MY HAND IN YOURS ;

Saturday, March 05, 2005 ;

i'm kind of wondering what's with all my entry titles.. like so werid, and they have absolutely no connection with my entries at all. whahah!

by the way.. this is gonna be a long entry. =))

its as if i'm trying to act philosophical. hee! [how to spell?] whahah!! oh my hat. i just drank teh bing, so forgive me!

next week me and guan are going over to sam's place to BAKE! (((: yayness!! bakeness cakeness. (: hah!!

yups. bake. that's really fun you know. =) serious! although we dont even know what to bake, but yeah.. =) its fun one.

ohs man.. i'm really bored. can't wait for school to start. =( i wonder what it'll be like. but i know its gonna be good. =) *thanks Daddy. (:

smiles. =) hee.. i feel like playing blindmice still.. darn boring to keep watching television and walking around the whole of jurong..

i think i know jurong so well i can already walk around with my eyes closed and not bang into anything lah. now you know how bored i am.

haix.. oh yah. the other day i was thinking. say someone gets chosen for a role i've always wanted. someone with skills not as good mine.

i'll definitely get bitter right. because i "deserve" that role more than that someone what. so its "only right" that i get it.

but then Daddy reminded me.. Jesus wants me to see other people as He sees them, which also means to see them as perfect. so, yups..

and anyways, if they don't have that much skill, then that just shows that they are really dependent on grace. =) and ain't that good?

heh. yups. just a passing thought. and also a reminder for myself. because sometimes i really forget to see people as how Daddy sees them.

and i only remember He sees me as perfect and not them. [oops] but its true. its hard, so that's why we have grace. =)

everyone's just as forgiven, that includes me. so why hold grudges? why choose to see they're not-so-good side instead of choosing to love them?

that only makes life harder for everyone including myself. and anyway i have no right. Jesus sees them perfect, so what right do i have to say that they're not?

see.. how easy it is to look to flesh. but thanks to Daddy's still small voice which ever reminds me. =) i'm never in condemnation. never unrighteous before Him.

thanks Daddy. =) its great to be secure. and secure i am, standing in Him, my rock, my salvation.

i know at times its just so hard to believe that Daddy is right beside you, holding your hand. but He is. no matter how you feel, no matter the circumstances.

He will see you through. for sure. i promise you. He will carry you when you have no strength left to walk, He will be your guide when your eyes fail you. He will pick you up when you stumble and fall.

He will hold you close when you hurt so bad inside. He will dry your tears when all you can do is cry. He will be with you when you feel that nobody cares. He will love you with a love so great when you feel that your world is crashing down on you.

He will carry you. and when you realise that it is only by His grace and His grace alone, you will mount up on wings of eagles and soar with Him above your storms.

and all glory will go to His name. (((: and He will hold on to you when you feel like letting go. because He said in His word that He will never, never ever leave you nor forsake you.

even if you want to run away, there is no way of escaping from His arms of love. they are far too wide.

and my Daddy means what He says one. He is a man of His word. if there is anyone you an count on, it is my Daddy God. my Abba Father who loves me oh so much, and a little more than everyone else when i need Him the most.

yups. i have no idea why i typed all of that out.. but i just felt that someone needed to know that. so yeah.. there i go again. (: hee.

*if you'll be kind to others, they'll be kind to you. just give a little cheering up and see what love can do.

i dont know why i still feel like typing, but i dont know what to type anymore! argh. i shall complain about the JAE thing another day. late already. must go and sleep. =)

WE WILL DANCE ; 3:55 AM