MY HAND IN YOURS ;

Saturday, March 11, 2006 ;

recently, i just haven't had the inspiration to blog about anything. i mean, it's not that nothing's been happening but. oh wells.

perhaps i should just do the normal daily updates. =)

[ thursday, 090306 ]
- brother enlisted.
- woke up pretty sick, with like high fever and ahcing body and runny/blocked nose.. sianxzx. =( couldn't go for AR.
- msged anne, andy, ding and lynn.
- called up des and kenny to see if they could take my place.
- but laodie got a replacement in the end so it was okayy.
- went for BS with a super aching body.. hurr.my back was hurting like babuseng..
- but at the end of service i guess i was all better (:
- Daddy so loves me, and only me.

[ friday, 100306 ]
- woke up with my left shoulder hurting worse than babuseng.
- lay on the bed and moaned in pain for quite some time (HAHHA)
- finally decided to not give in and confess my healing
- woke and made some birthday cards
- realised i wasn't left with alot of time, rushed to wash up and pack bag and change and everything
- lazy me decided to cab to suntec, thought i was real smart.
- got stuck in on bad jam (cos too sweet so very sticky you know, that's how sandwiches stick together)
- normal cab fare costs me $12 average. THAT cab fare cost me $20. #@*&^%$@$&*%$ (: GRACE GRACE.
- was damn late to meet MISS CHERRI (: and mel. ((:
- gobbled my burger down like some turkey
- made it to third row! (serving lah)
- awesome P&W though i quite think pastor was a tat bit late cos of the peanut bu.. oh i mean jam.
- wonderful service sitting with cherri-strawberry and mel who has a scarily huge water bottle
- for after service P&W, i nearly fell off the platform pls!! HAHA oh my~ i don't want to stand corner already! =D
- after service, saw valen and talked to her. (: yeah, we talked. HAHA!
- took 97 back with jovin.
- oh can i pls say the crowd was just plain mad. really.

[ saturday, 110306 ]
- woke up at about 1130am..
- called ding
- watched van helsing
- rushed to bathe and change and pack bag
- wanted to cab down but there was NO cab, and no bus either!!! omg!!
- reached there damn late (i'm SO SORRY funn and ding!)
- 106-ed to suntec
- ate at subway, did the cheers
- went up for campus
- awesome time of P&W once again (:
- super lovely time of ministering
- ((: nice service. (: my acceptance is in the perfection of my sweet Jesus.
- after service, was busy helping steve with the indemnity forms and stuff. (: i'm glad i could help
- cluster dinner at BK
- did the cheers for Han
- had our own little so-called P&W session
- super fffuuuunnnnn time on the train back
- OH des can catwalk super good lah pls. HAHAHAHA =D

ANYWAYS. let me drift abit.
no, i have never once used pastor's preaching as an excuse for myself not to study. and no, just cos you never saw me study doens't mean i didn't. i did, and bloody hard too. you never knew i was that stressed and tired just because i never broke down in front of you cos even if i did you would just think it all an act. i seriously have no idea how your brain works but i'm just not going to say anything. if that's what you always want to think about me then go ahead, cos i can't stop you from thinking. i'm just sorry that you think i'm leading a double life cos i'm not. you just don't know how mean i can be to my friends as well. i know i'm not perfect at home, but neither am i when i'm out. i can be such a damn bitch to my friends but you just don't know it. oh man. why do i even bother. Jesus loves me, ma. that's all that matters to me.

well. so much for not having inspiration. HAHAHAHA. okay lah bye.

oh brother.. where art thou when i need you.. =(
viper is the best company because you're in it!

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