on friday after work, i got lazy so i just decided to cab down to john's place instead of taking bus mrt lrt walk. haha yes i'm lazy but i'm also rich muahaha :D

and even though it was the most expensive cab fare in my life ($26.80 from suntec to sengkang) i honestly don't mind. in fact i must say i felt sooooo happy when i got off :)

when i first got on, the uncle and i started talking about my never got to finish business in poly and how i'd moved from there to being a childcare teacher, working full time and studying part time.

then, i can't remember exactly what he asked me but i told him i was a christian and am from new creation church :) and he got really excited and started telling me that he has heard from many customers and friends about how great and wonderful new crea is as a church.

so he started asking me questions, like what tithing is and whether we meet every sunday to "learn how to be good people" and stuff like that.

haha honestly ah, i was thinking, if you've met so many people who have told you how wonderful new creation church is, how come they've never told you the good news that's being preached all the time? hahahha okay bok stop being mean :D it's something called right place right time so that you can have the honour of sharin :D haha!

so anyway i was telling him how amazing it is that we always get to hear how good God is to us, how much God loves us, how He always wants to bless us and wants the best for us.

then the uncle asked me, how is it that you guys meet every single week and never run out of things to say? :D

haha i cannot tahan! i started telling him about how, because God is SO BIG, that it is totally impossible to ever be able to finish talking about Him and how it is so easy to trust someone when you know how much He loves you and always always wants the best for you, and how it's so hard to stop talking about good news :)

all through the ride, he never stopped asking, i never stopped talking.

"so, if i go there, i will find alot of answers?", he asked halfway through the expressway, abit skeptical, yet, hopeful.

i paused to take a breath. i'd never felt so sure in my life as i parted my lips to give him my answer.

"yes. yes, i am sure that if you come, you will find all the answers you're looking for. i'm sure."

"wah, sure ah?"

"yes, i'm sure!"

so when we finally reached and i'd paid the fare, he turned around and asked me, "what is so special about this church and what's being taught there?"

he was so hungry for an answer. you could see it in his eyes, the longing. it's like he wanted to come but he wanted to be sure that it was something that special.

:) i told him what i was like before, how i used to live my life in the past and how going to new creation church and listening to the Word preached really really changed my life.

he just sat there listening to all i had to say. listening to my story :) listening to my story with Jesus :) and i saw a change on his face :) like something lighted up, like he knew there was a hope for him, just like there was hope for me :)

i passed him one of our church pamphlet thingys before i got off the cab, showed him the service timings and all :)

somehow, i know he'll come.

:))) and so what if it was the most expensive cab ride ever? because i think it's the most precious!

and then you know what! it can only get better from here :) hahahaha see, taking cab is not always bad! haha :D

yes, in alphabetical order too haha haha :)

aaron bok. you are the biggest ass of a brother one could have, but also the handsomest funniest nicest coolest brother in the world :) thank you for the times when i could just sit in your room, to cry laugh stone talk listen sing. thank you for always being so generous. thank you for being you :)

addy. dear i'm so so so glad you're coming back in january :) and january's only a few days away! :) :) i miss seeing you around at practice. thank you for always being so encouraging and so sweet :) you're really amazing addy and i thank God for you in my life.

anjo peachy. sweetie i can't thank you enough for being my friend :) and i almost always forget that we're not actually the same age. thanks for the countless cab rides, for being so real, for daring to share secrets with meee :) i love you anjolene kaw.

ash. dude we've come a long way :) and i know that Daddy has greater things in store for you :) you were always meant for greatness asher. sing for Jesus :) sing with Jesus.

audrey. dear i am so thankful to have had the privilege of serving with you this camp :) i love you so so so much and honestly, i'm so thankful that you're my friend :) thanks for all the hugs and laughs and the jumping on me from behind :) you're made for greater things that this sweetie :) there's so much more in store for you :) haha thank you for mission one and the armlock station :) iloveyou.

