MY HAND IN YOURS ;

Thursday, September 30, 2004 ;

the nails didnt hold Him to the cross. it was His love for me.

heez... teacher elizabeth just sent me the registration form to go israel!!! hallelujah! i will walk the steps my Daddy once walked! and xue ting, sam, valen, cia, shu ying, yan xuan, des, john... =D we will walk together! amen!!!

life is so good! :) anyways... i didnt go to school today. couldnt wake up lah. and oh man i fell asleep on the cold hard wooden bench. hahaha but it was nice. i couldnt sleep in the room because my mom sprayed insecticide all over. i was like, oh my hat mom. no better time you could have done that huh.

hahaha but its alright. =D i think sleeping on the bench in the hall is much cooler than sleeping in my own room. so bleh man! oh well...

hahaha there's going to be a special item this sunday! it is so si nice man! really.. at pracice yesterday... ronnie was like being so lame! but i cant deny taht it was super funny watching him lah. hahaha... he was like dancing around and making weird noises but.. yeah that's not the point lah. =D

anyway choir has changed shifts... praise God i'm still doing friday and sunday mornings! praise God praise God! (and yes shawn. i would still praise God even if i had been changed to another shift...) ahakz... =D

but this is the really really praise God part kae. =) at first i didnt check my mail lah, till just now about 4pm. before that right, they had already confirmed the switches. and already sent out the mail. i was doing thursday night bible study and sunday afternoons. but then today when i checked my mail, there were two mails from my section leader.

the one on top, which is the one sent at a later time. i read that one, and it was the revised one. the one that confirmed that i was doing friday adn sunday mornings! praise God! then i was praising God, and read the one after that, which was the first one saying i had to do thursday and sunday afternoons. i was like, *gasp*!

then i have no idea why, but i just went to check the times which the mails were sent. and you know what?! =D i realised that the time the new and revised mail was sent out was the time i was telling Daddy that i wanted to stay doing mornings and fridays!

is my God good or is my God good? =D i think my God is so so so good! =D so you see.. God does know your heart's desires. but then you also have to tell Him. dont let this be a one-sided relationship you know. whatever it is on your mind, just pour it out to Him. He loves you alot man.

its like, although He knew i wanted the shifts, and i knew that He knew, i still told Him. and you know why? because i love Him. =D and He loves being loved! and i love being loved my Him! and He does love me alot! okay i'm just going on and on. hahahaha...

anyway...! =D so therefore i am happy because my Father in heaven loves me. =) and i am so blessed because He loves me! He loves me with an undying love! =) hahaha oh well... i think i shall go now! =D

He is my reason,
~BOK~

WE WILL DANCE ; 5:22 PM