Saturday, November 26, 2005 ;

ehh sorry for the previous post, guys. i was just pissed.. super pissed, and i just had to vent the frustration somewhere you know. =D but like, two minutes after i posted the thingy, i was alright already. HAHH.

but yeah wells, still decided to delete anyways. i only wanna remember all the good and funny and interesting stuffs when i read back on my life next time. [goshh i make myself sound so old..] hehe.

anyhow, soccer's been super fun. just that there's this guy. omg!! seriously, i can't stand him. he is super sexist!! like, what. just cos we're girls, the three of us, he is sssoooo determined not to pass the ball to us.

like, he's just so sure that there is oh-no-way we could ever be better than him. well, continue having that attitude, and yes we will be! ehh even coach is rather impressed with our performance and improvements. =D

and the thing is.. he keeps 'attacking' me!! it's like he's got this something against me! and i could almost swear i'd never done anything against him before. pls, i don't even know him..

last week, in the midst of tackling him, [like duhh its soccer. i don't just let him steal the ball you know..] i got elbowed hard right in the cheek, to the point that the inside of my mouth started bleeding. like, HELLO.

and this week!! this week!! aahhh! i was so pissed. see, coach banned high balls for now, cos most of us being new players woudn't know how to handle it yeah. and besides, there are people all around the outsides of the track!

what if us soccer players couldn't stop the ball in time, and it flew out and hit one of the other people outside. if the kick was hard enough someone could get hurt!

so, we were paying teams. and he was on the opposing team. he kicked the ball so hard. yeah, high ball. when it's banned. but the thing is, the ball hit me, right smack on me.

it hit the bottom half of my windpipe and the.. heheh the upper part of my chest lah. but wtf!!! wah lao ehh!! it was damn freaking hard, the impact. i almost fell over backwards.

lost my breath for a moment or two. stumbled back a few steps, and all the other guys around me were shocked as well.. cos the sound was SO LOUD. suddenly they were all crowding around me asking me if i was alright.

yeah, and he [that ass who kicked the ball] was just gone. and he didnt even apologise. woww.. nice. yes, such a gentleman.

anyways.. i was just in shock lah. so i said i was okayy.. yeah and the game went on. we ended one-one. and there was this guy [short leh!! hahaha nearly my height.] but he was so nice lah. ((:

he kept asking me if i was okay at regular 3 minute intervals. (: heheh. like during the game, suddenly he'd run up to me and ask "hey. you sure you're alright?" or sth. ((: so funny! (: nice guy. (:

soo.. after like, 10-15minutes more, we were dismissed.. and suddenly the pain started to sink in. omg damn pain. =( damn damn pain!! quite shocking.. and i was still abit in shock. goshh. abit couldn't breathe properly..

called diana and the nniiiiicccceee girl rushed from library all the way down to canteen2 to meet me. ((: i love diana barretto sy ssooo much!! =D [wo xu yao ni~!!!]

but yeah.. that guy. omg. praise God for grace and for mercy in my life. otherwise he wouldn't be around for me to talk about anymore. =D

ooopss.. i mean, not all the guys are like that you know. ((: the malay guy's really nice. (: heehee. he has so much faith in me!!

"don't worry lah. you can one!"
"yess!! see, you can do it!"
"good one man! you can one!!"

((: and he's always telling the other guys to wait for me. hahah so sweet. ((:

"ehh! wait for the girl lah!! cannot see ah!"
"let her run first can!"
"you all blind ah! let her first mah."
"pass her nicely lah! be gentleman can?"

((: praise God lah. all i can say is, i've really found so much favour everywhere i go, everything i do.

=D what's one guy compared to everyone else man. if he doesn't know how to appreciate me, i've got to say, that's his loss. (:

i'm Daddy's precious little darling, His most expensive gem. i am the apple of God's eyes. God's eyes leh!! He sees me as perfect, spotless, without blemish. i mean more than the world to Jesus. ((:

i'm more precious than heaven, cos He gave up heaven just to be with me day and night. i might be alone sometimes, but never lonely. Daddy's always with me, and He'll never leave me nor forsake me.

thank You, Jesus, for love divine. (: You're in my heart, forever there to stay. (: lovestoo!

WE WILL DANCE ; 11:43 AM