Thursday, June 30, 2005 ;

pls people. roxy is a fake brand lor. the real thing is Boxy. like hello. its so obvious can. so support Boxy! you wouldnt steal a car, you wouldnt steal a purse, so dont steal the one and only original Boxy brand!! woohooo! GO BOXY!!!

haha aiyer.. actually just now i already typed out one whole chunk about my super blessed day.. but then i think i pressed the wrong button, then everything disappeared. =( whahah never mind lah hor. (:

for the benefit of everyone, i shall now briefly go through my very blessed day again. (: yes, you will be blessed when you read my blog lor. cos its me! no lar, but cos its Jesus in me! ((: whahah. yesyes.

anyways. today was so blessed i tell you. firstly, i thot i woke up an hour late, but actually i was on time. (: then when i went downstairs i met my mama at the bus stop so i took bus with her. hah so sweet. you know the other day she walked me to the bus stop! (:

anyways, after that i took 157. then i alighted at the stop 2 stops away frm sch lah. but you know.. it was so super crowded! then i was abit saddened, cos i thot gonna be late, but i met diana. haha so nvm. late also not alone. (: whahah!

then after that, all the buses dont wanna stop at our stop cos all the buses were full. so we called joanne and asked her to go in first, but she insisted on waiting for us. (: then.. yeah. had fun in lecture with my sung mui. (: hee.

after that went o for macro tutorial. hah finally understood sth. (: and we were let off like what.. 45 mins earlier? woohoo!! haha after that, i ate a yummy lunch. finished up my POA work, then we went for POA tutorial.

we were let off early too! praise the Lord. ((: i know He loves me, and my whole class is blessed cos of me! also, after sch had a blessed time laughing and gooing mad with diana. (: she's mad!!

haha after that headed off for choir. so blessed. had new singers, and elle assigned me to be in charge of a new person. (: she's an adult lor. whahah praise God! all of Him and none of bok!

after that, wee boon somehow managed to convince me and my sis to go supper with him. and we're so blessed. he paid for the cab fare to newton, paid for the really abundant supper, and paid for our cab fare home. (: no other word to describe except blessed lor. ((:

praise Jesus! woohoo!! i am such a highly favoured princess. (: and you know what!! haha tmr we're having BMGT meeting again!! ((: yay!! hahah.

anyways, super tired now. (: hhaha i shall go and get my blessed rest, and dream about my already extremely blessed tmr! ((:

nites, beloveds!! love to all. ((:

WE WILL DANCE ; 1:31 AM




Tuesday, June 28, 2005 ;

oooh yeah!! ((: i love my BMGT project group, and yes, thanks to DaddyGod my One and Only, the Man of my dreams. (:

He's the One who made it possible for us to click so well, cos He's my I Am. (: my Favour, my Grace. ((: praise God. hallelujah!! (: hee.

lalala. ((: after doing project in school till quite late, i went home with diana. and guess what!! we decided to WALK. yes, walk! oh my hat! hurhurhur.

so we walked. and we were so tired that we both went mad. not as if we're not mad enough already when we're not tired. my gosh. (:

however, we gave up a few stops before westmall, cos Si De Le's laptop was too heavy, and somehow i was getting a blister. whahah.

anyways, i'm major drained. (: heh. but all in all, i still love school. ((:

today was good, tomorrow will be better. amen! (:

praise Jesus!!!

WE WILL DANCE ; 10:11 PM




Monday, June 27, 2005 ;

cramps hurt major.



anyways, the BCA and LMS projects are finally over and done with. i'm halfway through the WCOM one, and will be starting BMGT tomorrow. praise the Lord. He will stretch my hours.

have been so favoured the past few days. [duh.. thats like my all time favourite past time, besides being love and receiving gifts and bblessings.]

more favour still with my BMGT group and all tutors and lecturers. (: here's to working with Earnest and Yong Ming, Diana, Joanna and Si Li. (:

thanks Daddy for strength.

WE WILL DANCE ; 4:46 PM






thank You, Daddy, for Your wonderful creation. ((: i am in awe. *

how can i not be loved? every situation and circumstance is pure proof that i am His beloved. i stand irrevokably on blessed ground. (:

yay! Jo is back. hahha! (: i miss her like cow dung madness.

anyways, Blessed Birthday Shawn Goh Wei Quan. (:
you know you are always the beloved son of the Most High. no matter what.

