heh heh you petty bugger. ((:
now you can't complain about low ranking lor.
thanks for being my friend lah!
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:54 PM
was reading sam's OD. got inspired to write about this.
*exhales* i know i'm not the most responsible person around all the time, but yeah. bear with me, i'm learning too.
oh, that reminds me. a question i've been kinda wondering about for some time. where do you draw the line between grace and letting people taking advantage of you?
i know thats quite a silly question, but if you've nothing to say except that it was a silly question, pls fuck off. i'm not exactly in the period where i am in the best mood.
but really, why are some people like that? it's just not right to wave off a bad habit with the excuse that "i'm just like that."
sometimes i feel like kicking up a big fuss and getting real pissed off with them, then telling them in their faces that "oh, sorry. but i'm just like that."
like what sam said, it's not nice at all to decide not to go out with someone you'd already promised beforehand. don't even say promise, even if you just said you would go, and suddenly cancel, it's not nice.
worse if you decide to cancel, and not even tell your "date" you're cancelling. you just think lah. would you like it if someone did that to you? of course not.
so what gives you the right to do it to people and expect them not to be pissed at you when you do it to them too? it's not fair, isn't it? think about it.
it's irritating. really. but, once again, no condemnation in Christ. He still loves.
that's how great my Daddy is. (: perfect love.
anyway, school's been okay.. i like my IS and BCA project grps. ((: God bless them because of me.
tomorrow will be more blessed than today.
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:52 PM
Don't copy the behaviour and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will know what God wants you to do, and you will know how good and pleasing and perfect His will really is.
[new living translation]
here's what i've been getting from this verse:
God changes you by "changing the way you think", not by punishment. it's stated so clearly, so obviously. and when God changes right, we know it will always be for the better. (: plus change is growth, so when God changes your mind, He's helping you grow as well.
and after that, the more you grow, the more you see His will for you, which, stated in the verse, is good and pleasing and perfect.
here's what i got when i checked out the meanings of those three words in Longman Dictionary of Contemparary English. (:
good : of high standard, of the right kind, enjoyable, suitable, helpful, in good condition, morally right.
pleasing : giving pleasure and enjoyment, making you feel satisfied.
perfect : the very best possible standard, complete, without any faults or wekness, exactly right and what is needed for a particular purpose, completely correct and accurate.
yups. that's God's will for us. each one special, personal, unique, like no other. how cool is that lah.
oh. and now, try to imagine this. ((: God loves us with a perfect love.
revelations people. soak it all up. keep pressing in for more!
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:56 PM
Daddy God answered a question i've been bothering Him about for the past few mths. i really feel so so blessed and loved. its really precious.
uhh.. haha actually i was going to put down everything here, but then.. after thinking awhile.. some details, not everyone needs to know.
not everyone should know.. so yeah.
hee, oops. if you wanna know everything, just ask me personally. (:
[ jiejie, if i haven't told you when you're reading this, plsplspls make me tell you yah. super good man!! ((: ]
but just know that He has done a great thing in my life. and He can do that for you too! He will, if you're willing. open the doors of your heart and let Him in. really. cos you will only ever benefit.
sometimes i still feel that Daddy's too good to be true. but you know, no matter what i feel or think, He is true in my life. and He always will be true in my life.
so, really know, i can never emphasize this enough. no matter how you feel or what you think or what your circumstances are, just know that Daddy is always, always there, holding your hand, carrying you.
it may not be easy to believe, but it is true. and no matter what right. He does love you, more than anything else in the world. you are just so so infinitely precious to Him.
and you might be bored of hearing that from me, but i'll never get bored of saying it to you. Jesus loves you. He really really truely madly deeply loves you. its sth you cannot change, sth you cannot throw away, sth you can never get rid of, sth noone can ever take frm you.
it will always be there. His love, His perfect love, will always be there to collect you into His embrace when you're hurting so much, when you think nobody cares, when you feel so alone.
you know, i just want to tell all of you.. start with you people who read my blog. i want to just tell you that He loves you so much, until it becomes a revelation to you.
i want to start with you peeps, then move on to the rest of the world know. cos i know.. i know the wondeful things that follow after "Jesus loves you" becomes a revelation. and i want everyone to experience that.
so people. ((: Daddy loves you so so much. even if there was only you in the whole wide world, He'd still go through what He went through, still die that terrible death, still carry that old rugged cross. for YOU.
