eh, i was just thinking. it's so funny, my classmate was telling me the other day that when she was pregnant, and quite late into the pregnancy, i think like 7 mths or so, she was taking the MRT and it was quite crowded, but this woman like pushed her away and just sat down.
then she (my classmate) exclaimed quite loudly, "if you're pregnant you sit down loh, just sit down."
hahhah ok it sounds really mean lah but honestly, it was so funny and i couldn't stop laughing! because the thing is that the woman who pushed her away to sit down was like a well abled person, so yah that's really quite idiotic.
then i started thinking of the means things that i did last time. hahah its quite funny now when i think about it, although some are really quite mean. the one that i really can't forget is the squeezy MRT ride with steve and aliciafun.
hahahah! okay, up till now i still almost can't believe i really did that but o well :D
eh, share leh! hahaha what are the mean but funny things that you've done before! i'm pretty sure everyone has done stuff like that before right! :D
i'm tired.
i'm really tired God. i really don't know how much further i can stretch, and i really can't tell how much longer i can hold out. i know it's not about me, i know You'll be there when i fall but sometimes it just gets hard.
it's not helping that i've to take the dumb tablets like three to four times a day. it doesn't help that i constantly wake up at 5am with sinus. it doesn't help when you have irritating classmates who think everything's just a big joke. it's not that fun to have 16hr days three days in a row God.
i'm sorry i know i'm being really mean and pessimistic but i'm just tired.
enough is enough, right?
so here goes.
go on and cry. let it out if you need to. I'm still here. have always been. yes, it's Me holding you now, looking silly holding that bucket under your chin to catch your falling tears.
there now, My dear :) don't you feel better already?
because when noone else knows how you feel, My love for you will prove so real. and when noone else cares where you've been, I'll run to you with outstretched hands, and I'll hold you in my arms, always.
now sleep, Sweetie, because tomorrow is in My hands :) remember, your whole world is!
o, and of course, I love you sweets :))
for every time You've made me smile
for every tear You keep when i cry
for every single time You lifted me up
for everything Lord i thank You
for every purpose in my life fulfilled
for every precious calling sealed
for every song You put in me
for everything Lord i thank You
for every sunrise in the early morns
for every little drop of rain
for every tree to shelter me
for everything Lord i thank You
for every promise unbroken
for every dream come true
for every little thing You do
thank You that i can trust in You
gosh how i love You :)
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