Monday, January 31, 2005 ;



WE WILL DANCE ; 7:18 PM




Sunday, January 30, 2005 ;

and oh yes. i wasn't late. =) in fact.. valen was the late one. muahaha!

anyways, today was thouroughly fun. if i'm not wrong it has been one of the best days of the year. =) note one of. =) means i've had many more great great days, and there are still many many more to come!

startingoff, ifinally met up with my people for first to have breakfast and all with them. haven't done that in ages! i miss it, and thanks all. i had a great breakfast!

then, praise and worship was awesome man. =) yeah.. all the nice older songs that i love and miss. praise Jesus man. had a wonderful time.

after second, went to meet my people.. we stood outside the arcade talking for so long.. and that goondoo shawn keptt showing off his back. horrible..

after that, most of them had to leave so des, shawn and i went for lunch at burger king. the toast was... err.. weird? anyhoos, we left to shop in carrefour.. wah lao man. -_- walk how many aimless rounds lah. =) but oh weels, that was alright because i had such fun.

heh quite long never laugh and talk with the two of them ah, i think.. so crazy and crappy.. =) but yes, undenyingly fun and enjoyable. -_- boardshorts and cheongsams right, shawn? :D

after that des left for home, so me and shawn went to meet guan at the esplanade bus stop to go john's place. he was the one okay, who caused us to miss the bus, and still have face to blame me. then.. but i still say sesame street looks better... i shall not elaborate further..

yah, and also he embarrased me.. shouted so loud across the road to guan.. -_- oh well.. have to learn to live with his loudness. =)

then the bus ride.. heh. thanks guan, for chatting with me almost all the way. =) i love you precious! whee!!

then we reached john's place and were so slacky-mood. =) hah me and guan went crazy playing with my camera phone. -_- haha!! but we had so much fun! then des came.. then deyan, then sam and ding..

man, taboo is.. okok fine. its damn fun. play and play until.. haiyoh.. ding sounds like a...? hee! wah then sam got it on the first guess lor! not my fault. =)

dinner was nice. john, help me thank your mom. =) and your dad. and your granny too! and thank you, for welcoming us to your house. =) haha i really love today!

thanks john, des, shawn, deyan, guan, sam and ding. =) love you all alot man. much more fun bonding times to come in Jesus' name! hallelujah for friends like all of you. =) i ahve no idea what i'd do without each and every one of you. so, thanks. for being you. =)




WE WILL DANCE ; 11:34 PM






=) yes. i wont. =) i just spent the night packing my table, then i found it was 5.15am, time for me to bathe.. so yes, i didn't sleep! haha dont worry i think i'd be able to survive. with the help of tea and sugar of course.

well, recently i think i kinda got myself into trouble.. this "old friend" of mine.. note the inverted commas. anyways, yes. she's driving me nuts. i'm just praying really hard man. praying really hard. ahakz! (those who know what i mean, .. ssshhhh!)

anyways, i'm typing this before i leave the house to meet valen. i have 14 minutes more. you know, i just thought about this lately..

i've been blog hoping alot, and like, so many of the blogs i read are all depressing blogs.. and that's kinda sad lah. like, why cry your life away? my sister once told me, "life's too short to spend being depressed", and i think that's so true.

anyway Jesus wants us to enjoy this life He's given us. =) and He's given us the right to do so. well, from now on, i'm gonna abuse that right! heh..

also, i was thinking, how sad if a person only knew how to receive, but never knew how to give.. i think life would be quite meaningless.. but oh well, that's just me. =) anyways i have to go now. =) or i'll be late and valen will kill me. literally. =)

i'm left with 11 minutes. argh! so irritated that they're charging us adult fare now. =( blah!

precious princess so loved by God. me.