WE WILL DANCE ; 3:01 AM
here's why i love my friends.
they love me for me.
they don't criticise.
they listen when i need to talk.
everything isn't always about them.
they don't pretend to know everything.
they support and encourage me.
they're there for me when i need them.
they respect me.
they trust me.
they care for me.
they always stand by me.
they can crap with me.
we can talk about anything under the sun.
they understand me.
they always know how to make me laugh.
they don't get pissed at me when i have my moods.
they know when they talk too much. (:
they aren't my parents.
jie, ah boy, sam, guan, des, ding, shawn, fun, tim, jing yi, becks, blim, ber, sheena, gia, asher, anjo, charis, jo, josh, tess, kok, john.. and of course all the other people i know.
i seriously, frankly, truthfully, really cannot imagine life without friends. life without you guys. each and everyone of you are Daddy's great great blessings and presents to me. thanks all, for everything. ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:52 AM
monday.
went to the beach. spent the day with gang. better than smacking K.
[sorrie for attituding lah.]
tuesday.
school started. met class at 0830hrs. went for BCA lecture. one class came to the wrong lecture lah! BMGT lecture ended an hr earlier. (:
wednesday.
met class at 0830hrs. went for WCOM lecture. thea goh is a good lecturer. went for make up POA lecture. Lam speaks too darned fast. choir prac. changed shift. now serving thursdays and sunday mornings.
thursday. [today]
met class at 0830hrs. went for MAEC lecture. simpler than i thought. praise God. bs-ing with guan, sam, ding, jing yi, steve, bei, larry. milo!
friday. [tomorrow]
seending my lappie to bA building for the necessary stuff to be installed. meeting chu wen 1215hrs. photocopying LMS notes. IAC cancelled. school will end at 3pm. hallelujah. meeting sam after LMS. cg. praise the Lord. (: prata. teh tarik. (: i am so blessed.
spent all of my pay on topping up my ez link and buying textbooks and notes. Daddy is my Provider, i shall not want.
my tomorrow shall be more blessed than my today. Amen.
WE WILL DANCE ; 3:49 PM
Daddy holds my hand through all these. it will fade.
just like what kok leng said. things could be better, but that doesn't mean that i'll die. Daddy will see me through.
He has gone to my future and proclaimed it blessed. and blessed my future shall be.
what God has called clean, noone shall call unclean. what God has given me, noone can take away. ever.
i am the righteousness of God in Christ. i am Daddy's most precious and beloved daughter. right here, right now, no matter what. He is here to stay. and i'm glad.
i no longer follow behind Jesus. now, i walk beside Him. He is my best friend, my ultimate lover, my most caring Father, my most gracious God.
and He loves me.
when i smile, the moon shines a little brighter, the stars twinkle a little shinier, the grass is a little greener, and the clouds are a little puffier.
my tomorrow, a more blessed day than my yesterday.
