Monday, August 29, 2005 ;
[sherrie] heyy my dearest little sister. ((: ahhh you. (: always adding so much joy to my life. you're precious dear, no matter what the world thinks. no matter what they say, it doesn't matter because you are and always will be precious to Jesus[and me!]. hons, you are wise. (: i pray that you really grow so much closer to Daddy. He's the only One you will ever need. He's the only One who will ever ever satisfy. ((: love you dear!
[fun] omg babe i SO love you. really. what you typed in your blog really really touched me. God bless you darling heart. i love you so so much! ((: you make life more beautiful than it really is. ((: just cos you're you. (: i pray that by His grace i will always be here for you too. (: and yes, our sister-ship is all about Daddy. all about His love, and covered with His divine favour. love you dear. His love binds us together. (:
[samm] you little darling popiah. ((: i love you so so much! you are so precious. (: steve was right. you just add so much joy and life to everyone, everywhere you go. favour favour in every single aspect of your life. you are the dearest little popiah anyone could ever have. (:
[des] brother! so so precious! i love you so much!! yes, we have been through thick and thin together, and can i say, it's such an honour to go through together with you! really. love you for who you are man! praise God for you, i mean it. hee btw. my ingrown toenails damn pain pls! ((:
[shawn] hur. even though you always forget to pass me the postcards, i still love you. =D heh. aiyah. i'm just really glad you caught the revelations. i can see it has set you free. Jesus is rejoicing too. you are really precious man. i miss you yah. (:
[steve] melonbean!! omg okay sorry to exclaim to the whole world. ((: yayy. you know, i meant every word i said in the msn conversation. you are really precious. not just for being high. really. you've helped me grow so much. yet not you but Christ in you. ((: Jesus loves you man. always. love you bro!
yes i love 921. ((: i love my PBL group, and i love my BMGT group, and i love my IS group alot alot alot. i love my NpB cg, and i love choir, and i love my family, and i love my sec. sch. friends, and i love the hotdogs!!!
i love charissa, guan, kimberley, johanna, sheryl erjie, diana dajie, lauren, elly, alicia, clarissa xiao mei, nikki, natasastra, kok leng, ding my mom, natalie, jiesung, diana my fellow bean, joanne bee wong, vanessachng, renetoh, ernest uncle huang, yong ming, rayner hobuseng, nana kohbuseng, li ping chngbuseng, ber, sheena baboon, gia, blim, becks, charis my hot date, shuying, joy, jing yi, Han, beibei the bear... so many more people!!
okay. basically, as you can tell, i love life, thanks to my sweet Jesus. He is so thoughtful i tell you. when He was making all of you right, He was thinking of ME. He was thinking of me smiling, and He smiled too. (:
most of all, i love my darling DaddyGod. without Him, i am nothing. thank You Daddy. You're the sweetest and the bestest! ((: thanks for loving me even though i'm so ugly.
boxy.
the most beloved and favoured child of God.
oh. yes. i have a macro retest later at 5.10pm. ((: i will do so well because i am the righteousbous of God in Christ and i am already standing on victory ground. ((: praise the Lord. Jesus will do the paper through me, so there is nothing to worry about. ((:oh! and all those who wished me all the best for my POA, thank you all so so much! God bless you all for the love you have shown me! i really was very encouraged!! ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 2:59 AM
Saturday, August 27, 2005 ;
hmmm. sometimes.. i just wish people would give more weight to fellowship. fellowship with Godly friends. cos it's really so precious and important. oh well. enough. ((: let's not go there yah. (: still precious, no matter what.
anyhow. ((: today was so a good day. (: praise Jesus.
had SO much fun with my wonderfullest darling IS grp. ((: `sobs. today was our last lesson.. =( Daddy... i love my IS grp alot alot.. i want to be with them for more modules! ((: yayy! photos photos photos. ((: Hobuseng finally got his wish. he has a superhero pose photo with me now. (:
after IS, we took more more more photos. ((: hee.. Hobuseng was so happy i tell you. ((: yesyes we are happy for you too k. ((: the BEST IS grp. (: BEST. ((: praise God for them all.
after the photo taking and all, Liping Dearie went to the library and Nana Beautiful, Hobuseng and i went to the bus stop. 74 came so fast, and Nana Beautiful left first. ((: nice Hobuseng was supposed to tak 74 too, but he stayed and waited with me for my 61.
so i went down to westmall to meet my Darling Fun! ((: yayy. ((: yups.. she went home to change while i went window shopping and spent time with my Precious Daddy. ((: hee!
then Darling Fun came and we went to take 61 back to Np. ((: on the way, we saw ice cream!! ((: Darling Fun bought one for me [chocolate! with the biscuit! Fun had chocolate chip with bread!]