WE WILL DANCE ; 5:50 AM




Friday, January 28, 2005 ;

hahaha, yes. and chicken in a biscoot(biskit), moonch box. =)

i am crazy, but i am happy. =) when i'm spiritually full, everything falls into place again. praise God, i really needed to improve my mood..

sorry people, the past few days have been crap for me, and i just took my frustrations out on everyone. really did not mean any of that nonsense. but i'm back now. yes the real box. =) hee! love love lovee much everyone!

praise God praise God! i feel so much more alive, like i've so much life in me. yes, i'm overflowing. =) praise Jesus! i feel.... bubbly. =) haha what a weird way to describe yourself.

anyways, thanks guan, sam and ding, for the great time today. =) i had so much fun! heh.. crazy bunch of people.. moonch your food okay! =) mOOnch! =) i miss you girls a bunch.. or should i say.. a bOOnch. =) aha! they rhyme! mOOnch and bOOnch!! anyways.....

haha yes yes yes becks(bags).. fine. =) we shall admit that you are pretty influential lah. haha!

ahakz. =) blue lips.. -_-" anyways! =) love all of you! =) be blessed!!


WE WILL DANCE ; 11:56 PM




Friday, January 21, 2005 ;

guan and sam.... -_- what's wrong about asking about bUgs?! so insulting! its not a stupid question!!! the course is about my future!!! i have to know mah. =( so mean you people... i'm disappointed.

(its just bugs what...) (boogs) (whatever)

BLEH.


WE WILL DANCE ; 11:33 PM




Thursday, January 20, 2005 ;

what have i gotten myself into? now i've got a leech!!! nnnoooooooo!!! oh God You have to save me.


WE WILL DANCE ; 10:14 PM






yay i had such a fun time today with guan, sam and ding. =) it was good and i think i have kind of fallen in love with ngee ann? hah. a pity we didnt get the chance to meet cia and jolene. but i still had such a wonderful time, most thanks to the company of course. =)

yeah, mass comm... hmmz.. hah horticulture! (shawn, dont laugh. its actually quite apealing!) right, guan? =) yes yes, and the biotechnology thingy.. or is it the nursing one? i think i've lost my interest in the childhood whatever.. and anyway ding did make a good point.

i'd probably blow up at the kids more than i could teach them.. hah given my temper, which is cool. really really cool.. =) hee. oh maybe i should become a real estate agent! or an engineer! like, HAH!! *laugh in my face now*

but anyhoos.. the tour thingy really did benefit me alot. i got to know so much more about most of the courses, and managed to narrow down my interests. it was good lah. and a few of the people there are just so nice.

haha like the girl who was introducing us to mass comm, and the funny mass comm guy who gave us extra stickers.. (oops.. not supposed to say!) hah and the funny cotton candy guy who at first tried to bluff us.. -_-" heh.

but all in all, i had fun lah. and it benefited me. so yeah.. i had a nice day. though it was darn hot.. hah! the funny ice cream thing was cute. the biscuits could make you blow smoke out of your nostrils and mouth! fascinating!! =) like, -_-" ...

i'm excited about tomorrow. i know its gonna be good, even though we havent actually planned anything yet.. -_- haha. and saturday too. although saturday is planned out. =) we are quite cheapo!! hahaha!!! ah wells.

oh and i met leaky in clementi macs! so happy! =) haven't spoken to her for ages man.. really miss her. must find one day to have a nice long chat with her! and ber. hee.. anyways, i gotta go. adios!


WE WILL DANCE ; 9:19 PM




Tuesday, January 18, 2005 ;

ngee ann and singapore poly open house this week. i'll be going with sam and guan. =) yay! we're gonna have so much fun!

recently i've been receiving so many informative booklets and whatever else from all the polytechnics in singapore. as if it meant life or death to have me there. =) aww.. how touching. =p hee!

anyways.. people.. have you all gotten the hokkien dvd? the chinese new year one? well, you should! because its really good! their worship is powerful i tell you. i was so touched i cried. simple but powerful, as always. =)

*mooshrooms and mokeys* make my day.


