MY HAND IN YOURS ;

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 ;

((: yeah, more revelations from the playground. ((:

( thanks, ding, johnny and steve!!! oh man. thank you that, you know, you guys always come down to my place, then i don't even need to take bus home or anything.. but you all have to cab home. hee.. but i know that Daddy surely WILL bless you guys back many many times! because He promised that those who bless me will be blessed. )

okies, so we did the stunts again right. and i shared the previous revelation with them. well i got a new one. ((:

you know how when you wanna do the stunt you just have to forget everything else and jump straight into it? (:

yeah, it's like grace. you want grace, you gotta plunge straight in, all for it. even the Bible says it is better to be pure law than to be a mix of law and grace.

when you do the stunt, you have to forget everything, all the what-ifs, all the fears, all previous bad experiences.

likewise for grace, you gotta forget (that is if you weren't always from a grace church) all you ever learnt before. you gotta forget the 'law' stuffs, your past, all your failures, all your fears.

know why?

cos when you plunge head first into grace, you ARE right then and there a new creation in Christ. truly, old things have passed away, and yes, behold, ALL things become new.

and you know, with every one time that you do the stunt, you get less and less afraid, less and less affected by the what-ifs and all that.

just like the obstacles in your life. the more you go through them, the more you learn to let go, the more you learn not to fear, the more you learn to lean fully on Daddy.

and also, everyone has a different pace. you know, i took like what, one and a half hours to calm myself down and do the dumb thing (LOLLLL!!!). des took like two seconds. ding didn't take that long too.

(although she kept getting stuck and looking like some POSER MERMAID. HAHAHAHAHAH!!!)

but is there condemnation? no! at the end of the day, what mattered would be that we conquered that fear, that we overcame that obstacle.

just like our trials, does it really matter how long you take to overcome something? no. what matters is that you learn. (or that you even come out of it alive. oh oops. HAHAHAHA)

yeah. and you go at your own pace know. noone's forcing you to run when you can't even walk. noone, especially not your Daddy. He goes at a pace you can take, no matter how slow.

you know. He loves you so much leh. He won't force you to do things that you cannot/don't want to do. just as He lets you take your time, you yourself have to know that there is no rush.

time? who cares about time? it isn't as if you will die tmr. we're gonna live to be 120! we have like all the time in the world!

who cares if everyone around you has already conquered that something. you know, it isn't about everyone else, it's just about you and your Jesus. yes, YOUR Jesus. (:

so what if others look down on you. (: would it matter? because the creator of the heavens and the earth still loves you, and He is still holding your hand, waiting for you.

and hey, all the love in the world cannot by any means compare to the great great love that your Daddy dearest has FOR YOU. yeah, for you!

hard to believe that someone actually loves you that much? well, you better believe it. because it's TRUE. really. ((:

seriousy, what is there to fear. (: nothing can hold back what Jesus has set free. no boundary on earth know.

and you know what it is that Jesus has set free? it's YOU and ME. yeah, really. when He died and rose again, He broke those chains that once used to hold us back.

HAHAHAH okayyyy!!! i know i'm really cheong hei~ =D

i really should sleep now. ((: got interview tmr somemore! ((: heehee. yes, like Han said, it's not them seeing if i'm okay for the job, but ME seeing if the job is okay FOR ME. =D

HALLELUJAH.
i love my cgl. ((: and my whole cg. and ALL my friends, yes, ALL. ((:

praise God for everything, yes, everything. ((: even failure. (: cos then i learn alot. (:

THANK YOU DADDY DEAREST!
YOU'RE THE SWEETEST!

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