am.
thanks, Daddy, for such a precious gift. this cg has been such a great blessing to me. only You know the true extent of the impact they have made in my life.
just a smile, just a "hey", just a pat on the back. (: adds a smile to my life, adds joy to my soul, adds love to my heart.
[ okay i sound so biased lah, like as if only my cg is nice to me.. HAHA ]
but anyways. (: i do love my cg alot. irreplaceble, every single one. [ ooh actually frankly, to me, steve and gege are just as part of npcg than anything lah ]
okie moving on to less sentimental things.. =D hahaha YAYY. my mama has given me the liberty to choose the new colour theme and furniture arrangement for the house.
i'm like the new interior designer or something. =D sweeeeet! hahahhh. (: oooh i even get to pick the new colour of the gate!
((: it's all my say! heeheeheeeee. you think it's time for me to wreak havoc around this place? HAHAH.
like, lime green walls and deep purple ceilings, with bright red furniture and a stunning orange gate! ahahahah! =D i think that would look stunning. (:
oh oh and i forgot to mention. (: mirrors everywhere. full length, half length, round, square, framed or not. ((: heeee. it's a girl thing. daddy will adapt soon enough...
haahhh! wheeee~ ((: bokky is a happy girl. (:
ayee nikki and nat and clarissa and i still cannot stop laughing at Ben every choir practice. hhaaaa!! =D sorry Ben, Jesus loves you. but you're funny.
(((: YAYY! clarissa is serving with me tmr! (: and nikki please don't change shift with carol or whoever it was that called you. i want to serve with you on my alternate weeks. (:
oh oh and tmr!! tmr i'm going down to marina G2000 with brudder stevievie to get his PINK striped shirt. (: i'm telling you it's a HANDSOME shirt. ((:
and it looks real good on brudder stevievie because I chose it. muahahahah! oooh and he needs to get black pants and jackets too! shop shop shop! (:
oooh yeah and i finally got my Ben&Jerry's chunky monkey today. ((: lovelove funn! hahah and the the-other-dunno-what-flavour is also very nice. (:
ahh and funn! you should just get the size7 purply flowery shirt from G2k lah! it looks good on you! YES size7 because you are so skinny and so am i. hahaah!
yesyes my burden-is-easy-yoke-is-light revelation.. published on darling cherri's blog. hahaha. (: amen to that, yes dear? HAHA and it sank from the head to the heart...
alrights now long post again i know but i'm just bored and this takes up my time. because i'm too lazy to find new blogskins or zeng my friendster profile lahh.
but i do write more songs. (: have quite a total of dunno-how-many already. but my *^#&$! mp3 spoilded. RARR. so i cannot record down anythings but never mind.
that is what my brain is for. to remember all the beautiful Daddy-given tunes.
and one day, you will all buy my albums. yes, note albums and not album. great faith, you say? i say, great God.
okaybyebye(:
* the greatest love that anyone could ever
overcame the cross and grave to find my soul (:
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:37 PM
(: alrights, now for me to blog about sunday. it was really fulfilling. (: HAHAH.
by the way, this is gonna be one looooooong post yeah. ((:
cabbed down to indoor stadium with sisterhood and terra. oh please, we nearly killed the cab driver who was just *&^%$#@! lah. Jesus loves me. =D
but anyways we were still on time lah. (: had just enough time to put down our bags before having to go on stage for soundcheck and everything.
i would have very much loved to complain about the stupid uniform. hello it's bright bright pink and the stupid ribbon has to be tied in the front. LIKE OMG PLEASE!!!
but since i make the shirt look so good, i shall just forget about it lah.
anyways, during break i was just sitting there and i checked my phone. hahah there was a missed call from sister weelock. HAHAH!
i called him back and we were talking and laughing. then he asked the entire cg to wave to me from the opposite side of the stadium. HAHAHAH! that was damn funny.
service was good. ermm.. yours truly fell asleep.. on my xiaomei's shoulder! hahah oops. ehhh we had picnic as well. -_- nuggets and fries and whatnot. thanks kenny.
so after service i went over to the opposite side of the stadium to look for my darling caregroup. ((: jo's friend accepted Christ!!! praise God!!! =D
the initial plan was that weelock would bring me to see some rally somewhere near the stadium. but then vinni had a bad fall before service started, so had to change plan. (:
it's alright sister! you can bring me some other time yah! ((: heeheee. and sorry for not rushing back the other day. =( and i was really tired when i reached home.. sorry sorry!