babu. ok fine, shawngoh. thank you :) for being you. for laughs at the waffle shop and everywhere anywhere else, for being real, for worship sessions, for being you.

bei :) yes, it's time to come home. i'll be here with open arms dear :) promise.

ben tan. for being so patient, for being real, for daring to be open. serving with you is a pleasure :) thank you for that.

birdyy ernie lim. i can't thank you enough for the countless times you've brought smiles and laughter to all of us. you're different and you're crazy, but don't you ever let anyone take that from you, because it's what makes you special. and i swear you're more of a bird than a man. hahahahahhahahaha drink water!!!

caihua. hey sweetie pie :) everytime i see you, you put a smile on my face. thank you for always being so sweet and loving, for always encouraging me :) you don't know how much you mean to me dear.

celeste. i'm glad you're my friend :) 'nuff said.

charis lin. dear you are really the definition of sweet. hahaha but i really pray that you will gain some weight :) i'm still scared to hug you sometimes :) but i thank God for placing you in my life. getting to know you is something i will never regret :) and we love you so, Jesus and i :)

charis yue. it's been a long time :) but let's catch up soon dear :) i'll never forget the letters we'd write to each other every single week when we were in teenzeal and you were my leader :) thank you for taking that journey with me. it wouldn't have been the same if someone else was placed over me :) and i think, it wouldn't have been as beautiful a journey if it wasn't you :) love.

charissa. hello my darling! i really miss our 106 journies and our lemon tea adventures :) i miss serving with you, holding your hand talking to you laughing with you crying on your shoulder :) you mean more to me than you know sweetie :) i am always thankful for you in my life :)

cherri. cherri cherri cherri. you wong-bok you :) hahaha i think all i can say is, how could i live without you, i want to know :) haha i sound so drama :D but honestly, thank you for crying with me, for hugs, for laughs, for giving me the thicker blanket, for providing me with countless toothbrushes:) for being my friend because many times i know i'm definitely not the nicest friend to have, for loving me as i am and always telling me i'm beautiful like it's real :) i have my journies but you have yours too :) don't be afraid that i won't be there as often because thats crazy :) i'm a bok-wong. i will always be a bok-wong. nothing will change that.

christine. you may never read this but i'll just write it anyway. from the first time i ever stepped into brightstar :) you were there to greet me with a smile. you're the first friend i had there :) thank you for helping me open up to the rest, for teaching me so so so much more than i could ever learn from seventy two years of studying :) i love you dear.

clara. your posts on multiply are beautiful :) simple but powerful, and so in your face that i love reading them :) thanks for smiling and saying hi everytime i see you in church :)

clarissa. i miss you so much xiao mei.

cliff. i love how you worship behind those drums, i love how you talk about worship and your life with Jesus in your entries :) i love how i can see Jesus in you :)

coach andy. hellooooooooo and greetings from your powerpuff girl :) hahaha. thanks for all the times in HA, and when you were in the poly cluster, and thanks for the amazingly fun time at the armlock station at adventure camp :)

coach han. i miss you coach. thank you for being the one who always saw Jesus in me, who always chose to focus on my good side and not my bad even though the bad was always more overwhelming. thank you for opening doors for me and seeing the potential in me to rise up. thank you for always believing the best in me. part of the reason i am where i am today is you coach :) thank you for that :) i'm so happy that you're getting married :)

coach barnabas. hahahahaahah coach bunny-boos!!!! thank you for always being so willing to listen :) thank you for always waiting for me to finish with whatever i have to say before you start talking. thank you for laughs, thank you for being so real :) thank you coach, thank you.

constance. you're not forgotten babe :) i hope you're doing well :)

creature. thanks for all the times at gelare, at teh tarik. you're an amazing friend :)

daffy. you big sunflower girl! :) i really love seeing you because everytime i see you, you have a huge smile on your face and you remind me that nothing in this world is as bad as i think it is :) love you dear.

