MY HAND IN YOURS ;

Saturday, November 19, 2005 ;

Can't Live Without You - Paul Alan

When a wall surrounds… you always make a way
When the ocean drowns… you come walking on the waves
When I kick and scream on the bedroom floor
and you've picked me up a hundred times before
you hold me and love me just the same
just the same

and I can't live without you
I'd sooner die than try to
I cannot live without you…
you're all I need
and I can't live without you

When I'm far from home… I hear you call my name
And you wrap your arms around me like a willow in the rain
When it all comes down I'm on solid ground
And the winds may blow but I'm safe and sound
and you whisper- it's gonna be ok
it'll be ok

not ashamed to be helpless hiding at the feet of the lamb who died
and made a way where there was no way
don't care if they call me crazy I need you like the air I'm breathing
and wherever you are I never will be far away

yeah. thanks Daddy. you never let me go. have never, and will never. and really, i appreciate that alot.

circumstances may not be going the way i want them to, but yes, You, faithful You, comes walking on the waves towards me. just to save me.

i will not be ashamed of my weakness, because in my weakness is Your strength made perfect. i'll hide at the feet of the Lamb who died, and He'll wipe away my tears.

He not let me down, because He's my God, my Helper, my Saviour, my Best Friend. but most importantly, He's my Daddy. my Daddy.

Daddy, You know better than anyone else how ugly i am. You know all my ugliness, all my bad and horrible habits. and yet, You still love me, more than anyone else could, more than anyone else would.

all Your love for me covers all the ugliness that i have, and makes me as beautiful as You are. and Daddy, i want to tell You, i am really thankful for that. it's priceless, worth more than anything and everything added up together.

and Jesus, oh i want to know You more. deep within my soul. and i want to become more and more like You.

but right now, in the process of You changing me and opening my eyes to see You more, i am happy with what i have and who i am. and i'm fine with my place cos i'm just leaning on grace.

even though at times, the here and now seems to keep dragging on, i will enjoy each day and each moment because every breath i take is a gift from You. a gift which i really really appreciate.

and yes, help me learn that it's okay to let go. in fact, it's better to let go because then, You take control. and remind me always that waiting time is never wasted time.

You will see me through, because noone else can. because You love me. because i'm precious to You. because You want to bless me. because You promised me that i will always be the head, and never the tail. because You promised me that i am always more than a conquerer in You. because You're my Daddy.

and i might be alone at times, but i will never be lonely because You are always there with me. always by my side, holding me, loving me.

my DaddyGod is patient and kind. my DaddyGod is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. my DaddyGod does not demand His own way. my Daddy God is not irritable, and He keeps no record of when He has been wronged. He is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the Truth wins. my DaddyGod never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.

thanks You, Daddy. i appreciate You, and i want You to always be so involved in every part and aspect of my life. ((: because You only truly love me for me. <3

thank You, Daddy.
i love You too, but never as much as You love me.

WE WILL DANCE ; 1:35 PM