WE WILL DANCE ; 3:29 PM




Sunday, January 16, 2005 ;

i loved sunday! thanks people, for the great time. =) after second service, desmond, shawn, guan, sam, jo, valen and me went for ;unch together. at first we went to the pasta place.. then like sit down already lor, then suddenly we changed our minds and went to nydc. heh..

for some strange reason i was really high and couldnt stop laughing, but anyhow.. hah! *monkey* so yah lah.. me, guan and sam were sort of going crazy.

destiny's child so rocks man!! but its darn huge lah, quite hard to finish.. i was going to explode. (err.. if you didnt know. destiny's child is a dish at nydc lah.) and that shawn kept stealing my ham. at least i had my mushrooms to myself.

oh did i mention that the bugger changed my spoon while i was praying? darn it man! the disgusting full-of-nose-oil spoon. and i nearly ate with it. sick lah you!!! -_-" thanks sam, for warning me. =)

it was super fun lah, even though it was just lunch. i had a really great lunch. thanks, you guys. =) i really enjoyed myself alot. =) heez.

anyways, after that everyone left, and only desmond, sam, guan and me were left. we went shopping!! =) yay! guan bought two pairs of jeans at fox for the price of one because of the fantastic discounts.

they're nice. i like the texture man. soft soft one! but i still cant find my ideal pair of jeans la.. we shopped for so long you wouldnt believe it. =) haha!! but we had lotsa fun. oh guys, remember the boots?! oh gee.. gosh.

then after that, all four of us went to cut hair lah! at the same place, at the same time. hah!! (sam.. the sweets!!) heh. yeah.. but my mom says there isnt much difference to my hair. =(

now we all have nice nice hair. =) i really had a very blessed day indeed. =D i enjoyed myself so much. thanks alot guys. i really appreciate that we could spend some time together, even if it was just lunch. it really meant alot to me. =) thanks! indeed it was a very blessed day.


WE WILL DANCE ; 12:34 PM




Tuesday, January 11, 2005 ;

okay. lets start.

i think, i slept on monday morning, at about 4+ or 5am. and then i woke up at 11am exactly only to go back to sleep again.

so, i woke up on monday night, or should i say, tuesday morning about 12am i think.

so i went to use the computer and all, and was listening to music.. then i went off line. was actually supposed to sleep lah, but then i saw a pile of some funny nut thingy that my mama likes to eat. so i sat there and started peeling them.

wah lao man. i peel from like 4+am until around 7am can! my fingers were like cramped in a funny position. but anyhow.. then the people in my family started to wake up and i was like, ooh.. what time already? hah, crappy man.

then my mom was like so happy.. then i have no idea why, but i didnt feel like sleeping. so we went out lor! walk here walk there, then went to buy all her groceries and whatever.. wah lao io had to carry lah!

hah but oh wells.. then we went to have breakfast, then we walked back home. we walked from 8am to around 10.30am. but it felt good lah. then whe we reached home. i slacked for a bit, before going to sleep.

woke up at around 7pm, because the guy from church called me to ask when i was free to help with the packing thingy. =) so happy! anyways, i'm doing thursday, 3-6pm. (cia! which shift did u take?)

i cant wait to help out man! =) i'm so proud of my church. wah lao. darn generous, can i say. =D i'm so so proud to be a new creationer. heh. and i love my pastor so much. =) i've learnt SO MUCH from him man, ever since i first stepped through the doors of the auditorium.

and there's much more to come! praise Jesus! anyways, it felt good helping my mama today. i finally felt.. what's the word.. useful? hah. correct, because ever since after my 'o's i've just been buming around lah!

tonight i feel like cleaning up the entire house. that would be good! first i'll do the floors, then polish the windows and mirrors! =D err.. the toilets ah.. heh, only mama does that best! =D hee.