denise. dear it's been such a short time that i've known you but i feel like i've known you for years! it's only been a few months in the IM team, but you know what :) i'm glad for those few months :) Daddy is good. adventure camp without you wouldn't have been the same :) so i'm really glad we were all there together!

diana :) i miss laughing uncontrollably with you :) thank God for your spirit of joy. i miss you so much man.

ding. although we don't see each other often nowadays, i want you to know that you're just as precious, and that you're still in my prayers. always. you're one of my greatest blessings :) love.

dunstan teo. maybe we're not as close we used to be, maybe we haven't hung out for a long time, but still i must tell you that you've been a blessing and always will be :) thank you for being you :)

eng kee. thanks for being the gentleman that you are :)

esther! hahaha my cheap thrill friend :) i love reading your testimonies on multiply :) they really encourage me :) heeheeheeeee thanks for being cheap thrill with me!

evan. dear we'll see our dreams come true together :) i'm glad i've got you. psalmist princess you are, never let go of the anointing that Daddy has placed in you :)

florence chan. you really make working a joy :) love.

alicia fun. hahah you're way down here because in my phonebook you're saved under "fun" :D anyway i miss you so so much. we should really go out one of these days :) Daddy will make time for that. i know it.

gary tan!!! ahpa!! :) :) :) do you know how big a blessing you really are to me? from the first big-mouth-frog joke i told you till now, and the OH-MY-GOD that caused you to tear your lip. hahahahahahah! besides the very obvious point that you add so much joy to my life, thank you, for always being there when i'm down, for pulling me back up on my feet, for loving correction, for constantly reminding me of how precious i am to Jesus, for constantly telling me of His love for me. thank you for daring to be real and open with me, pa. your entire life is a story with Jesus waiting to be told to the world. you are a testimony :) and i'm so glad you're my ahpa.

gege. thank you for being a part of my life :) i know you're busy, and i know you have your own journey to take, but thank you so much for making the effort to still be a part of my life :) love you gege.

george. thank you for your wonderful deafening laughter and your amazing singing voice :) HAHAH! you're really amazing you, and i look forward to serving with you more in 2008!

guan. i miss you but i'm really glad to know that you're doing well over there :) thank you for always being so sweet. you really are a woman of God.

hanyuen. thank you for still being my friend even though i was once tremendously mean to you hahahaha :) i know i can be the biggest idiot around at times :D haha haha but thanks. i've seen you grow so so much, and that alone has impacted my life :) more to come for you in 2008 my dear dear brother. you are a blessing just by being you :)

hui lin. dear lets go out soon :) i miss you, and thank you for all the times in productions. i'm so so so proud to tell people that you were once my shepherd my leader :) prouder still to tell them that you are my friend :) love.

ireen. i think i've only talked to you (as in really really talked and not hi-bye) like twice, or was it three times? haha but each time i do, you're just so ready to listen and i can really see the excitement in your eyes when i share with you my testimonies. you really really have a heart for people dear. thank you for taking the time to ask me how i am :)

jingyi. as you mentioned in your letter to me :) we don't spend as much time together as we used to, but i'm glad that we're still friends and that we can still share our lives with each other :) i'm glad i've got a sister like you!

jo soh. dear! i love you man! hahaha thank you for everything :)

joelle. i miss you too much.

john. heyz. hahahahahhahaha! i'm so happy that we're going to your place this friday :) your family has always been a source of joy and acceptance :) from sec3 till today, i'm so glad i saw the teenzeal lanyard on your table, i'm so glad we brought sam and ding to church, i'm so glad we became friends :) you changed my life. thank you for being you :)

jolene kang. thank you for being you. even through the times when i really gave you a hard time with my disgusting attitude and stubborn-ness, you never hated me or got fed up or screamed at me. really dear, thank you. to have a leader and friend like you is just an amazing blessing :) thank you for taking this journey with me. i will invite you to my wedding one day :)