so, about vinni. HAHAHHA okay it's not funny but oh well. see, she fell on the step before service started lah. (please don't ask me how she tahan through the whole service cos i would also like to know)
so after service she really couldn't walk. hence, we had to call for first aid. HAHA the ushers came with a wheelchair. okayy..
so they wheeled her to the first aid room, and after quite awhile, we went in to see her and the paramedic said it would be best if we brought her to the hospital for like x-ray and all.
because he suspected fracture.. because she fell on her kneecap. well, she also sprained her ankle. yeah so basically her ankle was so swollen that she couldn't wear her shoe, and she needed an ice pack for her knee.
so we wheeled her out and the initial plan was to cab there, but then there were four of us with her (amy, funn, steve and i). then funn called her dad and he said he could drive us there!
so yes, he came and we like helped her into the car. and the four of us squeezed into the back. HAHAHA and funn sat on me again! (yes i was still in heels)
so after quite a long drive, we reached. hahah uncle winston made a wrong turn! so funny, because we were actually contemplating on making an illegal turn but nvm..
oh and we drove past a police car as well. but praise God they were blinded by our glory and didn't see that we had four people at the back.
after that, when we reached Changi General Hospital, amy wheeled her into A&E (WHICH IS VERY SLOW) and steve, funn and i went to sit down.
uncle winston was so stressed he didn't want to sit down at all. he was just standing outside the glass. but after that he drove to somewhere lah, then we went to eat because all so hungry and i was almost falling asleep.
halfway through lunch, coach called. hahaha and he decided to come down as well. (: and he said my chinese was bad but i bind that in Jesus' name. HAHAH!
ends up that vinni only sprained her muscle. but according to the doctor (who, according to amy, was quite young and very nice) it was a very serious sprain.
so now vinni has to rest at home for like 5days, up to one week. and yah she still can't walk. only can hop around. and even then she'll still be in pain..
after that, coach arrived and uncle winston came back, and eight of us were just standing there, trying to decide who would go with coach and steve to send vinni back home.
hahahahha!! then suddenly uncle winston was like, aiyah i also drive there lah! then everyone can go. and amy and i were just laughing and laughing.
so we all drove there, steve, vinni and coach in his car, and funn, amy and i in uncle winston's car. and amy and i kept on laughing!
so when we reached, funn and i had to rush to coach's car to help vinni get out. (amy is just too tall lah) and yeah, we helped her all the way to her house.
and omg she stays on the 7th floor, and the lift only reaches the 6th floor, so praise the Lord, we had to help her up the stairs as well.
but her neighbour so kind, lent us wheelchair. ahahah! but that was only halfway down the corridor.
ehh but i tell you ah. dunno why her corridor so long one leh! like, twice the length of a normal corridor ir sth! REALLY!
but oh well. (: EHH and i didn't get to see my drama at the hospital!! hahaha nvm. =D
then after that coach drove home and uncle winston drove us back too. but on the way i realised i hadn't bought mama her flowers! so i asked uncle to just drop me at jurong mrt instead.
then suddenly don't know why we just decided to go to far east flora. HAHA and yeah. ((:
wow i love that place man! but go inside must wear fur coat and ear muffs one. DAMN COLD LAH. hahah but seriously, if next time i wanna buy lots of flowers for someone, i'd go there!
heeheeheee. (: THANKS UNCLE WINSTON, for driving us there! funn bought a large bunch of beautiful red roses for AUNTY DIANA. =D
and i bought a large bunch of ten fresh, bright yellow tulips for my mama. (: they're her favourite flowers (besides sunflowers). awwww! hahaha!
when i was in the lift going home i called back because i wanted to ask daddy to like, hide her in the room or sth lah, because i hadn't wrapped the flowers yet!
but then she answered the phone lah! and i was like, OMG!
me, "hello mama! can i talk to daddy?"
mama, "ehh, he's sleeping leh, why?"
me, "HUH! hmmm.. nothing nothing.."
mama, "what thing?"
me, "no lar, i only want to talk to daddy. cannot tell you one!"
mama, "haiyah!"
me, "heheh mama, go and bathe now okay?"
mama, "bathe?"
me, "yah! go and bathe now!"
mama, "no lah. i'm going toilet now."
me, "OKAY OKAY! FASTER GO! BYEBYE!"
so i opened the door with caution only to find that she really went toilet already. so i flew into my room. (of course with scissors and scotch tape and ribbon)
and i locked the door after giving my dad a sheepish grin. i was wrapping halfway then my mama tried to come in and i was like, "no no!! go away!!!"
and i think she got abit pissed off, but nvm! hahaha Father forgive her for she knew not what she was doing. HAHA!