*yumyum! hee we skipped one 61 just to finish our ice creams. (:
after that, we left for Np. met Guan Honey, Larry, Larry's Mom and Larry's Dad in canteen one. (: Larry has nice parents. what happened to him?! [whahahah oops. ((: ]
anyways, everyone else started to come after that. (: had such a blessed cg session. the sharing really shed some light into my life. praise Jesus man. always have an open and expectant heart! ((: you will surely receive your portion amen. ((:
after cg, which amazingly ended on time, Han drove Hengster, MelonBean, Fun and me to clementi for supper. ((: yayy! so so blessed. ((: Han blessed us with supper. ((: praise God. he just sowed on some
very fertile ground, and his harvest shall be rich!
amen! (:
so when we finished dinner, Han gave Hengster a lift home. Fun and Melonbean accompanied me while i waited for my 99. ((: awww.. (: praise God for them, really. love!! so my bus came and they left too. (:
oh wells. i shall end here. ((:
Jesus really loves me.
((: always.
boxes. (:
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:11 AM
Friday, August 26, 2005 ;
"yes you are so magnificently ugly."
sometimes i just want to say that straight into the faces of some people. but oh well. ((: grace grace yah.
oh yah!! omg. i have to say this. i like, PASSED MY FREAKIN' POA COMMON TEST2!!! that is truly favour and grace and all Jesus and none of Bok because Bok and POA so don't go. ((:
yes i am proud of it. even though it's just 50/100. if you think it's not good enough then get out of my face. i'm proud of it and that's good enough. it's Daddy-given. and i'm happy. (:
anyway. ((: i love my daring charissa.
*[Beloved.Charissa]* - *When I Look at the Stars...I See Daddy's Glory.* says:daddy bless amanda's paper for later! for it's not for her own wisdom that she will pass..but the love that u have for her...the glory that she will shine for you, everywhere she goes...let her exam paper be NOTHING BUT A TESTIMONY to her friends....make unbelievers believes that you, daddy! is that AWESOME! that cares about every part and aspect of her life! How wonder and unfailing your love is
*[Beloved.Charissa]* - *When I Look at the Stars...I See Daddy's Glory.* says:
daddy that you will love and adore her, every single day...let her not be stress but just to have ur shalom peace that you died to give her! Jesus this precious one in your eyes..will plead the blood of jesus in her paper! nothing will go wrong! because your blood NEVER FAILS! and your LOVE is UNFAILING! In Jesus awesome name, I prayed...AMEN!
just before i lef for my retest. ((: aww. ((: sweets!!
`the stars shine for me becaue He loves me.
boxy!
WE WILL DANCE ; 2:04 AM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005 ;
monday was great. ((: had the bca quiz thingy, and can i say. i SO LOVE diana. ((: yayy. anyways, after that i went to meet heng at canteen2 and bev cam a little while later. sat there talking for so long, but it was great. bev left for captain's ball and i talked more with heng.
praise Jesus for heng. ((:anyways, after that i went to meet
fun and
blim at westmall. ((: yayy!! we dinnered at MOS. (: ice milk tea. yayy! (: omg we like sat there talking for three hours plus! ((: but who cares about the time!!
i love the company! (:
heh yes and now i want a crumpler bag. ((: purple!! *amen Daddy. i have because You are rich and what You have is what i have.
i so love fun darling!!!then for today. ((: tuesday. (: yes there was no BCA lecture today, so classes started at 10am instead of 9am. [praise the Lord] well. i woke up at 0845hrs, msged my friends to say that i'd be late, went back to sleep, woke up at 0945hrs cos nana called. i was like OMG.
hurhur. i forgot that classes started late and i thought i was damn late. but i was so tired. then i went to bathe, cos nana and rayner forced me to come for lecture still. ((: so i cabbed down to school.
but then.. i was like, taking my own sweet time at home lar. so i was ONE HOUR LATE fro lecture. HEE. ((: Jesus still loves me! (: and so does
my IS grp! ((: yayy.
so i sat with
my IS grp for lecture. most of my class girls weren't there anyway.. so yeah. and i lunched with the
IS grp too! yayy for the
IS grp!! *sobs i dont want to change IS class..
anyways. ((:
i love my IS grp!!! anyhoos.. went for BMGT tutorial after lunch. (: had like damn lotsa fun with diana can! ((: yeah. then we had wcom paper. praise the Lord. i will do well cos of grace, which is
undeserving favour! so will diana!
then.. after wcom me and diana didn't really feel like doing anything or whatever.. so we decided to walk home!! hurhur.. aiyah we were going kuku lar. doing the rain dance in the open street. heh.. fast-paced one loh! damn tiring. ((:
but on the way we realised that it was so dark already and then, not too safe. so we just took bus loh. ((: haha nvm at least we walked quite abit. yayy. okay i love diana lah. ((:
anyhoos. i shall be off now. ((: love to all. ((:
`the one whom Jesus so deeply loves.
box.
