you would most probably get pissed off when you read this, but i insist you have to know, and because i'd rather you be pissed off at me for forever rather than have you go deeper and deeper and deeper into this shit until it is too hard for you to even try to get out.
no. i would even sacrifice our friendship to make sure you are safe from jerks such as these. but then again i know my God will not allow that.
you should know that ever since all that started, about two months ago, i sometimes hate to go out with you because you're so distracted you're not even yourself, sometimes it's like you're not even there with me because all you do is stare and stare and try to find that thing.. that person..
can i just... just remind you of something?
"enough is enoug"
you said you understood. i wanted to trust that you did. because i don't want you to get hurt. because, partly myself to blame, i have had a bad feeling about this guy ever since i first saw him, and i really really really regret not telling you. at first i thought i was just being a bitch, or just that i didn't know him personally.
now i know it's not.
i don't want you to get hurt because i know how it is to be hurt emotionally. it's way more complicated to fix than physical hurt. it takes way longer to heal. i know you know that too. so do yourself a favour.
get out now while you still can. hear it from us. you know we care. you know we love you. you know we want to protect you. and yes, we really do.
you know he's not for real. sorry for the harsh reality but it would benefit you to know. you may not think so now but in time to come i hope you will understand why i have to be so brutally honest, why i can't be more.. 'lenient' with this.
because i will NOT be lenient to ANYONE who tries to be funny with you.
sorry if this hurts, and i don't mind if you're angry. because i'd rather piss you off like hell than see you go have your heart torn to pieces, to see you puke your emotions all over the floor and then try to put them back together again.
and i do love you.
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:03 AM
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trading her ashes in for beauty
here in Love's embrace
forever to stay
bought with a price that no man could pay.
now, i belong to Him.
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