jon liew. haha i'm glad you're back even if its just for three months :) thank you for teaching me, for guiding me :)

joseph goh! hahahaha thank you for being such an excellent server that you would even sneak into the women's meeting and get caught by pauline! HAHA ok joke joke but yes :) i'm so glad that i got the chance to serve with you in camp :) you're amazing. thank you for being you, and for your silly lame jokes that really made me laugh! hahahahaha :) and yahhhhhhh, i know you're 25 still. ahahahhaha :D

joy chua and robin chua!! joyjoy! roar bean! when i look at both of you, i get really inspired :D thank you for everything! for laughs and encouragements :) for lovely beautiful posts on multiply and silly replies :) thank you :)

justin chua :D hello my dear brother. i've known you since i was in primary 4. gosh that's like 9 years? plus minus. we've really grown haven't we :) i'm glad, really glad, that i've got you in my life. thank you for all the bus rides and cab rides home, for all the teh tarik sessions and the many talks, for saying that i have melodious laughter and i really believe that i do hahahaha, for sharing your life with me, for being you :)

kells. dear i really love you :) you're my blessing and we should really go out soon! love.

kenn :) thank you for still saying hi and not running away everytime you see cherri and i :) thank you for the photos!!

larry. hello grandson you've not bought me my walking stick and wheelchair! but you know, thanks for being my guitarist through out my time in ngee ann :) i know that i'm really demanding sometimes but thank you for understanding :) you're an amazing grandson to have.

lauren and lenise. how can i seperate the two of you? you're like the ONLY pair of sisters i know who only quarrel once in five years. hahahah it's too amazing. but thank you for being the sweetest pair of sisters i have ever known. seeing the two of you live together, serve together is really amazing :) really proves that family matters to God :)

liling. please come back. it's time to come back. i miss you so much. there is so much in store for you here. so much that's waiting for you. just turn around and head home. i really want to see you living the much more.

man bear terence :) yes, as is said by you and justin, i have really seen Jesus work in your life in this short time :) i'm glad He brought you into ngee ann caregroup, i'm glad He gave you so much favour with us, i'm glad He put you into the IMstudents team, i'm glad He's given you so much favour there, i'm glad He brought you to choir too :) more new beginnings, are you ready? :)

melon man. to the one who has always always been there for me, thank you. Daddy really really loves me to have given me a friend like you. i don't know what else to say but thank you :)

mingming. love you bro. thank you for opening up to me :) thank you for letting me be your friend. you really have alot in you that's just waiting to burst out :) i'm waiting for the day that you step of the cliff :) because that's the day that the wind will catch under your wings and you'll start to soar effortlessly, higher than you ever imagined you could soar. freedom is but a step away :)

morely! :) you're a great blessing. thank you for protecting us during the armlock game :) and thank you for helping to throw me into the mud. hahahahha :) you're awesome to serve with :)

nat. TSK! hahahahaha dear you're priceless lah you :) i'm glad we were at camp together :) i'm so glad i got to serve alongside with you :) in choir in IM in adventure camp :) more to come amen! loveyou!

nicnic. thank you for being my blessing :) you have been a huge blessing to me in more ways than you know :) thank you for cab rides home, for mrt rides home, for teh tarik nights, for jokes fun laughter, for encouraging me, for praying with me, for being my brother :) i love you man!