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:59 PM
i really need a printer. and everything. oh my lalaness. i'm quite irritated actually. i mean.. this dumb laptop doesn't even have microsoft word, hello! i need excel to do my projects and all lah pls.
like hello lah! our textbook is microsoft excel. how to learn if i don't even have it. fudgecake. should have just gotten the ones sold at Np.
fag. but nooo.. get outside cheaper lor.. "you think you so smart, you go and get your own laptop lah!"
oh you think i don't want to?! fudgecaking son of a mamafudgecake. fudgecake lah. like, then i can't even download my lecture and tutorial notes can. then like that i might as well not have a fudgecake laptop.
of course the fudgecake thing is cheaper lah! its fudged up, whaddya expect?! dammit can. can't even do anything. only can go online. and the purpose of this laptop is to use for school. fudgecake lar!
then like that how. everything ask my friends to print for me lah? what do you think they are? my minions? fudgecake you man! fudgecake you! you think you know everything. you don't, pls. so don't even try to act like you do. dammit.
swaggering arnd the house like some pieca'shit. oh wait. he is a peica'shit. accuse us of wasting money you would. you can't even provide for us. it's ma who provides for you, you bastard. what kind of man are you.
fuckew.
WE WILL DANCE ; 2:27 PM
you know.. after spending the past 6 mths with church people, i started to assume that the whole world was the same, that everyone would be just as easy to get along with, that everything would be the same..
now, i'm quite shaken. it's as if i got a slap in the face the first day i met my new class. i really had a culture shock. 6mths is a long time, you know.. being aorund church people all the time was like, the norm.
i know change is growth, but sometimes, you just really really want to stay in your comfort zone. i have to admit that i've been wanting to go back to school, but.. i don't know. i guess when i pictured "school" in my head.. it was just different.
i know i sound really childish and all, but seriously. i don't really want to, like, change.
aahhh.. i know that i'll be the impact in my class, i know that i'm the light. but at times it just really doesn't seem that way. so remind me, yes? help me remember that everyday is gonna be even more abundantly blessed than the previous.
oh but you know what's really sweet? when i was walking home just now, i was just being so frank with Daddy. frank to the point that i even questioned Him if He really did love me.. stuff's not been too great see.
and it's like.. the moon wasn't even shining.. and there wasn't a single star in the sky as i crossed the road from the bus stop. suddenly i just felt so vulnerable.. so ready to cry. and i just asked Him lor, like.. you know, Daddy.. do You really really love me?
and i just heard Him tell me to look up into the sky.. my gosh.. full moon lah. and the dark night sky was littered with glittering stars.
and at that very moment right, i just knew that no matter what may be happening now, not only to me, but also to those around me know. no matter what the problem is.. Daddy has fixed it lor. and you know, when i saw the moon, shining oh so brightly, i just couldn't help but smile.
then He told me know.. He just whispered into my ear, that He really enjoys seeing me smile. and at that moment, i knew He was smiling down at me too.
i know that sometimes, all we want, all we need to have a happy day, is to have someone you love just smile at you. i know that. i know how it feels to just want so so much to be smiled at with approval from your loved one.
and i know that it hurts when you dont get that smile, or that hug or whatever. i know it hurts real bad. and yeah.. sometimes i still do hurt. and i still do cry. but just now right, Daddy just told me know, that even if nobody were to love me or approve of me, He'd still be there.
He'd still gather me into His embrace, He'd still be proud of me, He'd still smile at me.
i guess i need time too. time to adjust, time to let His love heal my hurt, time to love others. be patient with me, please? and always remind me that the moon shines when i smile. just cos i'm my Daddy's most precious princess.
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:22 PM
i'm at sam's place now. and guess what!! we're waiting for ding!! [as usual..] blah.. yeah lah. she's late lah. ((: oh wells, that's ding for you!
anyways, i' m so high now. i don't know why.. (: haha i was laughing like crazy just now when sam tried my specs. i don't know.. ((: she looked so cute!! hah!!
anyhow. (: i love my mama!! ((: numbah 1 man!! hurhur! she's really damn cute lah.. really. ((: ask me why, i'll tell you personally, if i deem you fit.
muahahahh!! joking lah. just ask me if you wanna know. kinda lazy to type out now. or maybe i'll type it in the next entry. ((: when i'm in the mood.