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:15 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005 ;
((: saturday night was such a blast. damn fun! (:
met the BMGT group to try completing the report at 0930hrs. had ice blended mocha to prevent myself from falling asleep. sat in coffeeBEAN for a shit long time i tell you. haha omg i still cant forget ernest's act sexy pose! damn crap lah! ((: in the end, we ended at like 2pm i think.so i called fun and steve and they came down. we took 106 to suntec and diana was with us. omg i laughed with diana until lungs burst man. and fun and steve were sleeping behind us. (: hur.. okay so we like laughed the whole 106 journey to suntec. yes, the entire journey. ((: can pengsan.. (:so, when we reached, diana went to meet her friends and fun, steve and i went to subway. then we met sam, ding, blim and joseph and went up for campus. can i say i hate booking seats for irresponsible people. yeah anyways. service was good.. i was damn tired. i think i fell asleep for a couple of seconds a couple of times yeah. thanks fun, for waking me up! and thanks blim, for the lemon tea. ((: after that, cheryl long, denise, larry, tim, blim, sam, ding, fun, steve and i went to marina for dinner. ((: yayy. ((: *i still want to say that there's nothing wrong with being blind.* oops okay so yes.after dinner, we didn't feel like heading home yet. so steve, blim, tim, larry, fun, ding, sam and i headed up to the esplanade rooftop.we had fun like many many pls!! i want more! ((: okay so we played like, 7up. hur. larry is so spoilsport lah!! wahlaos.. haha nvmnvm. we had fun still. ((:omg after that we started playing truth or dare. like, wah lao! ( i was quite unwilling... hah. ) steve was the first. his 'truth' wasn't so bad. after that, the whole thing shot up! like escalated to some sky high level of fun. oh man. can you believe it.. so fun, yet so darned embarrassing! but still, i lurve. (: oh oh we must go hang out again. ((: i enjoyed myself so so much! like pls. larry had to go buy pad for me. and in the end, blim was like the one who bought lah. larry... -_-"' anyways, omg. aiyah cannot explain in words one! you'll only really know the extent of fun we had if you were there, right people? ((: yayy!i just know that i was damn happy that day, but okay, actually i'm basically very happy all the time.. praise Jesus. the joy of the Lord is my strength! ((: yayy okay i like so love all my friends!haha sometimes i love acting all bimbotic and bitchy too! hur. *like, oh. my god. i just broke my nail.*anyways. ((: i am so super blessed to have friends like that in my life. thanks, you all. ((: life wouldn't be the same if even just one of you wasn't in my life. (:life wouldn't be the same without my darling Daddy! my AbbaFather. ((: yayy.okay so now i just plain love the esplanade rooftop. i love FUN! my drug. haha okay so actually the whole 921 is my drug lah. (: yayy. ((: i so cannot wait for caregroup this friday! whoever's free and wants to come pls msg me! ((: don't miss out man! wheee!! Jesus set me free!!yayy yayy! hahah. okok i shall talk about sunday too.it was okay. although i woke up damn late, i was still earlier than charissa. muahah! ((: anyways, had nice polar puffs and the wonderful strawberry milk ice for lunch. ((: praise God!! ((: but i was super tired lah. so yeah.. oops i fell asleep in service! yeah, charissa knew that i was super tired lah, so she just let me sleep. (: aww.. (:sorry sister.. haha i will try my best to rest properly lah. (: but had great praise and worship. (: yayy. after fourth, instead of heading to starbbucks.. i had some family dinner thingy. oh wellss. so at first i was in a mood, but i was okay after that lah.. and the food was okay too. oh wells. i just.. miss my 921 and all.. i dont know. i guess i'm really addicted to them. fun!! my druggie.. ((: loveyousomuch! anyhow, Daddy loves me still. and i am still the righteosnouss of God. no matter what. ((: praise the Lord! i am so deeply loved by Jesus. ((:[woah.. i'm actually gonna sleep so early? oooohhh.. *clap* ]
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:34 AM
Saturday, August 20, 2005 ;
yayy. i like posting random thoughts. ((: maanniieee manniieee. ((:
`everyone needs to complain [bitch about] sometimes. sometimes.`i lurve peanut butter.`so addicted to seasons lemon tea. somebody buy for me! ((:` "wahh later i burn my whole skirt ahh!!"`must hang out with everyone soon, cos i miss everyone.`aahhh.. my fox jacket..`black hawk down is such a nice show.`stepping on rayner's feet is fun.`i'm like blessed with the bestest IS group ever.`okok fine, same goes for PBL and BMGT too yeahs. ((: love!`the sky is still blue and always will be.`i am really prosperous.`we are all beautiful.`mcchicken. (:`holy holes in the auditorium wall, and one usher.`shucks! 'it' came!!`i want hols hols hols..`need more clothes!`can LMS not end for the next two years?`TB33 class chalet. (:`what's the big deal with pretending to know everything?`i'm good, you're better, but with my help, you could be the best.`thumbdrive, beandrive. peadrive?! HUR.lalala this is fun. ((: Jesus loves me the most in the world just because. ((: i am blessed. box.
