Sunday, November 11, 2007 ;

you might think i'm over-reacting, you might think i'm just blowing it up to a size to fit my temper. let me tell you something. if you were me, you'd react in the exact same way.

how many times have we planned to meet, and always always always i'm left sitting there like some.. some dumb girl, walking around aimlessly for at least half an hour.

you know yourself that it's not the first time you've been really late.

you know yourself that it's not the first time you only woke up when it's time to meet.

you know yourself how many times i've told you it doesn't actually matter if you're gonna be late, but i just want you to tell me so i can make other plans, but you never did. and i always have to be the one to call you, only to hear "o haha i'm late"

like i don't already know, because i'm already at where we're supposed to meet.

it's going overboard girl. really overboard.

there are limits to my patience, and i'm not God so i'm sorry to break the news to you this way but i can't love you unconditionally the way He does. sometimes, things still get to me and i still get pissed off if some things just don't change, even after such a long time and so many chances.

too many times dear, too many times.

you can even forget that we have plans for dinner and plan to meet up with someone else :) haha. sometimes i don't even know what to say anymore.

it's like, meeting me is a matter so trivial that everything else surpasses its priority :)

but that's okay.

you aren't my only friend dear :)
haha but you should just know that i'm really pissed off this time :)

and you said 730pm tmr. if you're not there by 745pm, i'm going home :)

WE WILL DANCE ; 8:02 AM