FIFTY FIVE POINT EIGHT. no rounding off. too bad. RARR. =DDD
okok. i'm really tired now actually but i just don't want to sleep.. but stevie is trying to force me to sleep..
he's trying to sing to lullabies to make me fall asleep, but he doesn't realise that i'm not on my bed!! not like him. HAHAH.
okok.. aiyahhh i freakin' don't want to go to school.. =( mmmmm[moans] =((( SOBBSSSS.
Jesus pls help me. omg. really..
aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh..
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:09 AM
BLESSED PROSPEROUS CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!! ((: GET MORE ANG PAO MONEY SO THAT YOU CAN BLESS BOKKY!! (((: BE NICE, BE KIND, BE GENEROUS! (:
RMB! THOSE WHO BLESS DADDY'S PRINCESS, WHO IS NONE OTHER THAN ME, WILL BE BLESSED GREATLY!!! =D
HURHURR.. RIGHTS NOW. (: CHINESE NEW YEAR HAS BEEN GREAT FOR ME. BEEN GREATLY BLESSED, NO DOUBT.
YAH. SO IF YOU NEED TO BORROW MONEY, NEVER FEAR. GOD IS HERE! HAHHH NOT ME LAH. BUT I MIGHT LEND YOU MONEY. AHAHH.
OH WHATEVER. SO HIGH ON TEH TARIK CAN! I AM GOING TO BURST! SO FULL PLS! ATE HALF A ROTI JOHN FOR DINNER AND DRANK A CUP OF TEH TARIK!
LOVELY! HEAVENLY! (: HEHEHH. ((: DINNER WAS ON MY UNCLE ALIMACBABA. HAHAHHHAHH!! OKAYYY...
(((: TOLD YOU I'M HIGH. HURR! (: TMR WILL BE LUNCH AT GRAMPS PLACE! ((: YAYY! HER COOKING IS HOW WONDERFUL LAH. ((: HEE!
OKAYYS!!! GOING TO COUNT MY MONEY NOW!!! =DDD AHAHAHAH YAYY! ((:
AND I KNOW THAT I AM A BLESSING TO THE PEOPLE AROUND ME BECAUSE OF THE JESUS IN ME! ((:
LOVETOALL.
princess amanda boksie woksie mo qian wen. =DDD
WE WILL DANCE ; 4:54 AM
oh these photos are looooong overdue! (: enjoy.
HONEYOH'S cereal HAHAHAHAHAH!!!
yes yes merry Christmas to all~~ =D
oh how i love us. but i NEED to go tanning again because my tan is really gone =(((( SAD.
alex, roy, derrick, ding, me. HAHAHAHH okayy you all won't understand why i laugh so loud. only roy, derrick, ding and i know. DAMN FUNNY!!!
((: this was taken in gelare, holland V. (: ohhh Jesus i love them so much! *(:
WE WILL DANCE ; 5:21 AM
Daddy, love me.
because only you can take my hurt away. and i know you will. because you are faithful. faithful to me.
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:30 AM
omg lah. how irritated can one get.
oh like whatever please. i like to type with big huge font! is that your problem? gosh i can't believe you.
trust me. i am trying SO hard not to swear right now. screw it all.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
WE WILL DANCE ; 3:26 AM
Jesus, you are my strength, my wisdom, my determination to study, my motivation, my help in time of need. thank You, Daddy, that You are with me, and i am too blessed to be stressed. You are my portion and my shield.
ANYWAYS,
awwww!!! baby asher is ssooo cute! ((: so lovely at 19mths. (((: heehee!! i so so love him! (: awww! ((: i feel like going second from now on, then maybe i'll see him more!
aahhh! baby asher!!! LOVE. (: ssooo lovely and adorable! ((: love it when he sits on my lap. ((: love it when he tries to dig for my phone! ((:
heheh. =) i love little baby asher! thank You, Daddy, my baby will be cuter than LOVELY BABY ASHER! =D
WE WILL DANCE ; 3:43 AM
YAYY I CHANGED SKIN. (: AGAIN. HAHAHAH. I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M TYPING WITH CAPS ON, BUT IT'S FUN.