WE WILL DANCE ; 3:04 AM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005 ;
me, "I wish I were beautiful, Daddy.."God, "I wish you could see what I see."aww.. thanks, Daddy. thanks that even when i see myself as lousy and ugly and horrible and disgusting and everything bad, that You still love me and You will never tell me "well, fine, if that's what you think." instead, You will always lift my head gently towards the heavens, to remind me of Your grace, Your love, of You in me. to remind me that You love me for me, as plain as that.me loves hanging out with my 921-ers! ((: praise God for each and everyone of them. and Daddy, thank you for keeping all of them in Your love, and for showing them that every new day, Your glory unfolds in and through them, and that they truly shine. yet not of themselves, but because of You. everyday, Lord, just remind them of how much You truly love them. that they will just knowknowknow beyond the shadow of a doubt that they always mean so much to You. hold them close and never let them go. show them how Your love overcomes all fear, and how Your love will see them through every obstacle. convince them each day, Daddy, that they are ever so precious to You, as they are to me. You love them, Lord, and You keep them. safe from all harm and danger, out of the way of evil. only good things shall happen to them because You love them, and they shal experience grace and favour so mightily in their lives ike never before. thank You, Daddy. in Jesus' most precious and perfect holy name i pray, amen!random thoughts in my brain (many many random thoughts) :`bluff you will fat ah?`yi ge gu du de bean!`honeyy please don't go!`beans are brown, peas are green.`921-ers in Christ, forever.`i can't wait for each new day, to see His mercies pour out on me from heaven.`i love to bless because i am first blessed.`i will enjoy my here and now, even though circumstances seem to be against me.`i pray i will always be here for my darling babes and hunks whenever they need me, by the grace of God.`i want a new and even fresher revelation of His love for me.`i can't wait for campus and BS and sunday service.`i want to spend moremoremore time with my 921-ers.`Christ in me the hope of glory. in ME.`Daddy loves me the most in the world.`tanning tanning tanning.`i feel like jumping and screaming with joy, just because.`more lemon tea pls? (:`i am a success. that's the Truth which can't be changed by what is true.`Jesus loves me.`i just want more. ((: and Daddy will give.`His grace is more than sufficient for me.`all i want is more of You.`i love the blue blue sky.`i wanna get married. [haha!]`peanut butter. yayy.`when will Jo come back..`moremoremore time.`sleepovers, popiahs, msn chats.`did you leave anything behind?`daniel, david, derrick and duku!`why did she have to change when we left?`frosties cereal.`i am so special.`i want to be surprised with something sweet and nice.`just want to sing and be lost in Love.`guess which movie! [dumb game played by joanne, diana, kaiquan, yongming, ernest and me]`so we'll sit on the beach and bitch!`a dream is a wish your heart makes.`so nice to have a little sister. (:`really cannot wait for the class after-exams chalet! it will rock!`all the love in the world.`much more favour! much more grace!`let's walk from westmall to Np more often. this time no 'short' cuts pls. (:`i so love choir!`for the sake of all mankind and till the break of dawn.`i love jottin down my random thoughts. ((:`i am going to sleep now because i have 9am classes and i don't feel like being late. (:
WE WILL DANCE ; 2:11 AM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005 ;
ding - omgomg! i don't know when my hols are! how amazing. hee.. anyways, i miss you dear. let's pray for time to spend together alone! ((: love!