anyways, have been getting some nice revelations and stuffs. again, ask me if you wanna know. aiyah.. just been getting alot of knowledge and whatever from my dearest Daddy.
and i'm glad about that. ((: anyways, now, the three of us shall pig out now. ((: lala byebye too bad you're not having fun!! muahahhhahahh!! okokay. i'm just teasing lah.
lalala!! anyways, they wanna use the computah now so, yeah. tata! ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:10 PM
((: friday was the last day of orientation for the school of Ba. i had fun. (: wah laos.. Mr. Ba is from my class lah! damn funny. when they announced it, my whole class and our SBs went hysterical.
and by hysterical i mean laughing, not so much cheering. hurhur. of course we did cheer in the end.. my class also agreed to go totally mad and wild, together with our SBs, cos it was the last day.
and trust me, we did. we cheered like kukus man. and we kept taking photos.. hehe can you believe vanny brought her camera and extra batteries, only to find that the batteries which were already inside the camera and the extra ones that she brought were both dead. hah!!
she's damn cute man i tell you. but aiqi had lah, so never mind.
anyways, when everything ended i was damn tired. seriously. bleh.. oh wells. school'd starting soon.. i'm looking forward to it, yes, but at the same time.. i still want all the free time in the world!! =(
mixed feelings, you know? if you don't know.. hur. too bad lor.
anyways, just for the record. ((: i have such a fucked up father. lala! everytime i see him, he spoils my mood.
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:10 AM
SCOTLAND OEI!!! ((: OEI!!
SCOTLAND OEI!!! ((: OEI!!
SCOTLAND OEI!!! ((: SUT SUT OEI!!!
BAoC zui li hai de shi scottie.
scottie scottie scottie scottie scottie scottie scottie!!
steady pom pi pi
pom pi pi steady!!
whahah!!
yeah yeah. i love Np as you can already tell. wahh, must really thank our SBs and all the committee people and all. i'm actually enjoying orientation. hurhur..
tb33 si beh sut sut oei!!! ((:
just that this whole week.. abit lack of sleep. plus got hyper activities, so extra tired. really.. wahh, what sports orientation day man. steady bo. ((:
lets cheer for the station masters, hao bu hao?
hao!! mei wen ti!! (:
yah. so my class wasn't as bad as i first thought lah. praise the Lord. those kuku boys. maximum toot. ahh. thank You Daddy for healing my back! (: hee. i never regret rushing to bs to serve.
anyways, miss all the people i haven't been seeing and talking to. love you all yeah. (:
i'll update more next time lah. now, wa ai kun liao. peng man. really. ((: thank You AbbaFather, for overflowing and abundant favour! woohooo!
Jesus loves me more than heaven. *
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:36 AM
Angz has gotten my lappie done, so now, i don't have to 'share' the computer with anyone. i'm especially glad about this cos now, i can lock all my stuff.
i dont give a shit that my dad wants my password. yeah, maybe i'll put my password as "ursofuckedup". see what he'll do about that huh.
oh sure, he can use my lappie. but i'm locking all my documents. every single one. maybe i should switch to live journal, where i can lock my entries. who's he to read my stuff anyway.
he shouldn't even be living here. he shouldn't even be my dad. he's just taking up space in this house. he can hate me if he wants. cos i hate him too.
yes, i only have one Daddy. that's my Daddy in heaven. that's all i'll ever need.
anyways.. school's gonna be starting in about a week. i'm gonna be busy with the orientation and stuffs.. wednesday to friday. i'm not even sure if i can make it for bible study on friday. sigh.
but then again, i'm looking forward to school. not that i've not been enjoying myself, i just.. dont know.. i'm just looking forward to it. somehow..
*i am my DaddyGod's beloved daughter.
WE WILL DANCE ; 7:48 PM
Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You're so sweet you're
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cant stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you're
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.