=) i feel useful again. =) and that feels good. thank You Jesus! but even when i didnt feel useful right, or should i say even when i was not useful, Daddy still loved me all the same! =D

oh by the way.. the other day i was watching the movie 'casualties of war'. (its really good, by the way..) anyhoos. there was a really meaningful something that someone said. i forgot the exact words lah, but the meaning is something like, "so what if we could die this very moment? that doesnt mean that we have the right to do whatever we want to. maybe it means that we should be extra careful what we do."

and then i thought, what if we were to be extra careful what we do, even if we weren't going to die the very next moment? wouldn't that make life more meaningful? wouldn't that make the world a better place?

oh well.. just a passing thought. =) i'll be off now!


WE WILL DANCE ; 9:41 PM






its so sad that people all over the world think that my Daddy God is the one who sent the tsunami.

this is absurd. this is crazy. oh shit! oh shit oh shit oh shit! cannot! so soon? how can it be? this is so not happening... God help me.




WE WILL DANCE ; 3:01 AM




Monday, January 10, 2005 ;

this year is really exceedingly abundantly above all man! i am so happy i cant even explain it. its just really good man. really really good. and last year, it was the year of a thousand times more. well, this year.. =D its better. much better. because there's no limit. =) hallelujah!

got a revelation the other night. i was so set free man. i finally learnt to really let go. and its a load off my shoulders. =D i'm so glad. thank You, Daddy. You're so precious to me.

=) well all i can say is people change, but change is growth. that means they grew right? and yeah, that is something worthy being happy about.

anyways.. =) kinda forgot what i wanted to say.

oh yes. CHARIS!!! i'm so excited about our hot date!!! i really cant wait to catch up with you babe. =) its gonna be so blessed amen? *shouts amen excitedly* love love!


WE WILL DANCE ; 2:04 AM




Saturday, January 08, 2005 ;

today was funny man. but it was nice. =) and i liked it. the service was good. really good. i enjoyed it. dont know why. its like there's a peace. =) i have stepped into peace.

i will guard my heart, let it not be worried, for there is nothing to worry about since everything is in the hands of my Father.

wah praise God man. what a privilege. to be able to just throw everything at His feet. i am so so so blessed you know. =)

anyways. i have no idea why i came to blog. i'm supposed to be sleeping. ah well, then i guess i shall just go now lor. =D


WE WILL DANCE ; 2:36 AM




Wednesday, January 05, 2005 ;

oh choir practice last night was so great! we were practicing songs, then suddenly wendy went into the flow, and we had free worship!

it was so wonderful, and i really enjoyed myself so so much. it really felt awesome, and i could feel that something just broke on the inside of me.

i just felt a load off my shoulders somehow, and it just felt so good. and i felt so loved. and at that moment it felt like there was just God and me, and nothing else.

and it all seemed so real, that i could feel His arms around me telling me everything was alright, and that everything was working out for my good, and there was just this peace.

i loved it. and i know in heaven, its gonna be even better. =)

and you know, one of the choir people was sharing.. and you know why we feel so good during praise and worship? its because in the bible it says, that where His praises are, there He is also. it says that He is there. and when God is there, how not to feel good?

it was so encouraging, hearing all the testimonies, all the visions.. all the confirmations. you know, those three requests that we brought before God at service in the indoor stadium?

well.. everything that was shared during choir, and every testimony i have heard since then, totally backs up my requests! it just confirms that, you know, they will happen. i know it. it will happen for sure. it has already begun.

and its just so good. this year. its just going to be so so good. i claim, you know. whatever blessings that there are gonna be. i claim them all. and i truly believe, and fully expect, to walk in total complete abundant overflowing supernatural favour and blessings. i claim all of it.

i really step in to the new realm of peace, and i know that He is there for me. whenever, whatever. i am confident in my Lord. i know my God. He is and always will be faithful. i know beyond the shadow of a doubt that i can alwyas turn to Him, and that He will always be there no matter what.

praise God man. really praise God. =D its a great year. He said so, and i believe Him. =) its a great year. amen. i claim my high-pay-with-flexible-hours-though-very-slacky job in Jesus' mighty name! noone, and nothing, can come agianst that or me. hallelujah.

aahhhh!!! Praise God praise God!!! =D yay!! praise God!! heez.. yes yes. praise God. really. praise God. thank You Jesus.


