MY HAND IN YOURS ;

Friday, September 03, 2004 ;

haha.. today.. :) not bad. quite boring though.. like nothing much happened. only had the *super scary* CME prelim paper. man can i tell you the night before i was so nervous i couldnt sleep.. whahahahax!!! :D i still dont understand why they have to put CME in the syllabus. so lame! haiyo.. nearly fell asleep.. but then wantong... hahaha! she didnt even have enough time to finish the paper!!! =D

oh wells... then after that the teacher let us off for a break until the next lesson. okae, so a few of us went to the canteen to get smoe snacks.. hee.. (after thinking so hard must replenish energy) ya and anyway break mah.. wah who knows we all kena scolding from principal.. that stupid spinster principal.. so idiotic!!! cant stand her man! tsk..

break means break lor.. there was no specific instructions about what kind of break it was. toilet break or whatever.. she just said break so we go for break lor.. sheesh.. so dumb. i told you the highest powers of my school's hirachy(however you spell it) sucks.. everything so systematic. its bloody irritating! cant they be a little more flexible?! havent they heard that creativity is very important in the twenty-first century?? gosh..

*shakes head* ok enough about all the stupid sucky stuff.. hmmz.. does anyone feel that a person(no one in particular) gets super irritating when they wanna get all the attention. then they like become so super loud.. for everything but with no reason.. its like, it can be like nothing is happening but then they suddenly want all the attention so they start screaming and shouting and making a great big hallabaloo... then you start to feel abit.. tsk.. know what i mean?

its really irritating. dunno.. maybe its just me but.. yeah.. its sickening. and i do not like it. especially when they are already very loud.. then shout somemore.. even louder. argh!! like, shut up!!! crazy.. and all for the sake of attention. i mean so what if you're not in the limelight all the time? it doesnt really matter. at least i dont care. as long as my Daddy loves me.. and He always will.. i dont really care about anything else. cos He's all that matters to me.

oh well.. enough said. :) got it out of me and i'm feeling much better. =) ~yay~ sad sad... i should be at bible study...... =( oh wells... at least my parents are not in now so i can relax for a while. heh heh.. and listen to my Nouveaux disc. hahaha.. (",) haha cute face.. "and this is how i feel.." love this band.. and i love sonicflood! hee.. and of course hillsong.. and duh New Creation Church's main band!!! woohoo!!! :) happee... and also steven curtis chapman. :)

hmm later at 2030hrs there's this show called "performing as.." where people try to imitate popular pop-stars and stuff.. i'd like to see how they do it and laugh at those lousy ones.. muahahahaha..... okae i'm being mean. anyways..

have you ever thought of why the plural of tooth is teeth.. but why the plural of booth isnt beeth? or how come its not one moose and many meese.. cos like one goose and many geese.. -_-" but seriously.. how did people ever make the language? i think its so cool to like make your own language.. oh my hat... just like elvish!!! haha that is one cool language. besides tongues of course. that one is non-comparable.. :) hee..

ah well then... oh yah.. this is so touchig man.. one night i was just crying.. then suddenly heard so clearly Daddy's voice.. "don't cry, don't cry, i am here by your side.." haha unfortunately i was so touched i started crying even more.. haha i bet Daddy was smiling then. =D actually i have a tune in my head for the words He said to me.. :) hee should make it into a song.. just like my "i've been thinking" one.. hahaha..

okies.. i just remembered. singapore idol yesterday. =D i'm glad christopher and candice got in! the people who think they dont sing well.. please.. you just dont know how to appreciate. dont be dumb kae. :) and by the way i dont think that 'that daphne whatever her name is' should have gotten in. like ken said, she is not mature enough no matter how good she is, although she isnt. she should not have gotten in. really. too bad if you dont agree with me. that's your problem. =)

anyways.. i'm quite tired.. :( ber.. where are you.. i need massage man. :) hee.. sigh.... woman bok, you owe me way too many massages.. piggy.. you better give me one soon. i really need them.

trading my pain for His exceeding joy,
~BOK~

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