pilly and muthu :) thank you pilly for praying for me with me, for laughing for zaofan for crazy silly photos for drawing in my choir file for hugs for singing together for sharing your life with me for letting me share my life with you for always bringing back sth special for me from japan. thank you muthu for sharing on your multiply which never fails to either make me collapse on the floor with laughter or tear because i'm so touched by what i read :) for writing beautiful anointed songs for serving with me in the dare band for lame jokes for encouragement :) thank you both for my 'acquintance' table at the wedding!!! :DDD

ping. you're so cute! hahahahah thank you for teaching me and guiding me, and for complaining together with me about lousy bus service on an early tuesday morning :D

pretty. becks darling i'll never forget bus ride with you to camp :) and i love bumping into you at your shop downstairs when i go down for my lunch break :)

rach. rachel chua you're indescribable :) hahahah even though you nearly swear at me and i nearly swear at you but through it all i'm glad the friendship isn't based on us but on the Unshakable :) i am so glad that we were the ones who discovered i God you :) i'm glad it wasn't anyone else but you. i'm thankful for QT and i'll only ever want to ride a double bike with you, or maybe my future boyfriend haha. thank you for being my friend darling :) iGodyou.

ramona. renoma. hahahahahahha i love you dear ;) i'll never forget the time we took 106 from suntec together to go for cg :) and you made me laugh so hard that i thought i would burst :) but you're really an amazing woman of God. i've yet to pass you tour christmas present but i don't think you're back from israel yet! :) love you so much dear :) lets go out soon.

sam chan :) i can't really remember exactly when was the first time i met you :) but i thank God i did. you're an amazing man of God, and your life is such a testimony. thank you for helping us that time when we wanted to surprise huilin and gary on their birthday :) thank you for planning this adventure camp :) thank you for laughing with me about silly things like gingerbok man and bok-bok-keh. hahahahha! thank you sam!

sammy hammy. dear i love you so so much and i can't wait to see you on the 28th!

shavonne ;) dear i'm glad i chose to hold your hand last year after everyone had left the surprise party for cherri. i'm glad that you're not just my friend's sister, but that you're MY friend too :) i'm glad i got to see you grow in this ministry :) i'm glad i will continue to see such accelerated growth in your life :) loveyou.

trisa. hi my big eyed friend! haha :) love you so much. thanks for the sweet smses that pop out of nowhere but remind me that i'm loved :) thank you for sharing your life with me :) i really love you dear.

uncle jasbeer! thank you for always being so willing to help me :) thank you.

valen. i miss you. come back dear. we're all waiting.

wanhua. haha you're crazy but that's what i love about you :) that you honestly don't really care about what people think about you. and the way you love your friends with a passion :) i love you.

wanting. i'll always remember the time we talked and talked and talked through janet's wedding :) thank you for listening :) thank you for being my friend. thank you for the few suppers that we've had and for sending me home with tat huan :)

wee lock :) hi sis hahahah thank you for loving me, for always sending me home if you have the car even though i stay like at the other end of singapore, and thank you for coming to fetch me to suntec too! you're really a huge blessing :) thanks for all those random drives around singapore :) thank you for sharing your life with me. i know Daddy has great things in store for you :)

woman. annabelle bok you're the weirdest person alive i swear but that's okay :D you're not that bad for a sister hahahahah! thanks :) iloveyou.

yongjeeeeee you're really an amazing friend to have. thank you for everything. you've done so much for me :) thanks for sending me home after choir and supper, thanks for praying with me for me, thanks for singing thank you to me and for always wanting to sing thank you :) its really really encouraging. thanks for listening to me when i have to vomit out everything that's happened, thanks for being ever so patient, thanks for laughing with me. thank you for being my friend. i can't thnk you enough man!

yosh :) i can only say, we should meet more :) be it breakfast lunch or dinner :) hahah love you! thank you for being that source of joy and encouragement in my life, for sharing with me things that are so real :) thank you.

yvonne :) its finally your turn! hhaha i've so much to tell you it's amazing :) thank you for dinner at subway that time when i just had to tell you how i felt about moving up. thank you for always understanding, for caring for encouraging. thank you for being so patient with me. thank you for telling me that you love me :) thank you for standing outside the command post with me to hear me ramble on and on about camp :) thank you for laughing with me :) you're not just my leader, you're not just my friend, you're my Gift from Daddy :) i love you.

