Monday, September 05, 2005 ;
(: yes, life is made up of choices. (: haha. let me list down some choices i've made this week. [maybe this few weeks..]
bad choices.- sleeping over studying- attituding the mother- rejoicing over the news that POA tutor is sick, so no extra lessons- not doing enough POA revision because the tutor is sick- staying up late to do dumb stuff instead of getting proper rest- buying lemon tea instead of mineral water- delaying of cutting out my ingrowns just to avoid the pain for now when actually the later i cut the more it will hurt- being lazy, dumping the clothes all over the room instead of being neat- still "counting on" diana for part of the BCA final [ahem]- not being responsible enough to leave earlier when i know it's an important final paper- was not thankful when breakfast was made for me, just because it was peanut butter and jam, and not plain peanut butter the way i like it- leaving my table in such a splendid mess until i myself have absolutely no mood whatsoever to studygood choices.- i decided to extend grace- did not bitch about whoever because i know over-excessive bitching won't do me any good and will negatively affect my attitude towards the whoever[s]- cabbed to church instead of taking bus and missing third- studying over sleeping [only the night before the paper, but at least i studied.] hee.- buying only what i need and not what i want- obeying the "curfew"heh. i'm sure it doesn't take a math genius to see that there are clearly many more bad choices than good ones. (:
but so what! i may have sinned more than i did good, but where sin abounds, grace much more abounds. and this is just the beginning! ((: i'm gonna learn so much so much more! (:
oh yeah, just now Daddy dearest told me a nice little secret. ((: but i'm going to share with all of you. haha yesyes, you're all so privileged. (: hee.
okay, this year i'm seventeen right. and seventeen's five + five + seven yah. ((: and so it's like.. double grace in my life this year [and of course more to come every year] until the day we rapture [reach 7 - perfection]. ((: yayy!
yups. ((: Daddy's just so good to me, i know. (: hah. don't get jealous, you know. instead, open your eyes. and then you'll see, that He's not only good to me, but He's so good to you too! [oh but just that.. He's gooder to me lah.]
anyhow. (: i shall listen to Charissa dearest and use practical wisdom now. ((: i shall go and study. again. ugh, i know. but oh wells. praise God anyway. ((: Daddy loves me, and i study because i already have the good results. ((:
* 5 days more.
WE WILL DANCE ; 7:04 PM
