Bok. stop acting already. if you're so irritated then just show it. since when were you the kind to act all nice and proper just because there are other people around. attitude then attitude lah. stop hiding. you're running out of masks to wear anyway. if people irritate you, why act all nice and cool when you just wanna burst and scream fuck. who cares what impression people have of you anyway. if you dare to feel that way, then dare to show it too. stop being such a shit, Bok.
but Jesus. i can't possibly get angry at every single little thing/person around me just because things don't go my way, or just because i don't understand. and i don't wanna be that way, only You know. i want to love them, Daddy. You know my heart, don't You? after all, You made me. You knew me before i even existed, but to You, i've always existed there, deep in the centre of Your heart.
Daddy i don't wanna wear a mask anymore. no more acting, no more pretending, no more hiding. who cares what the world thinks of me when the world itself is falling apart. break me, Lord. no more earthern vessel. let Your light so shine before all man, that they may see and know the glory of You. yes, Your light, not mine. You are the Sun and i am the moon with no light on my own, still You have made me to shine. i know i cannot be a light unless i turn my face to You.
Bok has since ceased to exist, for He rose from the grave to live in her heart, and He now reigns there as King.
WE WILL DANCE ; 9:20 AM
PROFILE
the Priceless Work of Art
intricately designed by the Maker of the Universe
psalmist princess
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trading her ashes in for beauty
here in Love's embrace
forever to stay
bought with a price that no man could pay.
now, i belong to Him.
the blessed
the redeemed
the made whole
the favoured
the loved
the reciever