ANYHOW. I FIGURE I LIKE EVERYTHING ALOT, JUST THAT THE SCROLL BAR FOR MY TAGBOARD IS INVISIBLE.. AND I DON'T LIKE THE FACT THAT WHEN WRITING THE TAG I CAN'T SEE WHAT I'M TYPING.
=( ANYBODY KNOWS HOW TO CHANGE IT? HEEHEE PLS TEACH ME AND I WILL BUY YOU SWEETS, THANKEW. =D
YAYY OKAY I LIKE THIS SKIN. BUT OH WELL I'M STILL LOOKING OUT FOR MORE.
BE PREPARED FOR MORE CHANGES. HAHAHAH YEAR OF ACCELERATION INDEED. =p
rights okayy, on to proper posting. (: went for macro tutorial today. hahah i was supposed to wake up at 9am to get ready and all, and leave at 10am cos class starts at 11am right.
but guess what. i totally overslept and i woke up at 10am. BUT the amazing part was that i wasn't late. i was actually early. =D heheh. don't ask how.
yes, i did bathe.
yes, i did bathe properly.
yes, i did scrub clean clean.
BLEAH. (:
oh and in tutorial i had quite abit of fun with glenda and danielle. ((: funny babes lah. ((:
and i finally really learnt how to do AE, GSM, TM and all that. you know, fiscal policy and all. ((: i was so happy cos i did most of the questions without help, and all correct! ((:
God is so good, He's so good to me.
after that i met Tb33 and went for OCOM lecture with them. "MAYBE" heehee!! ((: damn hilarious. okayy nvm.
but then i left during the break cos i was wayyyy too bored. and anyways i'm not even taking OCOM this sem wad. hahah!
rights.. okayys then! (: shall update again soon. (:
WE WILL DANCE ; 2:22 AM
hahha i'm forced by rayner to post about him, and he claims it will bring me good publicity anyways, so fine lah! (:
okayy so hobuseng is sick yah. and has been since yesterday.. fever lah.. body aching lah.. flu lah. tsk weak means weak pls. HAHAH.
then i keep asking the babuseng to sleep early but he doens't want. kuku lah! don't rest properly how he expect to recover right! babuseng!!
stupid buddy doesn't know how to look after himself. damn lousy! and tonight he insists that he has to watch soccer which is at bloody 4am. hello!
and he insists that he has to watch an ILLEGAL DOWNLOADED MOVIE (LAUGHS) tonight also.
i gave him such a good proposal (which is to sleep now, at 12am, then i'll allow him to wake up at 4am to catch the soccer match) but he refuses to stick by it.
horrible babuseng. lousy boy. (:
OH we're going for morning soccer this friday. (: oh man.. friday.. Cats. ARGHH. Jesus help me..
mission beanpossible.
battle bean.
kill bean.
destroy bean.
because bean sucks.
together with my fellow babusengs, we shall rid the world of bean. MUAHAHA!! ((:
okayys, but whatever it is. ((: babusengs rock! ((: hee. can't wait for wednesdays [mission beanpossible days]
BOKKYBUDDY. =)
WE WILL DANCE ; 8:05 AM
Jesus i love You so so much pls!! =D
i passed my econs too, with 70% lehh!! ((: heehee thank You Jesus, You are the sweetest of all. (: yes, come what may. (: i know that life won't break me because my sweet Jesus is with me. (:
yes, miracles do happen.
love you Daddy!! =D
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:56 AM
i just saw this poor man crash his bike downstairs. his leg was bleeding so bad. Daddy see him home safe and sound. and heal him.
people have got to start driving carefully.
WE WILL DANCE ; 4:46 AM
i'm gonna be fast and random. blogging before i leave for school.
` i love diana and kaiquan. ((:
` i miss babu shawn.
` sometimes things that shouldn't be getting to you just get to you so much.
` insecurity kills. really.
` can't stop touching the guitar pls!
`loving wednesday lectures with liping, rayner and nana (:
`cannot wait for the weekend, so cannot wait for TERM BREAK
`God help me
`i love the CIP test seating plan
` i saw your face in a crowded place, and i don't know what to do (somehow this is stuck in my head)
` rain blessings rain blessings (:
` not looking forward to friday's Cats class
` peanut candies! CNY!
thank You, Daddy, for Your sweet abundant favour in my life. You make life so beautiful. seasons may change, winter to spring, but You love me until the end of time. come what may. ((:
yes, come what may, because my Daddy is for me. (:
hello world.
here comes Princess Me.
