MY HAND IN YOURS ;

Thursday, March 16, 2006 ;

thank You, Daddy dearest, for such a wonderful time of fellowship with GUAN and JING. ((: these are two sisters whom i really hold so dear to my heart.

princesses. (: i am so glad that you were willing enough to just allow me to sit there and cry my eyes out, because at that moment, it was really what i needed.
i thought that i could just make myself busy with everything and forget all this, but nahh. it just got me more tired than ever.
to bottle up your feelings is one of the worst things that a person can go through (at least, to me).
and i am just so glad that the two of you were there. i know that it is not coincidental, but God-incidental. i couldn't think of better people that i could have shared with.
(: thank you for sharing with me too. i really feel very honoured, that you would trust me enough to reveal your heart to me. (:
by His grace, i will be here for the two of you always, just as how you have been here for me. (: thank you ssoooo much. (:
love-always. =)

so anyhows i've finally realised that being a leader is really all about washing the feet of others. and it's something that comes naturally too, when you really get the revelation.

i finally understand that it's not about you shining as the leader, but more of you pushing up those who are under you, so that they shine. and who cares if the world doesn't see me.

who cares if they don't appreciate. that's what i'm there for, and i will do it willingly. and oh the joy it brings to see them shining with such glory. (:

to my darling cheers comm :
even though this was such a small thing, to me, it wasn't. and i'm really glad that i got the chance to wash your feet. it is my privilege and my pleasure. (:
you know, i have seen such favour being poured forth from this small little cheers comm. ((: it's just overflowing, and i'm really glad. (:
yupps. Jesus will preserve our voices (though actually sometimes i think it's quite fun to lose your voice) (hahah oh man. i must be mad..) and He will honour the time and effort that you put into all this. (:
love all of you man! i'd be super happy if we get to work together again in future! (:

so anyways. see, there really IS power and protection in fellowship. it is just so uplifting.

and i am glad that Han pointed out to us the importance of sharing about God-stuff and not just silly things and jokes. because now i am really benefiting from all of it.

(: i tell you, no teh tarik session is ever just a plain teh tarik session. it is always powerful and impactful in some way or another. it just depends on how you choose to look at it.

yes, POA might still be a little scary for me, but i know that He has promised me that He will never let me be put to shame. and my Father cannot lie.

(: and yes, jing. (: POA stands for Power Of Annointing. ((: thank you sweetie. (:

it's not that He doesn't want to lie, but He cannot. He simply is not able to speak anything that is not true. which means, i will really never ever be put to shame.

He is my glory, the lifter of my head. when He is the One who holds my head high, all i will see is the blue skies (blue speaks of grace) and all the happy sunshine (i like to see that as glory).

i will never look down and see all the shadows (to me, trials and problems), i will never look down and see the dust (human effort).

oohh wow! =D that's really fresh from heaven. ((: thank You, Daddy! ((: more and more, as i hide myself in You. (:

okayy so anyways. stock-taking with the tapes ministry today was very enjoyable indeed! (:

yes steve, i had a great time working with you! ((: thanks man. heehee. beef horfun. HAHA. (: chicken rice. hahah and your non-existent currypuff which in the end became a spring roll. =D

i'm glad i took the time out to help. (: i can just see so much favour from all of this as well. ((: well yes, truly, grace greatly abounds.

thank you, patricia and ailing, for being ever so patient with us, and for being so caring and for looking after us. (: even for bothering to remember our names! (: and thank you for the little lunch break. ((: that was really sweet! (:

oh well. (: what can i say. Daddy i am just really so thankful for you. i am really glad that i have You in my life. (: thank You for making my life so beautiful. (:

yes Lord, only You. ((:

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