WE WILL DANCE ; 2:40 AM




Tuesday, January 04, 2005 ;



WE WILL DANCE ; 4:11 AM




Monday, January 03, 2005 ;

ooh i made blueberry muffins today! =) and my brother kept eating them though he said they weren't nice. hehe.. so obviously they're nice!

anyways.. school has started, just not for me. i really should find a job. though i'm so super rich already that getting a job would just mean me being unable to finish using all the money that i would have.. heez but that's not the point.

i should get one lah. then i wont be so bored at home.

heh.. new years eve was so fun! and memorable. spending it with the gang was so great. i love them all. thanks valen, guan, denise, john, shawn, nick, deyan, deren.. =D i had a blast. oh and the cake was nice! and john, help me thank your mom. cos the food was great. =) haha we ate dinosaurs!

* i dont care what people may say, i'm running after You.* =D

wah lao. we downloaded so many songs for john on the computer. and kept singing. and they couldn't stop playing with john's N64. we just slacked lah, and had loads and loads of fun.

hahaha!! me and valen each ate dinosuars for dinner. and nick too! hee we kept eating so much luncheon meat! it was so nice. [or was it that we were too hungry?] heez.. no lah. the food was great. =D

after that we continued playing and slacking and downloading songs.. then shawn arrived.. and we played and slacked and downloaded songs.. then denise arrived. =D and we played and slacked and downloaded more songs. then it was 3.30am, and the babes left for guan's place. the guys walked us there. =) we were going crazy. absolutely. =)

anyways, at guan's place, we were chatting and all.. then denise and valen fel asleep. guan went to bathe and i was reading seventeen. then i went to bathe. when i came out, everyone was asleep. so i continued reading the magazine.. then denise woke up and had to leave, so i sent her out. when i finally fell asleep, it was 8.30am. =D crazy me.

then i went to meet my group at marina bay. [oh, thanks valen and guan. for staying with me before that.] we had loadsa fun! i played time crisis3 and house of the dead with alyssa, then we played daytona with nick. =)

after that we had steamboat barbeque thingy. darn nice man! the live prawns kept jumping about and it was absolutely fun! i loved new years eve and new years day!! =D thanks, everyone, for making it happen. =)


WE WILL DANCE ; 8:39 PM




Sunday, January 02, 2005 ;

like they always say.. the end of something great, the start of something greater! 2004 has definitely been blessed. and i know for sure that 2005 will be even more blessed!

somehow i just know that everything will be fine, that you know, no matter what happens, it will still be good. because my Jesus will raise me up above the storms to soar like an eagle should, like i should.

i'll never forget the many memories of 2004. =) times with my ex-caregroup, times with my gang, with my classmates, with my family, or even just the times spent with one or two precious people.

i wont even forget those little smses, those conversations over the phone, those little notes of encouragement, or even those crazy mugging times.

i will definitely not forget my class, 4e1'04. =D love everyone to bits and pieces! especially deborah, giacinta, sam, john, sheena.. you guys are all so precious to me man.

all has been well, better than i expected. i mean, it doesn't even feel as if my 'o's are over. =) now i look back, i realise that even though i complained alot, i am still so thankful for what Daddy God has done for me.

He made a way when there seemed to be no way out, He carried me over my circumstances, He provided for me, He loved me and showered me with favour, grace and mercy in all abundance. to list everything out would take.. wow. =D

i am grateful, thankful. things have gotten better, and will continue getting better. friendships have been built up, walls of hurt, hate and fear have been torn down. maybe not totally yet, but soon. very soon.

last year passed quicker than i realised. now i look back, Daddy God has been more than true to His word. He has given me all i asked and much more. i know this year is going to be a blast.

like i said, 2004 was good, but 2005 will for sure be better. more to come. much much more to come. this is just the beginning. my new beginning of living the high-life! praise Jesus.


WE WILL DANCE ; 5:04 PM