Thursday, March 24, 2005 ;
i'm sorry i'm like that.
i'm sorry i can't be perfect.
i'm sorry,
but i'm only being me.
last night, me and ding met zhen at clementi. (: we started talking and he started overflowing, preaching and ministering to us. i started crying cos i thought about my brother. i looked so kuku lah. sitting in the middle of clementi weeping. (;but i felt much better after that. thanks zhen. really. anyway now i feel really crappy. as in, seriously. and i just don't know why. heh. feel like swearing? dumb lah. it's like. i'm doing it all wrong. and i don't like it, but i can't help it. you know how that feels? it feels fucked up leh. really.i can't explain it, but it's just.. bothering me. alot. somehow. i really need to get my mind of stuff. why me? i don't know. maybe i don't want to know. there's just stuff on my mind which shouldn't even be there in the first place. but now that it's there i can't make it go away.oh well. i guess i'll be fine.
WE WILL DANCE ; 7:15 PM
