MY HAND IN YOURS ;

Wednesday, August 17, 2005 ;

me, "I wish I were beautiful, Daddy.."
God, "I wish you could see what I see."

aww.. thanks, Daddy. thanks that even when i see myself as lousy and ugly and horrible and disgusting and everything bad, that You still love me and You will never tell me "well, fine, if that's what you think."
instead, You will always lift my head gently towards the heavens, to remind me of Your grace, Your love, of You in me. to remind me that You love me for me, as plain as that.

me loves hanging out with my 921-ers! ((: praise God for each and everyone of them. and Daddy, thank you for keeping all of them in Your love, and for showing them that every new day, Your glory unfolds in and through them, and that they truly shine. yet not of themselves, but because of You. everyday, Lord, just remind them of how much You truly love them. that they will just knowknowknow beyond the shadow of a doubt that they always mean so much to You. hold them close and never let them go. show them how Your love overcomes all fear, and how Your love will see them through every obstacle. convince them each day, Daddy, that they are ever so precious to You, as they are to me. You love them, Lord, and You keep them. safe from all harm and danger, out of the way of evil. only good things shall happen to them because You love them, and they shal experience grace and favour so mightily in their lives ike never before. thank You, Daddy. in Jesus' most precious and perfect holy name i pray, amen!

random thoughts in my brain (many many random thoughts) :
`bluff you will fat ah?
`yi ge gu du de bean!
`honeyy please don't go!
`beans are brown, peas are green.
`921-ers in Christ, forever.
`i can't wait for each new day, to see His mercies pour out on me from heaven.
`i love to bless because i am first blessed.
`i will enjoy my here and now, even though circumstances seem to be against me.
`i pray i will always be here for my darling babes and hunks whenever they need me, by the grace of God.
`i want a new and even fresher revelation of His love for me.
`i can't wait for campus and BS and sunday service.
`i want to spend moremoremore time with my 921-ers.
`Christ in me the hope of glory. in ME.
`Daddy loves me the most in the world.
`tanning tanning tanning.
`i feel like jumping and screaming with joy, just because.
`more lemon tea pls? (:
`i am a success. that's the Truth which can't be changed by what is true.
`Jesus loves me.
`i just want more. ((: and Daddy will give.
`His grace is more than sufficient for me.
`all i want is more of You.
`i love the blue blue sky.
`i wanna get married. [haha!]
`peanut butter. yayy.
`when will Jo come back..
`moremoremore time.
`sleepovers, popiahs, msn chats.
`did you leave anything behind?
`daniel, david, derrick and duku!
`why did she have to change when we left?
`frosties cereal.
`i am so special.
`i want to be surprised with something sweet and nice.
`just want to sing and be lost in Love.
`guess which movie! [dumb game played by joanne, diana, kaiquan, yongming, ernest and me]
`so we'll sit on the beach and bitch!
`a dream is a wish your heart makes.
`so nice to have a little sister. (:
`really cannot wait for the class after-exams chalet! it will rock!
`all the love in the world.
`much more favour! much more grace!
`let's walk from westmall to Np more often. this time no 'short' cuts pls. (:
`i so love choir!
`for the sake of all mankind and till the break of dawn.
`i love jottin down my random thoughts. ((:
`i am going to sleep now because i have 9am classes and i don't feel like being late. (:

WE WILL DANCE ; 2:11 AM