zann. dear i'm so glad i met you :) i'm glad you're my friend. i'm glad we serve together :) thank you for being the cute sweet and funny girl that you are. thank you for always holding my hand and for laughing with me, thank you for sharing with me, talking to me and listening to me talk :) thank you dear :) thank you.

zhenling :) thank you for daring to be open with me and for sharing a part of your life with me, for not blaming me for doing sth so silly. thank you for being my friend :) you are amazing, my dear. you really are :) you are beautiful.

i honestly hope that i didn't miss anyone! hahaha if i did just tell me and i'll add you in :D ahahah okay omg :) it's late! i have to sleep! i have work tomorrow! but really :) Daddy really loves me to have placed each of you in my life :) i'm really more than blessed.

okay, you know what. i have so much to talk about, about the camp, that i just don't know where to start. but basically, i miss the camp comm and the servers man! goodness! life's different without spending 24hrs with each other! i really miss that man :)

and you know what :)

as servers we really witnessed a change in the people, both individually and as a whole :) which is what i think is one of the most precious things :) you really see bonding happen, and you really see the people mature in their thinking and the way the act.

the joy we felt, seeing the revelation of never-let-go drop from each campers head to their hearts :) from them knowing it to feeling it and then living it :)

it made me feel.. honoured :) and very privileged and blessed indeed that Daddy would actually hand pick me to serve at this camp, alongside many other servers who are like definitions of excellent servers :)

these are people who are always eager to put the campers and even their fellow servers before themselves, these are people who care more for the welfare of others, who would give up their personal time to help a camper in need :) these are the people i serve with, these are the people i am proud to call family :)

amazing people like gary, samchan, yvonne, jo soh, audrey, rach, nat, charissa, denise, morely, louis wang, joseph, ping, yq, zhengfu, anil, big ben, jon poh, coach andy, coach jo, eileen, shirley, xiaohan, bridget, stella, shayna, jana, irish, minghui, edmund, zheng kai, kenn, eng chong, ian and so many more :)

man, you guys are really amazing!! i think it was beautiful to see not only the campers bonding with themselves, but the servers too :) we became family. and i like family.

we looked out for each other, helped each other even with the simple things like getting water or waking up on time :) hahahahaha or taking towel if we forgot :D HAHAHA ok thats only me but still :) thank you charissa! hahaha!

you know it's funny how people can bond so much in just four short days :) sometimes i wish everyday was a camp because we get so close and we learn to live with each other just the way we are.

but then again, if we had that, we'd take it for granted sooner or later. i think, maybe it'd be nice if we learnt to live with each other just the way we are not just in camp, but in the everyday life :)

anyway :)

i will never forget how it feels like to be thrown into an ankle deep pool of mud, and how it feels to be dragged around in it, and definitely how it feels to throw someone else into it! HAHAH o gosh :D

Daddy loves me enough to place me at the armlock station, and He loves me even more to place the specific facils there with me :) rach, drey, shirley, morely, yq, louis, anil, ben, coach andy :)) you guys are amazing man!! hahaha i swear our station is the most happening station :D

and the 5BX station! hahahaha girls, i love all of you from the bottom of my heart! :)) drey, rach, denise, nat, charissa, minghui, jo, linda :) hahahaah we had so much fun going crazy, doing the 5BX ourselves just to keep awake because we were getting so so so sleepy :D

haha and then joseph turned up and made audrey and i laugh so hard that we forgot all about our "role-play" in front of the campers for just that short while :D aahahah the stupid super bass :D hahahah! amazing.

all the late nights, all the madness from lack of sleep, all the going "aaahhhhhh" together because there exists no water heaters in sarimbun scout camp, all the "eh later need to bring file anot?" and all the "what time do we have to wake up ah", and the not being able to climb onto the double decker bed and not forgetting my most wonderful and effective alarm tone :D AHAHAHAH

and of course :) playing the water bottle game! ohhhhhh yvonne! let's get the IM and events team out again :D i promise my hand is better now and i can play it already! let's go ice-skating, or blading at marine cove, or maybe we'll just go back to minds cafe!! hahah! o you know what :D we should go play laser quest!