funn [druggie] - yesyes we must walk again! ((: but next time, i'll be smart and bring extra top! ((: so i won't feel all sticky and smelly.. (: loveyou!
kimberley - ((: even a little smiley means much. (: you are loved, lovely!!
charissa - heyy my darling! ((: hee i can't wait for this wednesday yeah. (: pray my bmgt meeting doesn't end late yeah. lovemuch!!
jo - joelle lim!! (: omgomg i'm missing you like nutties! when will you come back again? how've you been, honey? BLESSED BIRTHDAY too! ((:
tsehwee - hurhur!! okok i will link you soon when i have the time! (: i love my cow. =)
charis - ((: of course i'm excited dearie!!you're my HOT DATE!! my hot date whom i haven't dated in ten thousand and four years! ((: loves!!
ok. and now, i just want to say that i don't care the shit what happens to you and/or me.
Daddy is in control, and He knows best. and even though all my circumstances may seem to be working against me, He
WILL turn it around
FOR MY GOOD, because
HE LOVES ME.
`still in awe of Your beautiful creation.yayy! look at my list of exciting events this week, and be jealous. (: muahaha!monday - school stared late. lunched with
my darling cousin at Np. ((:
tuesday - school starts late. bmgt meeting after school. dinnering with
921-ers after classes!! (:
wednesday - i think school starts late? hee. bmgt meeting after classes, dinner with
charissa after meeting!! ((: choir prac after dinner. (:
thursday - haha okay i don't know about classes. anyway, BS day! will get to spend time with the
blessedchoirpeople and
my mostbeloved921-ers again! ((:
friday - school starts late. classes with
the utimate LMS group. *cheers! (: meeting
charis my hotdate for dinner after classes! (:
saturday - no classes! AHAHA. meeting
my darling jing yi before campus. there's campus! yayy! ((: moremoremore time in Daddy's word. (: [don't know if there's bmgt meeting though..]
sunday - can sleep in! serving thirdfourth. ((: would be going down to suntec with
darling charissa. (: YAYY!
i told you i'm undeniably blessed. ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:55 AM
Saturday, August 13, 2005 ;
((: love my caregroup. precious precious people, all. ((: wells. where to start. ((: today was entirely blessed. ((: all the love in the world!!
anyways, supposed to meet
nana,
liping and
rayner in school at the soyabeanmilk stall there at 11am. but guess who was late lah. yes, the kukunardanbabuseng raynerho. oh wells, the point is we still met in the end, and we had SO MUCH fun. so much until you wouldn't believe it. ((:
then yeah.. pls we were having so much fun even in IS class. ((: hah omg guan like heard my laughter from the next classroom pls. paiseh again!! =p
so after class i went to meet
FUN,
blim and
steve at westmall coffeebean.
tim joined us awhile later. then suddenly i had this crazy idea of walking back to Np. and
steve, who's obviously abit mad too, agreed! hah!! and
FUN too. ahaha so yes, we walked back to Np from westmall. the whole entire way. ((:
one hour and ten minutes. yes. ((:
but i lurve!! cos i got to spend the whole one hour ten minutes with
FUN. ((: yayy!! `no dumping. ((: HUR. okok nvm if you don't get it. ((: haha i love i love i love!!
FUN!!! i lurve!! ((:
moremoremore, Daddy. more time, more fellowship, more bonding, more love, more joy, more sharing. Daddy, just cause our sister-ship to blossom so so so much more. because i really really love this precious darling sister. ((: really.
caregroup was great too!
heng and
melvinchew were there too.
denise came as well! haha i had to go down and pick her up halfway cos she got lost. hee funny babe!!
after that,
Han drove
the babes and
larry [who was ill. note,
was.] to our usual clementi prata place. ((: ahah met like, half of campus there lah! whaha damn blessed!