WE WILL DANCE ; 5:31 PM
thank You Daddy. ((:
You are so good to me. ((: thank You for helping me pass my POA. =D i love You so much.
thank You for loving me and blessing me. (:
<3
Your precious princess. =)
WE WILL DANCE ; 2:43 AM
okayy i know i've done this already but des made me do it again and since i am so sporting i'll just do it. ((: hahah wow what a long sentence. HAHAH. i'm being damn out of point.
oh wells. okayy so five random facts about me yah. and this time i won't forget to name the five people whom i want to do this thingy too.
1. if i am pissed off i can run super far super long super fast. hahaha!! in primary school, my friends used to piss me off everytime we had to run our 1.6km. =D damn funny!
2. i love alto so much sometimes i think i woud rather just be a back-up singer even if i had the choice to be worship leader. ((: [haha yesss people, say AMEN now. NOW!!!]
3. i love peanutbutter and jelly sandwiches. jelly as in real jelly, cos i know in USA they say jelly but mean jam. but for me i mean really jelly!!! you know.. like, jell-O, jelly? yupps!
4. i don't know why but i can't stand mango. aiyahh the fruit lah, not the brand pls.
5. err.. OH. you know how sometimes the skin on your finger (the skin like beside the nail there) starts to peel and it freakin' hurts alot? =DDD HAHAHA yah even though it hurts i like to play loh.. =D abit weird.
OKAYY!! now five people..
DING, NIKKI, ASHLEY, NANA AND LIPING!!!
=D must okayy. i will check one! laughs!!
WE WILL DANCE ; 8:29 AM
aaaahhhhhhh. so irritated with blogger. somehow i cannot upload photos. so i can't show all of you the photos we took at derrick's chalet [ Np'B' cg bbq ].
urghh. and i just like uploaded photos yesterday, but it doesn't work today. sighh. oh wells there will always be another time to do it.
so today was spent studying econs at macs, alone. (: hahah. sounds so kuku right. no school what, since its like exams week or whatever. and i can't study at home, so i just went to the macs near my house.
i was actually planning to go to this pavillion thingy thingy just downstairs, but then it started raining yah. and the pavillion has very little shelter.. so yeah, i made my way to macs instead.
hmmms. being there actually really reminded me of my secondary school days. (: so many small kids there ahh!
=DD oopss.. okay not as if i'm so old, but you get my point. ayee but i do quite realise how irritating kids can be. hehh. (quite late i know, but better late than never okay!)
omg ssooo noisy can! laugh here scream there shout and shout. =DDD aiyahh i know sometimes i can be like that too, but that's not the point lah aiyahh! =D
oh mann.. oh yah! and what's with large-very-oversized-light-pink-polo-tees-with-basketball-jersey-shorts.. eeyer so ugly! and i thought that phase was waayyyyy over? =p
ahah. okayy what's with me? =D study too much lah, must be! heeheehaahooooo! abit high ah. =DD
okok i shall end off here, but before that.. ((:
MY FAVOURITE NAME IN THE WORLD IS BOKSIE WOKSIE!!! WOOHOOOO!! =DDD
hahah but then, only samm and shawn can call me that! =D
ohh yah! another nickname is creature lohh.. called by my fellow brother creature, heng. hahah!! he's a large creature who can play organ k! lauhgs!!
okok!! ((: post again soon.
the one whom Jesus loves. boksie woksie creature.
WE WILL DANCE ; 4:02 AM
okayys, i just realised i didn't finish my sentosa post! (: HAHAH. yupps, cos i haven't posted about dinner and all. (:
okie let me complete it with the photos! ((: heehee.
