MY HAND IN YOURS ;

Thursday, September 09, 2004 ;

bleh bleh bleh... i'm stuck at home rotting while my band is jamming... -_-" (evan, josh, brendan, larry) sigh... and its not like i've not been studying. i have, just that.. i dont know man. my dad just doesn't want me out. just like that. yeah... so i cant go out.

unfair? well... haha that's life. you just have to get used to it i guess... ah well.. haha just got off the phone with xue ting babe.. haha we talked for exactly one hour nineteen minutes and fifty one seconds. =) heez..

thank God for free-incoming man. anyways... my cousin and aunt are watching Passion at my place. i would rather not watch it again... haha if not i'd be crying my eyes out one more time. whoa... i just know that while i was watching, the only thing running through my mind was this song:

before the world began
you were on His mind
and every tear you cry
is precious in His eyes
because of His great love
He gave His only Son
and everything was done
so you would come

come to the Father
though your gift is small
broken hearts
broken lives
He will take them all
the power of the cross
the power of His blood
everything was done
so you would come

nothing you can do
could make Him love you more
and nothing that you've done
could make Him close the door
because of His great love
He gave His only Son
and everything was done
so you would come

yeah... and the tears just flowed like a waterfall. hahaha... :) ah well anyways... its ending soon. but it'll forever be in my heart man. super touching. i was sobbing like nobody's business. hee.. =D somehow i cant think of what to say. though i know i wanted to say something... bleh!

haha this is so crappy!!! rotting away... super bored!!! i totally cannot wait for Gig3 to come... oh man Jesus.. help time fly... actually not really lah. cos i still need study time. heez... gosh it's so hot. i feel like watching Lord of the Rings!!! hahax... miss return of the king. i cant believe i only watched it once!

i know i watched fellowship of the ring around four times... and i watched two towers around four times as well! haha though out of these eight times i only had to pay for two. cool huh. :) i'm just super abundantly blessed man. cant help it. anyways...

ahh!!! i'm still rotting. ok my brother just came back. from school and gym. the crazy toot says he's fat. but he's like too skinny. although he gets a tummy when he eats too much. which is whenever he eats lah. haha he eats amazing amounts i tell you! three huge plates of rice every meal. wow.

and sometimes i think he eats more than three meals??? haha crazy man... and he used to do dunno-how-many push-ups and dunno-how-many sit-ups everyday but then i think he got too busy and lazy... :] haha then he stopped and now he doesnt have as much muscles as before... and he complains to me about it all the time. *shakes head* but its funny lah.

and he's super vain. but its cute.. :) even my mom agrees that he's sexy. have i said that before? gosh.. haha i still say he's too skinny. but anyhow... the final decision is still up to him. :)

anyways... think i'll go mug now. =x

beloved of God,
~BOK~

WE WILL DANCE ; 4:38 PM