today, i am once again left in awe of my sweetest Daddy.
on the way home from Campus it started raining really heavily, so when i reached my stop, i called home and my dad answered. i asked if he could come fetch me with an umbrelly but he didn't want to and to be honest i was hurt.
it hurt so bad that i tried to cover it up with anger. so i started being angry with my dad, and even more so when i started seeing other people have loved ones coming to the bus stop to fetch them with umbrellys.
you know, the feeling of sitting all alone at the bus stop on a rainy and windy night really sucks. it seriously sucks. i felt so hurt and i felt so alone. i kept telling myself i was really angry, like why can't he just walk abit? i am his daughter after all right?
after sitting at the bus stop for quite some time, i finally decided to just walk home alone. i felt so dumb walking home alone in the heavy rain getting drenched, biting my lip to keep the tears from spilling out. i felt like such an idiot because i'd expected to get home nice and happy, and to have gotten to spend at least that some time with my dad.
yes, it hurts to be rejected. it hurts alot.
when i finally got home, i stood outside the door for awhile. shrugged off my hurt and went in, trying to act like nothing was wrong. but it still hurt. alot. maybe i'm just over emotional. :)
after that, i told cherri about it and she gently knocked some sense into me. :) i was never alone. not even while walking in the rain.
i went to shower and i just cried everything out. and i stood there sobbing like a little girl who lost her favourite toy, but it was good to let it out. after that, i felt so much better. and i realised that what cherri said was true.
even while sitting at the bus stop, i wasn't alone because Daddy was sitting there with me. and even while walking in the rain i wasn't alone because Daddy was walking with me.
then i was left in awe. because i was so amazed at how Daddy really is willing to go down to my level, no matter how low that may be. that He, the King of Kings and the Lord of All was willing to come down and walk in the rain with me, sit at a bus stop with me.
:) i am never never never alone.
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:12 AM
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the Priceless Work of Art
intricately designed by the Maker of the Universe
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trading her ashes in for beauty
here in Love's embrace
forever to stay
bought with a price that no man could pay.
now, i belong to Him.
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