Sunday, August 08, 2004 ;

hello.. man. heyee!today's the live recording! :) -excitement- didnt go to skool today..sigh.
man... somehow i feel confused.. stuffs been happening. i dunno wad to say bout it all. but i just noe i dont like it. =/ maybe i'm too sensitive? hah.. still the same question's running thru my head tho..
'why was it me? why was it NOT me?'
sometimes feel like..argh~ dunno lah. frustrating man. i guess i shudnt care bout it all. live a happy life.. i dunno. but sometimes its hard not to care.. u noe wad i mean? wish i cud sorta turn back time. i wud haf made a much wiser decision.kept my distance maybe? sigh...think i'm just bad-mooding again. boy when will these mood sings ever stop? its irritating!
haha but then again.. my now is beautiful rite.. and Daddy has given me the right to enjoy! so i'm just gonna abuse that right! =D haha i feel better already. talked myself happi. ok so maybe moods arent totally uncontrollable..
jus haf to remind urself that Daddy has ALREADY made ur now beautiful. and that He's given u the right to enjoy. man.. if its made beautiful by God.. then it must be super extremely good lah. :)
come to tink of it.. God's goodness is really beyond words. beyond description. man.. His mercy is much more abundant man.. :)everything is Him lah.. i cudnt imagine life w/out God. people need the Lord! its like.. He gives u the grace to do something. then He blesses us for doing it. :) haha.. such grace. man..
anyways... i'lll haf to go soon... i'll be mugging! rmb.. Daddy loves extravagantly, blesses abundantly and favours extraordinarily!
~BOK~


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