Friday, September 02, 2005 ;

yayy. ((: this was to be a long entries! so, let we now give our thumbs for bloken engrish. (:

today i is not go for lecture because i was could not wake up! i actually had setted my clock for ring at 7am. but i were so too tired to woke up. so me was go back to sleeping again. diana and bee wong was also late. (:

so me was sleep until 3pm. wow. and i was go bathe, then using the computer. and i were let my mama seeing the russell peters on my laptop. and she was laughed.

i leaved the house at 5pm to met charissa. but the bus was not came, so i am late. then charissa and me took 106, but the bus is real slow. so we was late to go up the stage. also, we is not able to find our seats.

but after that were fine. during worship i were stand between lauren and ashley! (: it were good. (: i was enjoyed myself lots.

during the service i was sat with charissa. we have many funs! ((: laughs at much thing and i does enjoy every times spend with her.

after the service i and stevie melons was go eating supper and i had meet many choir person there. (: haha i am conned stevie melons to bought too many food! and he eats all finished. haha.

and we is took 97 back but was must ran for it. and on the bus we were talked many thing. (: yayy we do reach jurong east in time that stevie melons catched the second last train. praise God. (: and he do got so excited he must to call me and boasted.

yayy. so my today were a happy day. i is wanting to cut my hair. i might be to go tomorrow. me am were to cut thin it, so that i were not to be very hot always. (: also because i does like thin hair.

tomorrow, my IS group is to be meet at PS, but sadly, i were not to be going. =( oh well. there is to be other outings. Jesus loves me.

at night, i is to be going for bible study again! (: 921-ers. ((: i think we am goes for supper. i am love dim sum. (: stevie melons was not be share food again! (: haha. i does love my friends alot. (: praise God.

yeah okay anyways. (: oops. broken english was fun, but its hard man. hahah.. you have no idea how long i took to think that up. (: anyhow, you know, i came up with a few reasons why i always keep falling helplessly in love with Jesus. (:

- because He first loved me.
- because He's not like parents or adults.
- because He's the perfect gentleman.
- because He listens to every single nonsense thing i have to say.
- because He truly understands me.
- because He loves me for me, just the way i am.
- because i never have to be perfect for Him.
- because He always believes me and sees the best in me.
- because He doesn't scold me for no reason.
- because He doesn't put me down.
- because i can act as bitchy, as shitty, as crappy as i want or feel, and He will never let me go.
- because He lets me cry.
- because He cheers me up.
- because He knows what it's like to be me.
- because i'm just so precious to Him.
- because He lets me get all the glory when He did all the work.
- because He's so sweet!!
- because He's so funny.
- because He never condemns me, and He never judges me.
- because He did it all for me. just for me.
- because He is Himself. ((:

thanks Daddy. thank You that You are not like earthly fatthers. thank You that You are not like humans. thank You for ebing so selfless and letting me be so selfish. thanks for understanding, for letting me shine, for loving me just as i am. thanks for always being there, thanks for listening and letting me cry. thank You for just holding me in Your arms when i hurt so so bad. thank You for kissin me on my forehead when i feel so unloved. thanks for making the moon shine for me. thank You for puffy cotton candy clouds that make me happy. thanks for holding my hand when i'm scared, and for always seeing me through. thanks for letting me lean on You when i have no strength left in me. thank You for hearing my softest sigh and rushing to my side just to hug me. thanks for wiping my tears away and keeping them in a bottle. thank You for tolerating all my stinky attitude and for being so patient. thanks for holding my hand when i feel alone. thanks for loving me, Daddy. and most of all, thanks for being You. ((:

((: 8 days more!

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