psalm5:3
"listen to my voice in the morning, Lord. each morning i bring my requests to You and wait expectantly."
it's one thing to wait, and it's a different thing to wait expectantly. :) there's a very big difference.
for example, if i want to sit with Pilly during choir and i don't know whether or not she will really be there, i'll just be waiting. and while waiting, i'd get impatient, i'd start to doubt, i won't be able to pay much attention to anything or anyone else.
on the other hand, if i know for sure that she's coming, like maybe i called or sms-ed her and she told me she would be coming and she would sit with me, that would be waiting expectantly.
because i know she will come, i can then relacx and rest easy, be at peace, and i can pay attention to other things and other people, and i can enjoy. :) yes, even while waiting i can enjoy because i just know that i can sit with her later.
so it's the same thing why i can wait expectantly upon bringing my requests to the Lord each morning. :) because in the bible it is promised to me that Daddy Kinng will grant me all the desires of my heart. :)
while waiting for these promises to be fulfilled in my life, i can relax and enjoy and sit easy, i can be at peace and i can enjoy every single moment of my life. i don't have to wait until the promises are fulfilled before i enjoy, because i know that they WILL be fulfileld in due time.
i know for certain. :) i have an iron-clad gaurantee; which is my Daddy God's promise to me, His Living Word. :) thank You Jesus.
also, in psalm5:1-2
"O Lord, hear me as i pray; pay attention to my groaning. listen to my cry for help, my King and my God, for i will never pray to anyone but You."
David actually had the boldness, even in the old testament, to tell God to hear him and pay attention to him!
and David, he is none other than the one known as the man after God's own heart. :)
and yeah, like he said in verse3, he brough his requests to the Lord EACH MORNING. :) every single morning you know! :)
amazing. :)
WE WILL DANCE ; 3:18 AM
:) and this is why i love to be with you! iiiiii love to be with you, iiiiiii love to be with you! :) :) :)
(let's dance again soon hahahahah)
our failed emo shot! :) which i love! and no i didn't photoshop my arm! hahahahahaha
the dresses that we love in exactly the same two dressing rooms :) :) :)
the happy shot. :) it's really happy :) :) :)
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:13 PM
psalm40:3 "He has given me a new song to sing, a hymn of praise to our God. many will see what He has done and be astounded. they will put their trust in the Lord."
yes Daddy You see my heart and You grant my deepest desires. :) i really really really want to write beautiful songs that will touch many hearts and go places, songs that let people see what You have done in my life, and will leave them astounded and amazed. :)
amen Daddy. amen. i'll take this verse and i'll run with it. :)
YOU ARE FAITHFUL. :) :) :)
WE WILL DANCE ; 7:42 PM
today, i am once again left in awe of my sweetest Daddy.
on the way home from Campus it started raining really heavily, so when i reached my stop, i called home and my dad answered. i asked if he could come fetch me with an umbrelly but he didn't want to and to be honest i was hurt.
it hurt so bad that i tried to cover it up with anger. so i started being angry with my dad, and even more so when i started seeing other people have loved ones coming to the bus stop to fetch them with umbrellys.
you know, the feeling of sitting all alone at the bus stop on a rainy and windy night really sucks. it seriously sucks. i felt so hurt and i felt so alone. i kept telling myself i was really angry, like why can't he just walk abit? i am his daughter after all right?
after sitting at the bus stop for quite some time, i finally decided to just walk home alone. i felt so dumb walking home alone in the heavy rain getting drenched, biting my lip to keep the tears from spilling out. i felt like such an idiot because i'd expected to get home nice and happy, and to have gotten to spend at least that some time with my dad.
yes, it hurts to be rejected. it hurts alot.
when i finally got home, i stood outside the door for awhile. shrugged off my hurt and went in, trying to act like nothing was wrong. but it still hurt. alot. maybe i'm just over emotional. :)
after that, i told cherri about it and she gently knocked some sense into me. :) i was never alone. not even while walking in the rain.
i went to shower and i just cried everything out. and i stood there sobbing like a little girl who lost her favourite toy, but it was good to let it out. after that, i felt so much better. and i realised that what cherri said was true.
even while sitting at the bus stop, i wasn't alone because Daddy was sitting there with me. and even while walking in the rain i wasn't alone because Daddy was walking with me.
then i was left in awe. because i was so amazed at how Daddy really is willing to go down to my level, no matter how low that may be. that He, the King of Kings and the Lord of All was willing to come down and walk in the rain with me, sit at a bus stop with me.
:) i am never never never alone.
WE WILL DANCE ; 11:12 AM
it hurt that you didn't care at all.
oh Jesus :(
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:09 AM
psalm73:23 "yet i still belong to You; You are holding my right hand."
so i was thinking about this verse, and i was thinking, Jesus is at the Father's right hand, correct? but if Jesus is holding my right hand, then i must be on His left, right? ;p (no pun intended okay hahaha)
so, if Jesus is at the Father's right hand and i am at Jesus's left side, then GOSH!
I AM IN THE MIDDLE!!!
:) :) :)
there is no insignificant detail in the Bible, of this i am convinced. :)
WE WILL DANCE ; 1:32 PM
hello sweetest darlings :) you two can't even know how much i really miss you both. precious precious sweethearts to me, you know? :)
i honestly love you both. :)
thank You Daddy darling dearest, for samm and ding. (: (: (:
WE WILL DANCE ; 12:36 AM