- gahh.. =( its tiring to be bleeding perpetually.. heh.

WE WILL DANCE ; 1:42 AM




Saturday, June 25, 2005 ;

my dad is funny.

i asked him to buy chicken cutlet rice for me,
and he came back with
chicken cutlet

without rice!!!

whahahh!


*boxes. - intensely loved by her Abba Father. ((:

WE WILL DANCE ; 10:47 PM




Friday, June 24, 2005 ;

[my name is xander drax!
x-a-n-d-e-r d-r-a-x!
starts with an x, ends with an x! ]

i'm happy when

i talk to Daddy alone
i can do what i want
i sing
i get to spend time with me friends
i can just go kuku
i am doing 'certain normal stuffs' with my mama
my sister kisses me on the forehead cos she misses me
people share their problems with me
i'm serving
i finally understand my modules
my POA tutor isn't against me anymore
a new day begins
i hear the birds sing
i see my loved ones smile
i finish all my homework and understand what i did
my mommy puts me to bed
my friends are happy
i can be who i am
i watch a nice show with a nice ending
i go for service, no matter who preaches
i go for caregroup
i dont have to bring my lappie to school
i can make people happy
my food tastes nice
people are nice to me
the wind kisses my cheeks
flowers bloom
i look into the sky above
i think of how awesome my Jesus is
i remember all the awesome stuff Daddy has done for me
i'm watching tv with gege
i know jo's coming back
i get to go to the beach
the teh bing i order tastes really good
i can lay my head on my soft pillow when i'm super tired
i can go shopping


i am happy because

Jesus loves me
my family loves me
my friends love me
and i love all of them too

when i am happy, the sun shines brighter, the grass is greener, the birds tweet louder, the stars are twinklier, and my Daddy smiles. ((:

WE WILL DANCE ; 12:54 AM




Friday, June 17, 2005 ;

i shall buy her a toilet brush as her birthday present so she can scrub her dirty mouth cos she SWORE at me! she called me a.. a... **** ** ***!! whahahah!!

she's the crudest mom i know. she's cruder than sam!!! ahahahah!!!

my gosh. can i say i love my mom. ((: alot. just not all the time, but that's not the point. =) hee..

aiyah she's damn funny lah. can't take it. she swore at me lor! what's this!! what kind of mother-daughter relationship is this!

whhaahha!! and guess what lor. my LMS project is on building fulfilling relationships, and i just wrote a page long reflection about it.

goodness me. ((:

i love my life. and Jesus loves me.

tomorrow is so blessed.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MAMA BOK!!!

WE WILL DANCE ; 1:55 AM




Thursday, June 16, 2005 ;

actually, that's an understatement. (:

have slept less than 5hrs in the past 2 days, and i'm still alive. amazing or amazing. and oei, i never sleep during my lectures and tutorials okay. (:

i'm just taking a short break now from doing my WCOM project. my brain needs a bit of rest from all that. goodness.

with so little sleep, i find i'm still abit behind leh. hurhur, i guess cos other people don't have choir. but hey, don't get me wrong. i'm not for one moment lamenting. i love choir. (:

actually church and serving is what gives me more strength, and it keeps me going cos there's something to look forward to in the week.

i may be busy as crap, and tired as dung, but i love life. ((: as it is. i actually understand my modules! praise God or praise God. heh..

okay lah.. back to WCOM now. tah!




*Jesus loves you and me.

oh!! happeeee burfday to mommie!! ((:

WE WILL DANCE ; 3:26 AM




Monday, June 13, 2005 ;

i don't know what i'm happy about, but i'm happy. (:

oh wells. sunday was a nice day. a very nice day. serving was great, breakfast with charissa was totally fun.. alicia's kevin keeps insisting that me and jiejie are very alike. hurhur. he's damn funny leh really. then his eyes very small, everytime i see him i feel like laughing! hee oops..

oh yeah. i love charissa!! ((: yeah, then after that i went out with jing yi.. had loadsa fun man. heh i'm not weird. (: and how come the toilet queues are so long when you want to go to toilet one ah? haiyer..

