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Friday, March 03, 2006 ;

(: (: (: (: (:

thanks to everyone who has encouraged me and just loved me for the past week.

i know when i'm in such a stage it's REALLY hard to love me and i must say i super appreciate all the encouragement, the care, the hugs, the love and of course the just being there. (:

i must say, each and everyone of you really make life so much more worthwhile, and i'm really just so thankful and greatly greatly blessed to have all of you. (:

friends have got to be one of my sweetest blessings from my Daddy dearest. (:

wells, okayy the reason i've been mood-swinging so badly and been so highly irritable and horrible lately is just cos i was really super extra mega seriously and extremely tired and drained.

see lah i told you study too much is not good for health and will spoil your brain one! nobody want to believe me lor! RARR.

=D really okay! i never bluff. wo mei you pian ni men! shi zhen de okay! (: yah. so i've been tired.

believe it or not, i've been stressed. yes, bok studies, and yes, bok worries about her grades, and yes, bok still cries/gets sad and depressed over lousy results.

yes, it's true. i'm still human. don't see me always laugh and say don't care about studies. HAHAA bluff only! i care one lah. siao. HAHA who really don't care lor. =DDD

aiyahh, but yes. my focus was wrong lah. i wanted good results so badly that i thought i could study my way into getting it. ahah.. yeah right man. study also only last minute. HAHAHA.

(: see, many times in life you want something so bad that you take your focus off Daddy and start focusing on that thing.. focusing on your faith for that thing..

yeah, WRONG FOCUS. pls people! learn from my mistake! FOCUS ON JESUS. then you don't need to suffer like how i did.

omg lah pls. 18hrs of sleep in seven days is something you don't want to have to go through, for any reason. hehe..

you didn't believe i was really studying?

OHYOU OF LITTLE FAITH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha! aiyahh.. okay i need to sleep soon.. haven't properly catched up on my sleep yet. but Jesus will multiply.

hmms. well, one thought before i go.

* just because things are not going the way you want them to, it doesn't mean that it isn't good for you, it doesn't mean that it won't be what's best for you. perhaps.. (: perhaps you gotta focus on the right thing. (:

okayy lovelove everyone. once again, thanks for being in my life. (: when i think about all the friends in my life i really feel so blessed and rich and prosperous. (:

Jesus really loves me. (:

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