Monday, May 30, 2005 ;

was reading sam's OD. got inspired to write about this.

*exhales* i know i'm not the most responsible person around all the time, but yeah. bear with me, i'm learning too.

oh, that reminds me. a question i've been kinda wondering about for some time. where do you draw the line between grace and letting people taking advantage of you?

i know thats quite a silly question, but if you've nothing to say except that it was a silly question, pls fuck off. i'm not exactly in the period where i am in the best mood.

but really, why are some people like that? it's just not right to wave off a bad habit with the excuse that "i'm just like that."

sometimes i feel like kicking up a big fuss and getting real pissed off with them, then telling them in their faces that "oh, sorry. but i'm just like that."

like what sam said, it's not nice at all to decide not to go out with someone you'd already promised beforehand. don't even say promise, even if you just said you would go, and suddenly cancel, it's not nice.

worse if you decide to cancel, and not even tell your "date" you're cancelling. you just think lah. would you like it if someone did that to you? of course not.

so what gives you the right to do it to people and expect them not to be pissed at you when you do it to them too? it's not fair, isn't it? think about it.

it's irritating. really. but, once again, no condemnation in Christ. He still loves.

that's how great my Daddy is. (: perfect love.

anyway, school's been okay.. i like my IS and BCA project grps. ((: God bless them because of me.

tomorrow will be more blessed than today.

WE WILL DANCE ; 9:52 PM