((: then.. yeah. met so many people at subway while going to the bus stop to go home. i'm really blessed man. (: i love sabby and valen!! and fun and charissa and debra and everyone lah. (:

i'm blessed. really really blessed. no words can contain or express man. worship on sunday was so so so excellent. really.. even merv commented after 2nd. (: it was good!

am very excited about choir prac this wed. (: love where i'm serving. love it to bits!! (: i'm sorry lah, maybe i'm just being biased, but i think too bad if you're not serving in my ministry. i'm so proud of it. it's just so wonderful.

lagi worse if you had the chance to serve in my ministry but didn't want to. damn sad for you lah.. cos my ministry rocks everybody's socks! music ministry!! woohooo!!

thanks Daddy, for every single thing. ((: praise the Lord! woohoo!!! Jesus loves me more than anyone else in the whole wide world! He loves me, me, me, me, me. He just loves me.

((: lalala!!!

WE WILL DANCE ; 3:55 PM




Saturday, June 11, 2005 ;

jiejie is back from bengen. (:

anyways, after thursday night, i finally realised. yups..

now, i'm going to meet jing yi darling. ((:

my deerest brother fell in school and hurt his poor knee and toe. i have officially become his personal nurse. hehe. (:

WE WILL DANCE ; 2:54 PM




Tuesday, June 07, 2005 ;

in shcool now. aye, damn bored lah. cos i'm meeting des later at westmall. but his classes end at 5.30pm!! and i was so blur, i thought my classes end at 4pm. but actually they end at 3pm.

sigh. ((: but never mind lah.

so, school was fine. didnt even really listen to lectures lah, but aiyah.. go home also can read the notes right.

wahh shucks. today i was damn early for school. the class planned to meet at 0845hrs. guess what time dearest bok reached? 0810hrs. babuseng lah. and i woke up at 0600hrs!!

oh wells, better early than late, and better late than never. ((: hee.

argh. i miss the people at camp. one week is damn long leh.. i miss my jiejie! =( but anyhoos... i shall go now.. (:

Jesus loves you! but He loves me more. ((: bleh.

WE WILL DANCE ; 3:58 PM




Monday, June 06, 2005 ;

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah!! ((: jiejie's gone for camp. the whole bed is mine!! (:

okay... failure attempt to make myself happy. i miss jiejie!!! already.. oh man. and yes, all those friends at bengen. sigh.

oh wells. (: i know i'm still just as blessed back here in s'pore.

anyways, i'm starting to love school more and more. and my classmates too! yeah. life's great. how can it not be? Jesus is in my life man. ((:

but i'm starting to worry for si li man.. she hasn't attended so many lectures.. i'm afraid she might get debarred.. gosh.

quite scary, the thought of it. oh wells..

today i was late for school man! but never again, i tell you. never again. cabbed to school and it cost me $6.90. quite cheap ahh.

i realised the other time i took cab down, the stupid behbeh [omg my LMS gro will die laughing if they see this] cheated my money. sigh..

but at least he felt bad and gave me a 'discount' of nearly a dollar. hur.. *whatever lah bok*

aiyah.. parents make it damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn hard for us to love them sometimes. really damn damn hard. seriously damn damn damn damn damn hard.

grace grace.

tomorrow will be a better day.

WE WILL DANCE ; 7:26 PM




Sunday, June 05, 2005 ;

why can't you be responsible? why can't you do sth so simple as calling or sms-ing to inform people that you can't meet them? do you know how f*ing irritating it is? i should do it to you sometime. give you a freekin' taste of your own medicine. i'm damn pissed off lah. you're making it hard for people to love you lor. don't expect to be treated with respect if you don't firct respect people okay. dammit, you're crossing the line already lor. damn it lah. forget it lah.

pastor brian houston is good man. ((: too bad for those who didn't go. seriously. and pastor lawrence was damn good on thurs/fri too! (:

i've been having fun in school, praise God. ((: happy in church too. ((: i like serving thurs/sunday mornings man. charissa, clarissa, alicia, karen mel, christina, michelle, jaslyn, johanna, sheryl... yeah you get my drift.

i enjoy myself. ((: esp with charissa and clarissa. ((: they're so super funny man. i always laugh like mad with them, which is a good thing. ((: yeah. love them alot. praise Jesus for them yeah? ((:

anyhow, i shall end off here..