Oh. OH. OH! =D yayy i'm going on a hot date with
hot charis next friday! woohoo!! praise the Lord. we like finally found time! ((: woohoooo!! LOVE. (:
then.. after that, we left to go home. and the people so sweet!! ((: aww.. ((: they were all taking mrt and i was the only one taking bus.. ((: awwww... they ALL waited for me, for my bus to come before they went to the mrt station. ((: aww.. ((: LOVE!!
yayy. ((: Daddy, thank You that i am just so so so blessed. everything in my life is like, so so blessed and so so favoured and all. ((: and i know that it just has nothing to do with me at all. it's by Your grace man! thank You thank You thank You!! thanks for grace, favour and blessings that i don't deserve at all. ((: but You still give me, just because You love me. so precious!! loves too!!
hee. i mean, i have such wonderful classmates, such wonderful IS groupmates, such a wonderful caregroup, such a wonderful church, such wonderful leaders, such a wonderful family. ((: i mean, i am just so so blessed. just because You love me. thank You!!!
yes, Christ
in me, the hope of glory! praise God for everything! i just seriously love to just let Him love me, let Him hold me high, let Him do everything. ((: i just love to love Him because He first loved me. ((:
thank You, Daddy. just love al my friends, and show them that they are also super super blessed and loved and favoured, and that they are so precious to You also. ((: love them Lord, just love them. ((:
hee. okay anyways, replies to tags!!
charissa - love you so much too! you're my precious beloved sister! ((:
samm - ahaha i understand. heh i swear my POA tutor has this thing against me. argh.
sherrie - oh you kuku!!! gaygaygay!! all sama sama lar. ((:
des - doodeedoodeedoodeedoo...? hahahah!!
funn - yayy my drug! =) i'm so so glad i had time to spend with you today. ((: the one hour ten minutes walk. ((: yayy!! i loved it. you're so so precious dear. (: love!!
yayy!! love to all. (: lovelovelove, because Jesus first loved. ((:
BOK.
`His most precious darling princess.
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:44 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2005 ;
yeah. i'm from 921. and i'm the head of 921. who dares to bully my babes[fun, sam, ding] will suffer the unbeknownst yet terrifying consequences. we are singapore. we are 921. [oh btw, are des and steve in 921 too?]
AHAHAH okok cut the shit. =D i'm just bored. and happy.. (: ah wells. ((: yayy.
anyhow.. wednesday. first day of school after the long national day break. hmmm. can i say it basically sucked? oh well.. at least that's true for 2pm - 4pm. [POA tutorial lar.. what else.]
i'm sorry but i really hate POA. if you don't, good for you. but just let me crao here cos POA puts me in SUCH a bitchy mood. yes, bitchy mood extreme.
if people can be so smart to start their own business they should know how to do their accounts as well. why must they hire people to do it for them. then that shows that they're not that smart after all. and anyways, its just money pls. you earn then good, lose then to shit with it lah! it's not as if you could get the money back by recording the shit. it's just plain shit. POA was created to torture man. like, hello. who gives a shit about debit and credit and whatever accrued shit. pls. i don't give a shit about it. not a bloody shit. it freak pisses me off lah. fuck POA.yeah just HAD to complain lah. but other than POA,
yes, i love school. ((: yayy! life is good. i'm loving it. had choir prac today at the rock for special item people. yayy
special item's this sunday.
ahaha i love deacon jeff. ((: [oooo-ooo-oo-ooo-oooo!!] =D hee. [karen, "okay no we can't do that cos you sound like santa claus."] ahahaha!!
yes, i love choir. lurve! ((:
so tmr i'm not serving cos of the stupid freakshit POA paper. like wth does it have to start so late when we don't even have lessons in the morning pls. *rolls eyes* but i'l still fly down to attend BS lah, don't care.
then, friday.. sheesh. IAC. i havent finish pls!! Daddy stretch my hour, thanks. ((: [quick quick! give me your views on gayism!! oh, the moral side to it only pls. ((: and thank you.] oh yeah,
and when you give me your 'gay views' pls don't use the tagboard. (: you can leave a
comment. thanks. (:
friday there's also cg. ((: YAYY!! we hope bei gets a lovely surprise! ((: ahaha praise God!! i
can't wait for cg!! ahahah yeah i know. i'm ike missing my cg -
already! praise Jesus for NpB. ((:
anyways, i've to really get down to doing my IAC and BMGT and whatever shit projects now. and yes, i sincerely apologise for the language. [trust me, it's just POA..] okay shut up box. ((:
((: love to all, from 921Bok. ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:22 AM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005 ;
yayy. singapore, i LURVE. [most of the time, that is.] hee wells. i love how i spent my national day [and the eve] too! blessed reading, people!
sunday [okok so this is the eve of the eve..]
served 3rd 4th as usual. took one-O-six with darling charissa and we were early man. bought lemon tea for ourselves before going to the rock.
had a blessed blessed time serving! for fourth's praise and worship, i was standing with nikki! (: had fun.
met up with fun, blim, steve, joy and jolene after 4th at starbucks. talked alot, learnt alot. (:
went for dinner with fun and steve at our usual clementi prata place! love too! thanks a million steve!