HUGE bunch of yellow tulips, bright green leaves, transparent and purple wrapper, purple and silver ribbon. ((:
while i was wrapping them, daddy went out to get dinner. so when i came out of the room only mama was at home.
then i shoved the bunch in her face. HAHA NO LAH! i presented them to her with much grace. and.. she cried. hahaha!
really lah! she was so happy that she cried. (: and she said they were the most beautiful bouquet she'd ever received and i'm like thinking "then your wedding leh?"
oh well. =D i'm just glad she likes them. (: $12 is like more than worth it lah. (: hahaha maybe next time i won't even mind spending $50! (:
but then again.. maybe not. how i bring the flowers home??? haaa.. alrights then. (:
okayy that was my amazing and fulfilling sunday. (: thank You Daddy for being so faithful to a faithless me. You're the best. (: always will be.
BYEBYE.
(oooh the tulips smell so good)
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:19 PM
(: what an exhuasting and fulfilling sunday. but i won't blog about it now because i am too tired.
too bad. you just have to wait for tomorrow.
A&E should just improve their service. SO SUE ME FOR SAYING THAT. it's really DAMN SLOW.
WE WILL DANCE ; 5:13 AM
do you sometimes feel that people around you are control freaks?
like, they wanna do everything, even though they can't cope? and they just are super unwilling to let you do anything at all?
but oh well. just like what steve once told me. if they aren't open to correction, then no amount of anything will do. (:
so we'll just wait, we'll just be patient, and we'll just pray. (: Daddy knows best, and anyway it isn't my business trying to change someone.
and umm, qouting an old friend when i asked how much time should be given to someone who needed to learn.
he said, "all the time he/she needs" and yeah, that kinda left me speechless.
but you know, he's right. and you know. i'm sorry if i ever hurt him. i mean, you. well.. i don't know.. things just happen?
erm yes okay. back to the point. correction is of no use when one isn't open to it. but then again, as pastor has already preached, without correction, one cannot grow.
so how is it? how is it that i can point out something STRAIGHT TO YOUR FACE, and you still don't get it?
okok i know. patience and grace. i'm learning too. ((: so yes, be patient with me as well, and constantly remind me about His love.
because i only want to do things out of an overflow of His great and awesome love for me, towards me, in me.
(: alrights, i just wanted to thank my Daddy for great frends in my life who've really been a great blessing to me. beams.
*exhales in contentment*
life is so good now. and you know, i'm really so contented? you know that feeling? it really doesn't matter if you don't understand my ramblings.
my Daddy loves me so much, and that's all i need to keep me going. smiles.
on a side note, i've got three more songs down. (: two with tunes and chords done, and one more with... more or less a rough outline of a tune. hahah!
actually i have another seperate chord procession with no lyrics. haha but i've got so many sets lyrics already!
i figured i should stop writing anymore and start trying to fit the old lyrics in with the new tunes huh. laughs!
heeee alrights! (:
later.
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:50 AM
o.m.g!!! the steven curtis chapman concert last night was AWEFULLY AWESOME i tell you!!! omg!!!
alrights, i'm so so so glad i went, and i'm super glad for those who went and for those who are going tonight. oh goodness!!!
steven curtis chapman and his band are just so damn good. omg omg i love the white e.guit man!! totally awesome and cool. HAHAHHA.
ohhhh yes and seriously, ash if you ever read this I LOVE YOU!!! hahahaha!! thanks for bringing camera!!! =DDD you're the best man!
ahh THANK YOU VINCENT!!! YOU'RE SO NICE!!! i'll never make fun of you again!! HAHA you'll always be my best friend. ahahah!! =DDD thank you thank you thank you!
awww let me tell you what my nice best friend vincent did. (((: yesterday i forgot to bring any cd, and i didn't bring enough cash to buy the one i wanted yeah..
but he'd already bought the "musical blessings", the one with both dvd and cd. ((: so this sweet guy let me have the cd so that i could have steven curtis chapman's autograph!!
