Thursday, May 22, 2008 ;

you should REALLY learn to shut the HELL UP.

likey ou understand anyway. you think it's just going for class and that settles it? we have assignments to rush out, projects to complete, deadlines to meet. you think if it was that easy i'd really be that tired? you think there's nothing to study for? we have tests and exams bloody mind you. as if you know right.

you don't even bloody bother to check what's going on, what i'm really doing. everytime i on the laptop you just ASSUME that i'm wasting my time doing something really stupid. LIKE I DON'T WANT TO SLEEP? LIKE I DON'T WANT TO REST? LIKE I DON'T WANT TO GIVE MYSELF A FUCKING BREAK?!

come on right! i've not even said a word of complaint to you about anything. why do you just have to bloody hell just assume everything?! honestly it's damn frustrating okay. like hell you know that i don't eat properly. LIKE HELL YOU KNOW! i know enough to know that i can't afford to skip my meals alright.

and to add to that, yes i snack alot too. just because i slimmed down doesn't mean i've gone on a bloody diet. like fuck i'm the last person who'd do that. which obviously just shows how bloody well you know your own daughter.

of course i hang out on weekends. it's the ONLY time i ever have to hang out alright. HOW FUCKING EARLY AM I SUPPOSED TO REACH HOME WHEN CLASS ENDS AT FREAKING TEN PM AND SCHOOL'S LIKE HALF THE FREAKIN MAP AWAY FROM HOME.

you really bloody pissed me off tonight! REALLY PISSED ME OFF I WANT TO JUST SCREAM FUCK IN YOUR FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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how amusing this is the only way i can vent my frustrations. SO BLOODY AMUSING.

i'm tired and you can tell. the only thing that's holding me back from my sleep is my unfinished project. and the only thing that's holding me back from my unfinished project is you and your never ending verbal vomit. and funnily enough, you're the one forcing me to sleep RIGHT NOW.

O THANKS SO MUCH MAN.

OOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yah yah yah. she loves me alot more than i will ever know and this is just how all mother's show their love anyway.

whatever shit you've got to say, i'm really too pissed to take it in right now.

GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE WILL DANCE ; 9:16 AM