.:-What is your true element?-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
WE WILL DANCE ; 8:36 PM
updates are here. ((: sorrie they took awhile. oh hallelujah, praise the Lord! Angz is here to do my laptop. (: my laptop. next time, dont have to end conversations halfway cos my sistah wants to use the computah. (: wont have risk of becoming chaotah. ((: hweeleeleeleelee!!
anyways, after going to the beach that day, i got abit burnt.. (: but i'm fine now, praise God. the smiley on my arm is still there! woohoo!! anyways, tuesday i went to the library again.. then i went shopping.
wednesday, there was choir prac. i met alene first. ((: ate banana ball! wheeee!! its damn nice! ((: hee. next day was FoC day. i love Np lah. (: [magnum force huh. (: whahahahh!!] after that us Np students cabbed down to suntec for bible study. [thanks, larry.]
friday, caregroup. woohoooo!! ((: Np B rocks your babuseng socks! DOODEEDOODEEDOO!! we had fun, didnt we. (: nobody can deny lor. whahah! after cg we went to clementi for prata, as usual. lalala!!
damn fun. damn damn fun. ((:
saturday, combined meeting. met fun, des, sam, ding, steve at jurong east. baba me forgot to bring her phone and seetoh's card cos i was in a rush so that i wouldnt be late. (: heh.. some people arh.. ahhahah.
anyways, met the rest of the cg at kopitiam, ate a little.. [i had mocha frap from starbucks!! woohooo!!] then we went to help out.
i'm telling you i have true blue talent. its an undeniable fact of life. i am talented. ((: very talented. (: hualalalala!! after service we went for dinner at just noodles. damn nice lah the korean beef noodles. everyone must try.
then we went to do dedications down at the fountain of wealth thingy. you know the laser thingy. ((: damn funny lah!! go 'home' to your Daddy. ((: whahahh!! wah laos. i think people thot we mad. but never mind lah. we had our own fun. ((:
went home after that with aunty jing yee (: , sam, ding, tim, steve. hahah dont know who kena the pole first man. but tim must treat us breakfast lor. whahah!
sunday was great too. had lunch with.. um.. half the gang. but i enjoyed myself, good enough. ((: should have just eaten roti boy lor. damn full after that. hurhur seetoh. ((: blessed 16th.
i'm damn loved by Daddy. thats why i love to serve Him. out of an overflow. people just have to realise. your ministry is not your job. be proud of it. its more than doing what you're told to do. its about doing what you love to do, because God has given you the ability, the capability, the desire to want to do, and to improve. treasure your ministry.
Daddy loves me like mad!! i'm loving it!! woohoooo!!!! oh did you know, He loves you too. (:
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:50 PM
hate them. hate them all. big ones, small ones, hate them all i tell you! -_-" i got bitten by one measly ant on the beach, one measly small red ant, and my foot is starting to swell again.
down with red ants i tell you! down with 'em!! down with 'em all. baba-roscious disgusting cralwer things.
dammit lah. its so irritating. they only bit me lah! -_-" so suckser. i hate red ants forever lor. stupid satan. stupid baba satan.
i am healed lor. no matter what you try to throw at me. i know i'm already healed. bleh.
WE WILL DANCE ; 4:32 AM
hee today me, guan, ding and sam went to siloso beach lor. damn fun, just that we had to wait for dont know who for like, 3hrs can. right, sam? tsk!!
because somebody couldn't pee. muahahahh!!
anyways, we got there and found a perfect [or so we thought] shady spot to put our stuff. then we helped ding apply lotion and started tanning. woah piangs. damn damn hot lah!!
but yeah, we survived. ((: it was great fun lah. and we took quite alot of photos too!! woohooo! (:
eeeee.. oh yah and there were these people, who were like holfing the sound mike thingy and the vid. cam.. and while ding and i were in the water they started shooting us lah!!
i was like, oh my gad. whats their problem?! but oh well.. eeeee.. -_-" dont like them.