[ since i already wanted to buy that, so he said i could just buy already then give him the one that i bought, which is the one without autograph, but he said it was alright since steven curtis already signed on his dvd!]
how sweet right!! ((: awwww. ((: thanks Daddy, for such sweet nice guys in the cg. HAHAH steve wasn't the only one. (:
okok. but really, the concert was wayyyyy awesome!! his whole band (of course including himself lah) is just super super amazing.
i swear his e.guitarist and his bassist have sixteen and seventeen fingers each respectively. i swear!
like, really man! and the part where he showed off each individual band member's talent.. oh WOW lah!!
hahahah and he himself is just so cute lah. he forgot his mic twice man. HAHA because he changed from standing in front playing guitar to playing keyboard.
and when he changed back he forgot his mic! the first time he was just like "oh! sorry, forgot my mic.. now where was i?" hahahaha and he replayed the whole intro part!
the second time his assistant person (who also plays abit in the band) helped him get it, and he just laughed a little. =D
OH and he's such a nice guy. (: can tell that he's really so sincere know. actually only 50 people were allowed to go up for the autograph thingy. but he just let whoever wanted. ((:
he shook every single persons' hand, looking into their eyes. he was just really sincere know! =) and argh! haha we missed a chance to take a photo with his band. but nvm! (:
there will always be a next time. he's coming back. ((: for sure too! hahaha and this time i will take photos with his sons. HAHAHAHA!!!!
so handsome lah please. =D hahahahah The Following, the name of his sons' band. (:
hahahah oh shit! HAHA i'm late to go to school to meet my friends!! HEEHEEHEE. forgive me. i was just ranting about steven curtis chapman. (((:
* no more your gelare girl.
WE WILL DANCE ; 6:55 PM
((: i love amy!
alrights i really don't know what i was pouting about. hahah!
gege is in demand. HAHAH!!!
who says cluster dinners are boring. (:
yesss i love ahh Funn. (: even though the photo isn't that clear but you must know why. it's because we're too gorious. so the camera abit can't take it ahh. =D
HAHA BYEBYE.
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:45 PM
so today i learnt how to make the gourmet. you know, sandwiches and pasta. and i pre-packed the pasta as well.
ahh. i still have absolutely no idea how to make the coffees and smoothies and whatever.
yeah and i haven't learnt how to make the waffles as well. today i did mostly clearing and serving.
heehee i made a club sandwich too, with su's help. (: love that girl i tell you. (:
aye and i still think that the toaster is damn scary. really damn scary. why do they even have to put it so high up on the shelf anyway!!
well, one day at work and i can carry the trays with one hand. HAHAH. oh oh but you know! i spilt a tiny bit of latte on one customer. HAHAH but nvm he was nice.
and i 'split' the chips from one woman's plate also. but she was nice as well. no complaints at all. hurhurr praise God. =)
alrights.. gelare's quite nice lah. but i've to learn fast. and we've to stand for long hours. hahaha praise God we can wear sneakers. so comfortable.
anyways. so tired.. but i'm glad i'm gonna be working with su tmr again. (:
GOODNIGHT WORLD.
HELLO LALA-LAND.
WE WILL DANCE ; 5:04 AM
oh well. Jesus loves me. rejoicing is a choice. yupps. He's faithful, i know. i can hope. therefore faith comes. my Daddy is holding my hand.
WE WILL DANCE ; 4:18 AM
for morning calls
for late night chats
for always being there to care
for encouragements
for smiles
for being real
for suppers
for lame jokes
for Christmas cards
for smses
for long walks
for teaching stunts
for minesweeper
for tic tac toe
for hexic
for silly photos
for carrying chairs
for the support
for prayers
for constant companionship
for care
for love
for tears
for joy
for bus rides
for cab fares
for everything
for you
='(
what can i say. (:
too precious for words. all i know is, this friendship is forever.
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:41 AM
omg omg i still cannot believe that i'm going to the airport to pick steven curtis chapman up. i mean, hello! it's steven curtis chapman. THE steven curtis chapman.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! =D
okok breathe now.. breathe and relax. ((((:
heeheeee THANK YOU COACH ANGIE!!!! THANK YOU COACH HAN!!!!!
awww thanks Daddy. ((: You make me feel so special and so loved all the time. (: hahaha favour with leaders? just ask for it. (:
you know. life's just been really good. every single day is so exciting when you see things from a different point of view.
i spend most of my time nowadays just looking out for the small little gifts from my Daddy to me to make me smile. (:
hahha i like listening to mushy love songs you know! hahah! because you must know who sings to me in my heart. (: and you must know that He is the only worthy one. ((:
alrights! gonna leave the house soon to go to suntec and meet steve and coach Han. (:
thanks, Jesus. thanks, MY Lover. thanks, my Saviour. thanks, Best Buddy. thanks, MY awesome God. thanks, my Daddy. (: JUST FOR EVERYTHING. ((:
love.
* too in love with Love to care about anything else.
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:40 AM
you irritate and disgust me.
WE WILL DANCE ; 3:39 AM
=( like, half a toenail left. and there is still a bloodclot.
rayner ho!!! i'll hate you forever for this ah! =D but too bad i've no more soccer trainings. boohoo. =(
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:01 AM