cabbed home with fun and steve after and went absolutely nuts, like omg you wouldn't believe it nuts.
stayed up all night with sam. (: love!
monday [eve of national day]
went for project meeting in school at 0830hrs. fell asleep for abit. went crazy the left over bit.
ponned POA lecture. yayy.
went to SP with diana.
diana went to lido with me.
bought ten 2115hrs "charlie and the chocolate factory" tickets ($950 leh!)
diana went home at 4pm and i was left alone to fend for myself. darling ding called and we chatted abit.
met Han and he treated me to long john's. bless you dude!
left for choir party at merv's place.
totally enjoyed myself despite feeling abit drained. team one won! hee. (oohh the stir-rers!!)
went back to lido to meet the cg. love!
took the train back with fun, sam, des, steve. went disgustingly crazy in the train.
reached yew tee, walked fun home and me and sam decided to stay over.
sam fell asleep, fun and i went mad. okay so actually just me but yeah.. that's not the point. (:
fun and i slept at about 3am.
tuesday [national day]
i woke up at 0930hrs!
we three left the house at about 1020hrs and went to yew tee mac's.
thanks fun's ma, for the "national day present". (:
steve came, we ordered, ding came, we left, we waited for des, we went crazy. i'm telling you it's the tea. (:
took mrt with des and steve to bukit batok. took 157 home.
reached home, bathed, packed bag, kissed ma and pa goodbye, left for sam's. ma made me carry the whole market there cos she thought we were having potbless! =x
reahed sam's, went up to nuah.
watched labixiaoxin!! yayy! ((: xiaobai!! *scratch*
[now]
okay fun, sam and i planned to nap from 4pm to 5pm and then wake up and watch the NDP live on tv. but it's not 538pm. and both are still dead.. cheese.. sze.. i guess we'll only catch it halfway through then. (: nvm. still lurve!!
loved 2005's national day! hope you loved yours too! love!
thanks Daddy, for blessing me so so much! i could never thank you enough! praise You, Lord. (:
boxes* - all the love in the world.
WE WILL DANCE ; 5:40 AM
Monday, August 08, 2005 ;
okok sam darling i'm so sorry! i know i'm supposed to be naooing now but i had to accompany my dear li ping too cos she was afraid she's go back to sleep!
hee. anyhow, i had a great time staying up to do project with you, though i wasn't of much help and we didn't even talk much. (: but still, i love. ((:
yes, so.. since i didn't sleep last night, and i won't be sleeping tonight, means that i'll be awake for more than 30hrs straight.
ooooh!! oohh!! can i set a guiness world record? can i? can i? ((: okok even if i can't i'd be setting a personal record lah.
nvm. the joy of the Lord is my strength. i have sowed time into other people's lives, and my harvest will be abundantly blessed, because i am the one Jesus loves the most!
okayy, i shall go mop the house now since i have nothing better to do. oh yes and i must charge my phone!
cheers to singpore! i am proud to be singaporean, yes i am. well so okay, only most of the time. aahh but that's not the point. (:
this is my country
this is my flag
this is my future
this is my life
this is my family
these are my friends
we are singapore
singaporeans!
okok there's like lightning and all. praise God merv's party will not be affected. and neither will my plans of staying out all night. hallelujah!
just because He loves me.
yes i am just plain crapping but what do you expect. i haven't slept. (: it's okay. i was blessed. i am blessed. forever. ((: yayy!!