anyways :) ahhh! i have so much to say! goodness :) the sharing sessions; i'm so sure they sank deep into the hearts of each individual camper and server. the worship and the campfire; crazy fun and beautiful intimate moments with Jesus, beside the ones you love the most :) mission one which brought out the ugliest in the people, but which made Daddy's beauty shine through so strong it became something so undeniable. the supposed mission two which was total exhiliration and fun and madness but which brought each cluster so much closer together, which grew our boys into men, which made the armlock facils realise how cool it is to play in mud hahaha :D

command post duty from 2am to 5am with rachel chua is one of the things i'll never forget :) thank you ong zheng kai for gum, laptop, friday night lights. thank you ahpa for waking me up abit with the mad laughter. thank you kenn for letting us peep abit at the photos! thank you rachel chua for being you :)

:) its beautiful to see people loving each other even with all the ugliness. and its beautiful to see how people so different can come together and talk about just one thing common : Jesus. its beautiful to see people encouraging each other and pulling each other up if they fall. its beautiful to see people finding themselves in Jesus. its beautiful to see people opening up and becoming confortable with each other. its beautiful to see families forming :)

its beautiful, this camp :)

and i know this has been a long post but but but! this is still not all man. everything that's in my heart about the camp is just too too much and i really don't have the ability to express it all in words :)

but one thing i do know, is that this camp has been beautiful. right down to the smallest details and the (extremely) last minute changes. it has seen ugliness, but it has brought out beauty.

and, talking about letting go :)
i know You'll never let go of me, not even my dreams :) so thank You.

just got back from camp! :) i have never appreciated warm water so much in my life man. and and and ice cream too! it has never tasted nicer! :) hahahahahah most of all, CLEAN TOILETS WOOHOOOOO!!!

anyway, i sprained/twisted my left wrist.

but the amazing thing is that, it only started hurting today like when we reached suntec, though i distinctly remembered that it got injured during the arm lock game cos some guy went abit mad and shoved my arm away and my wrist cracked backwards.

haha haha but God is good. i'm now one hand paralysed. i can't straighten out my fingers totally and i can't turn my wrist in any direction so that sucks cos even bathing and drying yourself and esp changing is damn hard lah! i can't even tie my hair.

it's really God's protection. can ou imagine how i would have struggled if the pain had set in while we were still in the midst of camp? man! then i wouldn't have gotten to "enjoy" being thrown into and dragged around in mud, i wouldn't have been able to play the water bottle game, i wouldn't be able to help with F&B set up and the serving of food, i wouldn't have been able to enjoy campfire goodness me! and today during ministering i wouldn't have been able to catch.

:) you know, Daddy is really so good. everything about the camp was awesome :) :) and so yes cherri, this is as much of a Jesus camp than HM6ix or other camps. what was merely a faith picture less than aweek ago is today a reality :)

anyhow :D i'll talk more about camp next time lah. my dad has finished rubbing my wrist and wrapping it up and i am seriously in need of SLEEP :p

omg, i so love the camp comm and all servers!!!!!!!!!!!!!

camp is here :) praise the Lord.

and yeah, i really needed the break :) haha thank You Daddy for perfect timing.

anyway while i'm away i know You'll look after my valerie. she's so precious and even though i've never been through the situation of my mother having a miscarriage, i know it must be hard. and she's only three. she's only three. but she knows.

my heart broke to pieces when she told me "my baby brother is in heaven, and Jesus is looking after him. now my mummy cannot get up from the bed."

but yes Lord. You'll never let go of her :) and i can take comfort in that because my hands are too small, and i'm totally incapable of healing her hurt anyway :) but poppy's never too young to know Your love :)

OKAY! CAMP IS HERE!
WE IS TO BE EXCITEMENT!