i totally loved today!! oh, just besides the getting shot and the stupid amaleh red ants who ate our ruffles and bit me - again!!! i never do anything to them leh, then they always bite me lor!! damn baba!!
but i drowned them lor!! see next time they dare bite me or not. baba! they think they big ah. next time i pour hot water lor! baba.
anyways, my tan lines are so darned obvious lah.. (: heh. but its okay. ((: thanks babes, i had a wonderful day. [ besides wasting time at jurong for 3hrs lah.. but at least i had sam. ((: ]
praise God. (: tmr will be a better day. ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:23 PM
oh yah. i forgot to add! heh. is it really that hard to believe that i'm bellee's sister and she's my sister too? as in, real real sister, not the like, sister kind.
aiyah.. you know what i mean. i mean, we look quite different, i know.. [she's from dustbin hor, not me! ((: ] but its that astonishing meh?
hahah nikki [from choir] was damn funny lah. she really didnt believe us until we show her both our ics lor. (: we're that different ah?
everyone i tell, okay okay. almost everyone we tell get all surprised and full of doubt when we say we're sisters. then they will always ask "really meh?"
hurhur. of course really lar.. bluff you for what? also no money right. (:
WE WILL DANCE ; 8:25 AM
*sighs in contentment* i am so so greatly, extraordinarily, over-abundantly and excedingly loved by my Daddy. (: i take great pleasures in being pampered, blessed, favoured and loved by Him. honestly. its fun!
yeah. sunday's service was great. i find it so amazing how only He can keep me awake and attentive, when in actual fact my brain is three quarts dead. heh. it really is my Spirit Man listening. if not, i'd never have caught the revelations so fast.
anyways, praise God praise God like anything. ((: oh the power of proclaiming that you're already healed. His word never fails. (: i was healed instantly like never before!
firstly, my throat. it was damn itchy lah, at first. and i couldn't help but keep coughing. then secondly, my right hand had this weird problem for like nearly a week already. couldn't really bend the first three fingers, cos it was damn pain. and lastly, my second toe on the left foot. it was really damn pain for about a few weeks already, cos the ingrown was quite bad. as in, damn damn pain.
but! praise God. ((: its all gone i tell you! all the pain, the itchiness, the everything bad. praise the Lord! woohoooo!! yeah, i know i'm loved. (:
anyway, yeah. Daddy is real lah. truly. ((: and He loves me the most!! i'm His special righteous princess. and i will let no man steal my joy. (:
going to meet my babes to go to the beach in like, 15 minutes time. ((: gosh this is so exciting! woohooo! ((: another blessed day in store for me. just because He loves me!
oh! yes, nearly slipped my mind.. i want to wish my mama blessed mothers' day man!! ((: woohoooo!! three cheers for mama!
yeah. i like made a big card for my mama and she was so happy! ((: praise God for the good idea, cos at first i really didnt know what to do for her.
she loves me, and i love her, and its a love that's from heaven. a special love from God, which no man can ever take from us. praise the Lord. (:
Jesus and Jesus alone is what's holding my family together. my family is given to me from Daddy, and no one, i mean no one, can take them from me. ever. amen.
the trials we're going through now are only stepping stones for greater things to come. praise God. ((: thank You, Daddy, for loving me like no other, for loving me just the way i need to be loved. (:
*i am the righteousnous of God in Christ. i am, here and now, spotless and clean because of the Blood. (: praise God.