((: this is the Christmas tree in harbour front centre! ((:
and! the Christmas tree was full of.... fererro rochers!! hahah!!
so, this is guan and me on the ride. ((:
and this is valen and me, on another ride! ((: hee my butt was hurting though, because you can't see but i was sitting on some nobbly thing. aahh. HAHAH!!
and lastly!! ((: this is my gege and me, in the mirror thingy. (: so handsome and so pretty!! =D woohooo! =DDD
yupps. okayys i know i'm abit slow, but i shall post up some of the Np'B' bbq photos soon! ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 6:21 AM
okayy sherrie forced me to do this yah. wells.
hurhurr mine's not going to be so interesting though, cos i don't think there's alot of stuff that people don't know about me!
okays so.. five random facts about Princess Bokky *
- bok hates to study hates to study hates to study hates to study hates to study hates to study hates to study hayes to study hates to study hates to study hates to study..
oh okay. i think you get my point. aiyahh unless it's a subject i like lah.. for example, Organisational Behaviour, Business Management..
- bok has an attitude problem that Daddy is still changing.
oh, you shouldn't piss me off. you wouldn't like that. x) like, if i tell you to shut up, please do. (: you'd be quite happy to cooperate with me.
aiyahh unless you're my really great friend or sth. it depends k. =D
- bokky loves making cards and stuff like that for the people she loves. ((: she also loves to buy stuffs for them, just for fun, sometimes. ((: heehee! she just loves to see people smile. (:
- bok is called bok so much that amanda has officially become her nickname.
oh, and bok has like too many names lah!
for example, bok, bokky, ah bok, bao!, amanda, manda, wen, mandy, bokbuseng, buddy bok, qian wen, bao zha.. oh even Nok. and BOKSIE WOKSIE also!!!
HAHAHHA. whatever.. ((:
- bok sleeps best face-down. hahah yess, face down, and no, i don't have difficulty breathing. weird huh. (:
oh and one last thing to add. ((: hee. I LOVE BEING TAN.
(tan as in, skin colour. how can i love to be Tan when i am Bok..) ohhh shut up bok!
okayys anyways, somehow i have no idea how people are so desperate for skin whitening products and all the whatever..
hello, why pay so much to look like a ghost?
okayy done. =D
back to studying!
WE WILL DANCE ; 3:17 AM
hmms. what to say. 2005's been such a great year and there are like a thousand and two things that i want to give thanks for.
(:
oh this is gonna be on long post yah.
=D
many things that i've learned, both academically and spiritually, and even emotionally. things that will really benefit me. learnt from the mistakes i've made and even the mistakes that others make.
((:
i just really thank Daddy for everything that He has placed in my life. everyone that i've gotten to know, everything that i've had the chance to do. and yes, noone in my life is insignificant.
yupps!
just like steve says, even the guy who bumped into me on the streets. i choose to believe that Daddy placed him there to teach me patience.
(:
i thank God for school, that i even have the chance to study [as much as i hate to] and learn. i also thank God for school because that's where i've made some really blessed and meaningful friendships.
hee..
thank You, Jesus, for TB33. esp for people like diana, ernest, jieshan, vanchng, joanne, rene..
(:
thank God that there are crazy people like them around me, people whom i can share my joy, laughter and even sadness with. i am so glad that i got to know each of them.
=D
thank You, Daddy, for liping, rayner and nana.
(:
these three crazy but precious friends. i am truly thankful for them in my life. they have added so much joy and fun and laughter to brighten up the draggy school days.
((:
i thank God for church of course. it's like, where i learn and grow so much. where i can really relax and just be myself, where i see the heart of Daddy in the people around me. it's where i am nourished and nurtured.
yupps!
i thank God for the people in church. my precious pastors, deacons, leaders, friends. only Jesus can know how much each of them really mean to me, how precious they are, and how great a blessing each of them has been to me.
((:
thank God for steve.
he is one brother who has taught me so much, one whom i have caught so much from and truly hope to catch more!! really love him for who he is, and i thank God that he also accepts me for who i am. brother, i really thank God for you.
(:
thank God for ding. (:
love her so much and i'm really really glad she's in my life. she is a sister i never regretted knowing. ((: one whom i can share my heart with. (: and i'm so thankful for that.
=)
thank You, Jesus, for desmond gege.
truly, he is a really precious brother to me. he has blessed me so so much just by being around, just by being himself. i thank God that he has always been there for me, literally through tears and joy, fun and laughter. (: love you des!
=p
thanks, Daddy, for samm.
she is just soooo cute that it's really hard not to love her. (: omg ILOVEHER so much! okay that sounds wrong but heck, i just love her. =D thank You Lord, for sam, just cos she's sam.
