Saturday, September 03, 2005 ;

well i was watching this detective show, and this guy, one of the lead detectives yeah. so he had some marriage difficulties. so he and his wife had like councelling yeah.

so the guy's wife kept being unreasonable, and just kept blaming him for every single thing, until they got into this heated argument, and the councellor person had to get them both to calm down.

then the councellor asked them both to sit down and talk things out, and the lead detective was like, "well i don't feel like sitting down. and i don't wanna sit down, because just today i saw this 8 year old girl cut up so bad.."

and the wife cut in and was like "see, you always do that."

and the councellor was like "yes, malcom. you can't do that. you can't bring those troubles home."

and then he said something tha really hit me. he said, "then where else do i bring them?"

i just thought to myself, how true. i mean, home's the only place where you're really yourself, isn't it? i mean, you could be really comfortable with close friends and all, but seriously, you know that deep down inside there is a side of you they haven't seen.

but what happens when you bring those troubles home and the people at home don't accept them? what if.. just what if..

* i love detective shows. ((:

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