WE WILL DANCE ; 8:20 AM
yeah man! this is the real me! woohooo!! its box! the box that everyone loves! woohooo!! ((:
*thank you thank you thank you, far too kind.*
hurhurhur. yes anyways. (:
today there was campus, and coach maddie preached. yups it was good. [shawn remember to get the thing from me k. the cd, the ticket thingy lah.. des had to serve so he had no time to go buy.]
i sat with des lor. but dont know who lah, abandon us right. dont know who lor. right des? tsk tsk tsk! ((:
service was great, and then after that we went to eat at macs. guan, sam, ding, des, blim, tim, steve, jing yee, si ling, john, and han who joined us for awhile. had lots of fun. blim is stupid lor! -_-
then like i went toilet with guan, then when we came back, han was suddenly sitting there. (: we celebrated guan's birthday!!
guan! blessed birthday!! ((: love you so much!!
anyways, yeah. after that we went home. me, des, steve, tim, guan, john.. took the train home together. damn funny lah! i laugh until stomach pain lor. (:
have i told you i love my cg? ((: i do, really. so yeah. pure grace and love that let me have such a beautiful day. (:
i'm totally undeserving, amen? (: yups. my Daddy really loves me. ((:
__me and my obese Spirit Man. ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:57 PM
WARNING.
i`m not bok. i`m sam. got that clear?
bok`s being forced to sleep cause she`s only had 4hours of sleep in the past 2 days. but i`m sure she`s not asleep yet.
anyway. this is my 2nd time blogging! first time was for larry (9th september 2oo4 post).
gosh! i`m so honoured! i want to thank my mother, my father, my sister, my cat..and most of all, BOK! for letting my blog here. *wipes away a tear*
amaleh. i really have no idea what to say.
just that,
i love the beach!!! :D can`t wait can`t wait!
oh my! i realised i can post a pic. =x shall i post a pic of bok? (nahh i won`t. or else bok will kill me.)
bok`s ferociously happy. she`s happy till it`s freaky. :D
okae. i. shall. shut. up.
-- i wish i was anywhere.
anywhere but here.
anywhere with anyone.
as long as You are near.
((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:10 AM
hold me
even though i know you're leaving
and show me
all the reasons you would stay
its just enough to feel your breath on mine
to calm my soul and ease my mind
you've gotta hold me
and show me
love
give me
just one part of you to cling to
and keep me
everywhere you are
its just enough to steal my heart and run
and fade out with the falling sun
*oh please don't go
let me have you just one moment more
oh all i need
all i want it just one moment more
you've gotta hold me
and keep me
in love
tell me
that someday you'll be returning
and maybe
maybe i'll believe
its just enough to see a shooting star
to know you're never really far
its just enough to see a shooting star
to know you're never really gone
*oh please don't go
let me have you just one moment more
oh all i need
all i want is just one moment more
oh please don't go
let me have you just one moment more
oh all i need
all i want is just one moment more
you gotta hold me
and maybe
i'll believe
so hold me
even though i know you're leaving
-mindy smith
i'm hurting. =( its harder than i thought. much harder.
WE WILL DANCE ; 6:45 AM
matrix. ((: i lurve.
is it me? or is it just the long coats, the black suits, the shades, the neatness.. oh trust me. its the everything about matrix that makes matrix matrixy. (:
which is what i lurve. matrix. (: my current and sudden obssesion besides swimming, tanning and baking. (:
matrix. ((: i lurve.
"handle us? you say you'll handle us?!"
*fight fight fight*
"okay. so you have some skill.."
oh i lurve the matrix. (:
"we are becoming aggrevated."
"yes, we are."
woohooo! i love HBO as well. (: matrix is really good. (: praise God i have HBO, so i still got to catch it even though i didnt go with the few of the gang who went to watch it when it first came out. (: heh.
oh wells. praise God for everything, right? ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:00 PM
sunday was great, though draining. i discovered that serving all four is really no joke. can you believe i lost my phone without even knowing? but praise God i got it back, like on that night itself. thanks woman. thanks guan. (: 4th service just reminded me how much i love jumping! hee.
i like baking. ((: i enjoyed myself thoroughly, thanks. ((:
choir prac was enjoyable. (: chris is so funny!! laughed like mad. worship was nice too. testimonies were powerful, i was touched. (:
tomorrow shall be another great day. (: praise the Lord. ((:
i shall forget you, and all we once had.
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:31 AM