Sunday, October 03, 2004 ;

=) ever since i got the tagboard its like i only ever tag. i dont blog anymore... hahaha sp i thought since i'm free now, why not blog again. i kinda miss it if anyone understands what i mean. =D

actually i really should be sleeping right now, having to serve first service tomorrow. hahaha and second as well. (yay~!) but it would be fun. i miss serving. i miss practice too. boo exams man! hahaha...

anyways... using my brother's lappy to blog now because i dont want to waste time and electricity switching on the computer just to blog. haha... wow. i've had a really great rest these few days. didnt go to school on thursday and friday. slack at home. =)

woah piang... have not blogged for so long i like, have nothing to say. hee.. dont know how to say what i have to say, to put it correctly. =D

but anyways... its like, my life has been really really blessed recently. as in, seriously. my family is becoming more and more like a dream come true. =) like the dream family i never had. and you know what... this joy inside of me, it cannot be destroyed!

and now i'm beggining to see the Lord work more and more in my life. i'm beggining to understand things more and more. i'm beggining to see things i've never seen before. and the feeling is just indescribable!

and i'm beggining to see more and more of His great love for me. =D and i'm falling in love with Him more and more, and i just cant help it but its great. hahaha! i mean, its a wonderful thing!

and i've learnt alot in a very short time. ever since the Teenzeal session with the alter call about the studies and family thing. when i left that service i just knew something was different. i felt it inside. i was touched. i just knew something was different when i walked out that day. =)

but anyway... its like two plus am already and i'm serving first and second tomorrow. so i think i shall be smart and go to sleep now. hahaha even though i have been resting alot the past couple of days, i still need rest to pass the day. =)

oh and by the way, starting next week i'll be seving third and fourth. =D i know i said likewise in the previous entry. but there were changes. however, i still praise God. i know why i'm around, and i know i have a destiny to fulfill. everything's great and blessed in His hands. and in His hands is exactly where my life is. and that's where its going to stay, for eternity!

but then again since i'll be on leave for most of the quarter, i think i would still be serving first because i think the "serve the service you are attending" thingy still applies. hahaha so i still get to be with my beloved gang! =D

blessed to be a blessing,
~BOK~


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