love to all and the world. (:
WE WILL DANCE ; 6:12 AM
little things can make you hate someone. little things can make you hurt so much. little things can make you cry. little things can irritate you. but most precious of all, little things can just make you feel so loved so loved.it came across to me that little things mean much to people. little things which may often seem forgotten.. and well, i think little things are precious too. (: and i really appreciate them!well, here's my thanks :thanks des. you've been my brother through thick and thin, literally. and i love you for that. for just being yourself, for sharing your life with me, for letting me share mine with you. and i appreciate that you care to listen. thanks for letting me cry and reminding me that its okay. just as you have been a blessing to me, i so pray that i can be a blessing to you too. love you loads my dearest brother. (:thanks jie. i know you're busy, but thanks. thanks for everything. you've taught me alot, and i know i can always look to you. i do appreciate you lots too. even just for walking out to 7-11 at crazy times to buy crazy things. i appreciate that too, and i love you.thanks sam. (: thanks for being you. thanks for loving me. thanks even for just laughing with me. i appreciate the fact that you will be there when i need you, and you're someone i can lean on. thanks for making my blog so beautiful. thanks for being in my life. (:thanks shawn. even though we've not seen each other in ten thousand and two ages, i still know that i can always count on you. thanks for trusting me enough to tell me stuff, and thanks for respecting me enough to ask me stuff. yes, i appreciate you alot brother. thanks.thanks fun. thanks for being transperant, thanks for being open. i love you for who you are and i will always treasure you. its been so great having precious princess you in my life. i appreciate you just rememebering me. (: love!thanks charissa. (: you have been such a great great blessing to me, and i love you for who you are! thank you for sharing with me, and thank you for being there so i can share with you. i appreciate your joy too. (: i love you alot, and you will always be my precious darling sister!thanks mama, thanks blim, thanks ding, thanks steve, thanks guan, thanks diana, thanks jieshan, thanks vanessachng, thanks every single person in my life. thanks for being a part of this wonderful blessed journey. (:most of all, thank You my precious DaddyGod. thank you for blessing me so abundantly. with friends like these, how could i not know You love me? (: they are truly blessings from heaven. blessings that i pray will stay for forever and eternity.anyways if i didn't mention your name, or if there wasn't like a special dedication thingy to you. ((: don't panic pls cos i still love you damn alot. =) yayy thanks everyone!thank You Daddy. i could never thank You enough. loved beyond her capacity, but loving it.box. ((:
WE WILL DANCE ; 5:15 AM
Sunday, August 07, 2005 ;
why can't you just listen?
dont't you care?
it just hurts okay.
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:08 AM
Friday, August 05, 2005 ;
our dumb lecturer!!! -_-"
okay. we have this project right, and so they say we can post threads on the modules' online discussion board if we have any questions, and the lecturers and tutors will answer our queries as best as they can.
so.. i shall now give you an example of their definition of "as best as we can", and let's applaud for the best chewy lectuerer in Ngee Ann!!
Question:
"dear Mr. Tay, i really don't understand this sentence. '... ... ... ...' could you please explain what it means exactly?"
Answer:
"dear student. why don't you go and think about it again? try and reflect on the words. chew on it!!"
Question:
"are we supposed to apply the max/min function before or after... ...?"
Answer:
"what makes more sense? chew on it.. cheers!"
Question:
"should there be additional... ...?"
Answer:
"why don't you relook the case again? cheers!!"
oh like wth!! what's with "cheers" and "chew on it" and "hooray" man? yes, our lecturer tells us hooray when we have questions to ask him and he gives us senseless answers. how smart. how helpful too. -_-"
gosh!! i can't stand him!! gahh!
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:09 AM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005 ;
no matter what the world may throw at me, the abundant favour of God will always turn it around for my good, just because He loves me.
i just choose to soak myself up with His great great love for me. (: cos i am His favourite.
all things work out for my good.
all things.
praise God. just praise God. ((:
the intensely loved of God,
*boke.
WE WILL DANCE ; 4:57 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005 ;
Jesus loves me the most in the whole wide world. =Dhee! yes i don't care. He loves me the most. ((: i am His most precious, most beloved, most favoured and favourite daughter of all. ((:
anyways, i so so so seriously love poly event!! woohooo!! team 10 + facilitator Matthew rocks you socks man! ahahah we have 'er xin' vanessa, lemon diana, Queen Anaksungmuimoon, blim our blessed team leader and me, Bok, whom Jesus loves the most! ((:
haha okay so i won the silly ice breaker games thing and i don't know why but they call me "chao-chao" now. like, what?! haha nvm and yeah, i was so paiseh to go and collect prize without wearing my slippers. gosh.
anyways, i am beloved. ((: more beloved than you, sorry. ahahaha oh wells. ((: yayy!!
hee. i really really really really LOVE serving in choir. sometimes i might be physically really tired, but i'll never got tired of serving a Daddy who loves me SO SO SO much. (: yayy!
"haha i'm like your aunt agony lah!"
"okay no i'm like your aunty bok!"
"ahh shucks no cannot!! that sounds like damn old.."
"haha okay stick with aunt agony."
"okay no why not get rid of the aunt."
"shucks you can't call me agony that's dumb."
"aiyah forget it!!"
"just call me bok lah!!"
haha my conversation with steve. okay.. correction. my VERY one-sided conversation with steve. he was just laughing.
ahahah okok i was high lah who can blame me. ((:
love to all,
the most beloved of DaddyGod. ((:
* i SO LOVE CHOIR!!! i am super blessed. (:
WE WILL DANCE ; 2:06 AM
