you know, sometimes i'm not sure if i'm just being bitter or whether it is that i see it better cos i've been through it before. but yeah like what i told ding, it doesn't really matter to me anymore :) you can have fun without me, and on the same wavelength, i can enjoy without you too because you're not my world even though i love you :) alot.
though honestly going isn't the smartest thing to do, and i'm not saying that bad things will surely happen while you guys are there but definitely it is not wise. perhaps i've just come to a point where i really know so well that my leaders say and do things for a reason and not just "happy happy say yes happy happy say no". yeah, we're not prophesying that things will go wrong but why run straight into the arms of temptation right?
:) haha and actually ah, if already settle everything, might as well not ask. okay lah, i mean personally i feel that since you've already settled things and have made up your minds to go, asking the leaders wouldn't change your decisions no matter what answer they give because everything is already settled.
i mean, we did want to go overseas together too, babu des john guan and i, and sam ding. but we asked the leaders before even planning anything, because i dunno i guess it just makes more sense haha. cos if they're answer really means something to you and you're not asking just to be accountable, then i think that you would respect what they say. so yeah, babu john and des are going, but not with us girls :) and it's okay for us girls because even though we really really wanted to go together and have fun, it's not like we'll die if we don't go.
i'm fine with not being asked to go with you guys. haha i don't think i would have gone anyway :) so yeah i guess it was smart of you not to even ask me :) haha cos i would have been tempted to. but yah. i know you'll enjoy there lah. a break is always good :)
so, enjoy your side of the mountain while i enjoy mine :)
loveyou!
WE WILL DANCE ; 10:29 AM
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