Monday, August 16, 2004 ;
man... woke up feeling so giddy i couldnt even walk straight. then i went back to sleep and woke up again at 1030hrs. felt so weird. haha woman was late for lecture.. -oopx- yeah anyways... was studying all the way since after washing up.. so very sorry to those who tried calling. :)
happy birthday Jo! love you v much!
haha i cant wait for Gig3!gonna be one of the best gigs ever.. just have this feeling. so cool! and so what if its in the middle of my prelims... :) that's not going to change the fact that i will have fun and enjoy myself, and of course it wouldn't change the fact that my Daddy is going to be there! :) oh man.. He just loves me SO much!! =D
you know.. when i first got back my results for chinese, i was super disappointd. i was like, what?! c5?! then i felt so gross.. but i failed to realize that actually that grade was already very good. considering i have been failing since sec3.. i was so disappointed, so reliant on my flesh, that i even forgot to praise Him for giving me a distiction for oral/listening(which i SO did NOT deserve).. frankly speaking, i didnt even deserve the c5 grade!i really deserved to fail.
the reason why i got the grades i got is all out of His great love for me. i mean, who gets distinction for oral when you stumble on 3/4 of all the words in the passage and say 1/2 the words wrongly? haha.. i think i'm the only one. that just goes to show how great my God is.. He uses the things that are not to not the things that are! :)
well, so for those of you who didnt do as well as you wanted to for whatever thing it is.. just remember. you dont even deserve the grades you are currently getting, what more the grade you want. you get good grades not because of you or what you have done. you get good grades because Jesus gave you the good grades. He is merciful and He loves you. praise Him in spite and despite of all your circumstances. in any case, He is a good God. the goodest of all. :)
-doosh-
my brother shaved his head...
now i feel like cutting hair too.. not really cutting as in cutting short but like.. haha aiyah... nvm.
goodness whats wrong with her? just because someone ELSE put her in a bad mood she has to take it all out on ME. sigh... oh well. i didnt blow up at her at least. thank God. He really has something great in store for our relationship amen.. and the devil's afraid of that. that's why he's attacking it so much.. hallelujah. Daddy is my patience. how can i be rude to her when she's God's beloved? and how can i not forgive her when she's just as forgiven as i am?
Lord.. thank You for Your mercies, thank You for Your grace. thank You for loving me. thank You for everything. You are my life, i live for You.
soaring over mountains of defeat, because He carries me.
~BOK~
WE WILL DANCE ; 3:49 AM
