MY HAND IN YOURS ;

Wednesday, March 08, 2006 ;

Daddy..

look after him. protect him. love him. guide him. favour him more than anyone else.

i know it is so dumb to say this, and i know you're bigger than that, but really. if i have to go through two weeks of no favour so that he'll be extraextraextra favoured, then let it be you know.

now who do i cook for at 4am..

and who will talk to me about stuff at such ungodly hours..

who's going to pat my shoulder awkwardly and squeeze my hand to reassure me when i cry..

=( who's going to let me sit in his room when i'm so moody.. and just sit there till i feel better again.

who's gonna be silly and 'spike' the muffins with me..

who's going to make me pluck his white hair in the middle of the night!! who do i go to now!!!

who will make me iron his polo tee!!!

who will always rush with me for the bathroom, and teh me when i win!!

who's going to shove the can of campbell soup in my face and say "would you be so kind as to make this for me?"

who do i serve dinner to now!! because there will be noone in the room, concentrating too much on silly online games to even come out for dinner.

who will come home all excited about the stuff he bought, no matter how small, and shove it in my face like a small boy saying "ehh nice anot!"

who will be so silly and wear black socks with white shoes!! and chuckle and go "aiyahh really ah.. then how!" when i say "wei!! it looks so silly!"

who's going to always walk out of the room and go "ehh like that can annot ah?" and look all smug and say "of course!" when i say yeah, and say "aiyah." when i say no.

who's going to say that the food i cooked didn't taste nice, but still eat up every single morsel.

who's going to pull me to one corner of the mall and tell me a joke.

Daddy i miss him already. You told me to have great expectations. now i tell You. i fully expect You to take care of Him for me. i fully expect You to surround him with Your favour and love and protection.

i fully expect You to keep him from all danger and harm. i fully expect You to look after him and be there for him.

I FULLY EXPECT TO SEE HIM NEXT NEXT WEEK, LOOKING EVEN BETTER THAN BEFORE HE WENT IN.

okayy. nobody will understand but You, and kimm.

Daddy. he's in Your hands. i know that i'm trusting in Your love that has no end. You won't fail me. You won't fail him too.

thank You for looking after the brother for me. ilu.

LOVE,
udder. (only my korkor and Daddy can call me that okay)

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