WE WILL DANCE ; 9:28 PM




Friday, June 03, 2005 ;

all for love the Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
though they know not what they do
let the cross draw man to You

today's msg was so so so good. pastor lawrence is so super annointed! he's such a sut man of God! praise God for him, really. and pastor prince and pastor joshua. and all the other pastors and leaders too!

praise God for New Creation Church. praise God for everything, even if it's bad, cos He'll still turn it around for my good! hallelujah! ((:

and you know, everytime He does a miracle in your life, it will be so much more. so much more powerful, so much greater. so much bigger, until you sort of like won't recognise Him.

it's like in mark 4 : 35 - 41. Jesus' disciples were in the boat with Him, and there was the storm. and they were scared and called on Him to save them. and when He had calmed the storm, in verse 41 it says that "and they were filled with awe and said among themselves, "who is this Man, that even the wind and waves obey Him?""

and like, c'mon. their His disciples. the closest people to Him when Jesus was on earth. they'd followed Him around so long, witnessed so many other miracles, but still, they were so amazed they could even ask each other "who is this Man?" .

Jesus is always fresh and new. His miracle for you is never 'just the same old thing'.

fear not, people. for your God is for you, and He loves you so much He gave up His perfect Son, perfectly deserving of perfect love, in exchange for us. worthless, nothing us.

how precious you are to Him. it is Your Father's good pleasure to daily load you with benefits!
yes, Jesus loves you. and He is so faithful, so so faithful. (: His goodness just cannot be expressed in words. praise Jesus.

Romans 5 : 5
'and this hope [expectation] will not disappoint me. For I know how dearly God loves me, because He has given me the Holy Spirit to fill my heart with His love.'

Jesus, i take more from You. (: tomorrow will definitely be more blessed than today! AMEN!!

WE WILL DANCE ; 2:09 AM




Thursday, June 02, 2005 ;

hee. (: have had fun since the last update. [not including the shawn one.] muahahah!

anyways, yeah.. school's been okay. quite blessed, actually, if i should say. praise the Lord, huh? (: and just a week ago i was complaining. heh. yeah yeah, so it was my bad. lalala!

Daddy still loves me as much, if not more. but whatever it is He always loves me most lah. nobody can compete with me lah.

i have a clique, praise God. the "shen cai" grp! [left over vegie] hahaha! damn funny lah. we consist of diana, joanne and bok. all crazy, and love to talk.

diana from hk, joanne from m'sia, bok from s'pore. whee! but we're abit seperated from the class lah, thats how we got our "shen cai" name!

cos one tutorial, we had to form grps, then three of us so sad case lah! sit behind nobody care abt us! hahah!! but now we have yong ming [oh no! hahah.] and ernest.

no lah, but we're happy. and not totally excluded lah. (: but the best part is i'm enjoying myself, alot. (: praise God! woohoo! yeah..

and i dunno why.. everytime during lecture, my class becomes mamashop. they have every sweet, ranging from gummy bears to fruitella, to maoam to gloworms. powerful?

si li more powerful. got chicken pie somemore. halfway during macro me and diana suddenly feel so hungry, cos in front of us the chicken pie smell damn nicve lah!

haha! and our lecturers names damn funny! hhaah but abit bad to publish so openly right. next time ask me, i tell you personally. wah laos, laugh until cry man.

but my macro tutor, remy, is cool lah. yeah.. he asked us to call him remy. he's canadian, and i'm sorry lah, but his eyes are really so damn nice. heh. oops!

he's super open one. cool lah, our only open-minded tutor/lecturer. he's the kind who knows when to be fun or strict.. ((:

anyways, i think i shall go write my WCOM essay now lah. don't blame me lor, i just came back and bathe cos jusst now got choir. screening of buddy bell's servers talk. damn good.

((: tmr [thursday] got two hrs break in between lessons. "shen cai"s shall makan at canteen three. (: or maybe canteen four! see how lah. hee!

after i finish my essay, i shall go and orh-orh. i peng already man. imagine you never work your brain much for six mths, then suddeny full swing lectures and tutorias. hurr..

but praise God lah, cos i am definitely enjoying myself. ((: praise God for everything and anything!! woohooo!! my God is an awesome God!

tomorrow will be much more blessed than today. i will not stop taking, cos i know my Daddy will never stop giving. i don't have to worry whether He will run out or not. the only thing that stops my receiving is myself, me limiting God.

well, that was a thing of the past. now, i take. whatever is mine, and all the 'leftovers'. other people dont want? nvm lor, i take. ((: then i bless them back. (:

so Daddy, i tell you first. i take and take and take. until i really burst, i still want to take. cos You always have more than enough! ((: i shall not insult You.

WE WILL DANCE ; 1:57 AM