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Saturday, August 28, 2004 ;

hahas... today was quite a fun day. anyways... the other day.. i think thursday.. yeah we had chem practical lah.. then for sub-science our experiment required us to soak filterpaper in this weird solution and then drip cobalt something something onto it.. then after that must burn and collect the ashes lah..

wah.. then i thought so fun. happy happy go and follow the instructions.. exactly.. dripped 5 drops of solution and 2 drops of the cobalt something something.. so it was quite dry lah.. then after that.. didnt have metal thongs so just use the normal wooden test-tube holder mah.. wah piang.. the stupid filter paper... because it was so dry it caught fire super easily... *sigh*

so yah... the whole thing was ablaze.. haha i think i nearly set the chemistry laboratry on fire man. -_-" hahas... cos nearly dropped the burning paper at the bunsen burner there.. OOPS.. but yeah... i flung everything into the sink. =D hee.. then on the tap and there was the "pssstt...." sound.. (or however you spell it.. haha never mind..) sigh.. then they all laughing at me... -_-"""

so after that must re-do right... so to prevent the filter paper from catching fire so easily, i soaked the whole piece with the solution.. so it was super wet and flimsy.. hahaha.. then dripped some cobalt thingy thingy.. then burn liao but nothing happened. the ash was supposed to be green.. but i think it was QUITE black.. -doosh- then realised that i had to put MORE cobalt something thingy.. so okae fine... soak in solution and soak in cobalt thingy something thingy.. haha but yeah i finally finally got the green ash. but the test-tube holder is pretty burnt.. =)

by the way.. ammonia really really really stinks.. haha at first me and giacinta were doind one of the qualitative analysis questions.. then had to test for gas. but like nothing like that.. so we tried to smell abit abit lah.. then hold too far from the nose cannot smell.. so held it about 5cm away... no smell.... 3cm.... no smell..... a little nearer...

~WAH SEH!!!~ smelly like hell kaes.. the stupid thing.. then we both suddenly burst into coughs.. haha quite stupid lah i know.. (whoops) wah but really stinky.. like, sheesh... one of the stupidest things i ever did.. (besides throwing the book down to ber lah.. that's a different story all togather. ahem...) hee.. but i really dunno why i did that.

anyway.. :) september is coming. i cant wait. totally. haha although its prelims month.. but then got Gig3!!! :) haha.. cant wait!!! and xue ting's burfdae.. and shirleen and josh and eleanor and grandpa.. and Daddy!!!! =D ~yay.. happiness...

oh well.. :) sort of slept through service today.. =( oops... was really drained man. but i still wont miss out. the Holy Spirit will teach me. :) Daddy will teach me. He will guide me every step of the way, and He'll be with me through it all. forever. cos His love endures forever. and he is forever faithful. hallelujah!! :) and its so comforting to know that i'll always be that 'butterfly'.. i'm never gonna change back into a caterpillar ven though i still do 'caterpillar' things at times while i'm a butterfly..

okae.. confused?? haha its like.. i'm born again right.. so even when i sin(do things then un-born again people do), i will still be born again. i'm still a righteous child of God.. i'm not a sinner just because i sin. just like sometimes butterflies sprt of crawl.. that doesnt make them any less butterfly than they really are. that doesnt change the fact that they are butterflies, and it sure doesnt make them caterpillars.. cos they're still butterflies. haha..

i'm forgiven eternally. a new creation. a child of the King. sin has got no hold on me. i walk by faith and not by what i see. amen. :) and you know what... sin doesnt stop grace. grace stops sin. dont focus on trying to live a holy life. focus on God and His finished work. then you will naturally lead a holy life.

and when you do sin, which you will.. dont harp on it. remind yourself that you're forgiveness and righteousness is eternal, then move on. harping on your sin will only open doors for the devil to get you. just tell yourself you're forgiven eternally and move on. put the past behind you. :) God still loves you. you can never lose your salvation no matter what. once saved forever saved. our God is a faithful God.

Jesus is my one and only. :) make Him yours. let Him lead you. dont try to lead Him. He knows better than we do, His ways are higher than ours. by trying, you're stopping His grace. stop trying, let go.. God will be faithful. He will make a way for you.

i've had more than enough experiences to know that God cares and that He is and always will be faithful. even if its just the tiniest details of your life. and you know why? its cos He loves you. just three simple words. He loves you. He loves me. alot. and alot is an understatement. just know that He loves you. cos He really really does.

i mean, to give up your only son?? for someone who might not even return your love?? wow.. that's gotta be some amazing love man. and well.. that's just like the love of God for you! :) be excited. rejoice. He wants you to be happy. He has given you the right to enjoy. :) use it. really.

=0 oh wells... i've talked myself happy again.. but that doesnt change the fact that i am sleepy.. hahax.. okae.. i'm off then. :) blog again soon.

no more in condemnation
clothed in righteousness i stand,
~BOK~

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