(:
thank God for shawn.
a brother who never makes me feel any less than i truly am. his being around just brings smiles and joy to everyone, and that's really precious. i'm glad that we ever got to be friends.
(:
thank You, Jesus, for liling. ((:
thank You that You have really caused us to bond within such a short period of time. i know it is You, God, because it is just so supernatural. i love her alot. (: thank You that we can just be so open and real with each other, and still love each other so much!
((:
thank You for funn.
haaha like her name, she's added loadsa fun to my life. (: i'm glad that we are there for each other, to understand and to love, to encourage and to guide. ((: thank You, Jesus, cos i don't know what i'd do without fun. (HAHAHA no pun intended LAH)
=D
thank You, Daddy, for guan! ((:
hee this babe. (: i know that Daddy has alot in store for you, dear. get ready to receive yah. He's gonna open His floodgates of blessings in your life. (: i'm really thankful for you!
((:
and yes, thank You Jesus for princess kimberley!
((: i am glad that she's in my life, how we can just talk with each other and share openly. (: she is such a blessing to me, and i am so happy that we're sisters in Christ. ((: love!
*
okayy moving on.. i'm really thankful for choir. ((: [see.. i meant it when i said this was gonna be long.]
^^
i'm thankful that new people hvae come into choir. i'm thankful that i've grown and learnt alot. i'm thankful that i have an opportunity to serve.
(:
thank God for princess ashley. ((: this royal sister has been a really great blessing to me. i thank God for princess charissa too! (: i thank God for PPPs and lots and lots of time of precious fellowship!
((:
thank You for clarissa, lauren, carol, diana, sheryl, nikki, elly, johanna, asher, johnathan, anthony, dunstan and everyone else who has been an impact to me. ((: praise God for all of you!
hee!
thank You, Jesus, for Np'B'.
thank You for people like, Han, hengster my creature, jing yi, pei li, jane, derrick, wee lock, roy, sheryl ng, tim, bev, denise, bei, larry and blim. ((: Np'B' is like, a damn huge blessing to me! i am so super blessed to be in this caregroup!!
=D
heheh okayy basically, i'm just really thankful for 2005. whatever has happened, good or bad, i'm thankful for it.
(:
even if it was bad, i learnt from it and it still turned out for my good, because Daddy is good. (: and yes, when it was good, i was blessed by it and it brought to mind Daddy's goodness and love for me.
(:
oh, and most of all, thank You, Daddy, for being in my life. thank You for loving me everyday, even in ways that i sometimes (okay actually many times) don't see or appreciate.
<3>
bu even though i still slap Your hand of love and help away at times, You still never leave me nor forsake me. You love me still, and always will.
You love me for who i am, even though You know all my ugliness and bad points. (which are like, PLENTY.)
=p
thank You for always being with me, comforting me and cheering me up, for making me smile and for warming my heart with the little things You do each day.
(:
((: let me list down some stuffs that my sweet Daddy does to make me smile each day!!
-the clouds are always puffier when i look at them
-the wind always blows atronger when i'm feeling hot and sticky
-it doesn't rain until i'm under shelter, unless i want it to
-the grass is always greener on my side (:
-the stars sparkle more to make me smile when i'm sad
-he makes friends ask me how i am from time to time to remind me that i'm always loved
-when i'm down, He lifts me up, high above the mountains of defeat.
=)
well the list goes on, but if put everything down i'd take forever. (: hahah i'm just really thankful for every single thing that Daddy has done for me. (: i am so loved and so blessed.
((: yayy!
love to all, and heyy, life's worth the living because there's Jesus! with my past behind me and my DaddyGod before me, i press on for more! and nobody can take me higher than He can.
i'm soaring on eagle's wings! ((:
blessed blessed 2006! ((: it will be my year full of favour and grace and mercy. ((: Daddy, show me more of You, cos You're all that matters to me.
hallelujah.
Daddy, in this new year i want to be ssoo secure in Your eternal unexplainable love, until nothing can shake me. i want a greater and newer revelation of Your great love for me. lastly i want so much so mcuh so much of Your favour to overflow me until the people around me cannot but say that it is God.
((:
okayys! (: be blessed people. my God is for me, and He loves me!!
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:30 AM